Wednesday, April 27, 2005
OUCH!! it hurts...! u must be asking what hurts? well it my brain! why? cause i just freaking got back to full swing studying this week and what happen I HAVE MID YEAR EXAMS NEXT WEEK? i'm abit pissed as it isnt fair for us who took part in syf!
i got some happy stuff today we all get to go back home at 1.30pm haha why? i cant believe that teachers themself have to go learning Journey haha! yes our school teacher when on that journey thingy and some teachers went on courses so NO TEACHER ARE IN SCHOOL! REJOY! haha! so they let us go home at 1.30pm!
haha i did some search on sarah shahi or carmen de la Pica (from the l word) and saw some photo from maxim well i saw one of kimmy friendster before hehe but the rest nope!hehe.. it was *clear throat* Good! haha if anyone wants to check it out by all means just dun be shock ok! i got this feel but i cant let it happen! it just i got this giving up mood but inside of me is fighting i just dont know maybe it because i just came back from syf everything for me is like in a rush! and i am super tired!
-MajorDuivel faced death at 5:52 PM
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Monday, April 25, 2005
ok it monday remind me of this song :"There's not much going on today.I'm really bored, it's getting late.What happened to my Saturday?Monday's coming, the day I hate."
it from avril(he wasnt)!
well today nothing much happen or something did happen!
lessons today: maths-> Mr venkat always give those hard to do paper and went i through it i feel so stupid when i do it and when he go through the paper!
PE: well i have to complete NAFA test which i didnt complete shuttle run, standing FROG jump haha(standing broad jump) and inclined pull up! well i cant run today why some incident happen yesterday haha my dad elbow slam into my foot 2 time which the last time really cause me jumping and well i carry one jumping and running which result in a BIG OUCHIEE~!
gonna skip 2 subject social studies and english!
finally Chemistry: wow i had lots of event happening during chemistry! what happen read on and find out!i was still pondering abt the debated we are having tomorrow abt mercy killing i was thinking of killing point to make sure the other side of my class objecting die hahaa! i am not a debator just a helper for my friends(i should have keep my mouth shut and stop giving them good ideas and now they are pushing me to kick someone away and be a debator for our side i say no i cant i am not a good debator plus it will open to us later so i will do it after u guys debate then i pin them down from the floor!haha they are still trying to get me to be the 3 or 4th speaker) and now i'm one of their reserved so back to the topic i didnt know what happen as i and my friend were still discussing abt the debate stuff and a bag flew to the front with the stuff inside spilling out and next thing was 2 guys in my class were fighting! haha my 3 other friends was in a trauma unlike me i was still thinking of the debate and the next reply was Miss leong my chemistry teacher start asking me what happen and i was laughting and say I DUN know as how would i know as i was concentrating on giving ideas to my friend for the debate tomorrow in class! so the next thing i say was WHY MUST IT ALWAYS BE YOUR LESSON? hahaa it always seem that during her lesson there would be something like fights argument and stuff.
so that was my class a class full of hot headed ppl who are ACTING LIKE KIDS i find i so childish if one of them dont disturb the other then nothing would happen cause the one who got disturb is the top student for N levels!
one happy thing to add today we get to go home early at 1.30pm to eat our lunch and meet up at the cinema to watch coach carter it was a great movie. i and a friend had our ticket at the lover seats or most of my class mate got those seats! and my teacher make us seat in the seats that our ticket states so i will be seated next to my buddy beside me in class and to my right is the ppl behindme all in lovers seat so one friend in front of me comment wow lots of lovers today! and i raise a brow! (as the person seated in the lovers seat is a friend of mine who is a girl and my buddy wanted seat with another friend so they swap) so she say oh so u are lesbian today! i was smiling and say yeah i am a fag in the joking manner and added unlike some ppl (*turning my head to the right who is two of my guy classmate seated behind me in lovers seat they are real close friend)so are so gay today! and i laught he went to that omg look and he say hey i am not gay and i say i say so gay today so happy today haha.. well he was relieved then i say u are so gay now(the real meaning not happy) and i laught my head off !
why is my topic slow down: basically i need to slow things down abit but non of it is working why? cause i'm having all my exams soon in like 2 weeks time and i am like lagging behind the class because of Syf! i have a history test tomorrow on china Reason of the great leap forward and effects i always HATED china never really like it.
I need to study my chemistry notes as i just got them today! i feel kinda bad as the teacher had to go through all the slides for 3 of us(which act as if i am the only one) she keep asking me: "priscilla! so do u understand?" and i was like "maybe! you let me go back and go through all this and if i dont i will ask u !" i got abit puzzled as she keep asking me if i understand (as there is 3 of us not in class for lesson due to syf) i feel kinda werid as i suddenly got this kind of attention!
rave up with: slow down - bobby valentino, sunday morning -maroon 5
peace out....................................
muhahaaha the devil is raising again
-MajorDuivel faced death at 7:05 PM
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Friday, April 22, 2005
first thing first YEAH we won something an bronze award for SYF and why boo?
well flute ppl were told that our sound were all flat after the performance and we all freak out.we were so desperate to look for our flute teacher! we were so worried we might drag the whole orchestra to get COP! but when we saw our teacher he told us we did well but it abit flat and it not everyone's out of 5 only 2 were ok and the rest were just abit flat! so we waited for the results and when we heard our school name annouce i was so scared and worried that i close my eyes and listen to the annoucement and they say we GOT AN BRONZE i and the 2 other QUI di scream like mad then we burst out crying like mad! why? it because we thought we had no hope, all our effort and energy might just slip us into getting COP!
here comes the shitty part after we calm down we took our stuff and head out to go back to school when we were outside SCH(singapore conference hall) foyer "someone" came and scolded the flute saying that we were one of the 2 problem that deprived us from getting a silver we became so angry as it was not only us that deprived us! our flute teacher say that we were really good and was better then our usual practise other then the sound is abit flat he find it good he tell us not to be unhappy but be happy as we did get an award!
well i could say the orchestra just now when we got back to school were abit messy! i dun want to say anything more as i am neither happy nor sad or angry now!
i was thinking why did i even intend to cut my bossini shirt , well it was because it was too obvious and i had no choice but do it for the orchestra! HELLO i am talking abt bossini shirt here even the teacher in charge of CO couldnt cut it but i say it ok cut it for orchestra !
THANK GOD IT THE LAST TIME I NEED TO GO ORCHESTRA and i should be happy then anyone else ! and yes i am not that kind of person who would cry out of happiness but i did it today which when i told my mom she was abit shock!
there are things i am not gonna say here if anyone wants to know ask me personally!
ok signing out ,
a person who is so numb !
-MajorDuivel faced death at 4:34 PM
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Thursday, April 21, 2005
help! well i am so nervous abt tomorrow competition that i may not sleep tonight but i am really dead beat tired! well i am having this out pour of feeling now. excited , worry,happy, nervous i am worry and nervous for tomorrow and at the same time feeling excited and happy cause i really hope syf end sooner which was what i wanted for many months back but now i have this feeling that i hope it would be like next week! if we dun get an award i would burst out crying as i really put in lots of effort unlike 2 years ago we didnt get anything but i didnt really feel anything but just pure excitement that it over!
i'm too tired to type anymore this song is for all the CO member:
avril lavigne- who knowsYeah, yeah
Yeah-eah, yeah
Why do you look so familiar
I could swear that I have seen your face before
think I like that you seem sincere
I think I like to get to know you a little bit more
[Chorus]
I think there's something more, life's worth living for
Who knows what could happen.
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day
Yeah, yeah, Yeah-eah, yeah,
Yeah-eah, yeah
How do you always have an opinion
And how do you always find the best way to compromise
We don't need to have a reason
We don't need anything
We're just wasting time
[Chorus x2]
I think there's something more, life's worth living for
Who knows what could happen
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
Who knows what could happen
Do what you do, just keep on laughing
One thing's true, there's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day
find yourself,cause i cant find you
be yourself,who are you?
find yourself,cause i cant find you
be yourself,who are you?
who know what could happen
do what your do,just keep on laughting
one thing's true , there's always a brand new dayso go and make it happen
do your best and keep on laughting
i'm telling you there always a brand new day
[chorus]
who know what could happen
do what you do, just keep on laughting
one thing's true, there's always a brand new day
i'm gonna live today like it's my last day
WOOHOO GONNA CRASH ON MY BED NOW BUT I AM STILL REALLY HAVING BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH!*groaning**
-MajorDuivel faced death at 7:12 PM
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005
ok first of all i need to say abt my sports update it was all wrong haha! the part we beat other school and won is true but it was only the qualifying match well yesterday they beat other school and got to the semi finales hehe that all for Sport and sorri for that error haha!
well it 1 more day left and it SYF agh major stress and tenison it seem that today the practise did take a turn we are doing whatthe conductor wants but he was abit please but he say if were to do that like 2 days ago he would be really happy! SO SILIAN IN CO WORK HARD Mrs Mak is doing lots for us
well i just got home at 8pm why? cause we flute had a problem with our tops hehe we have to bend our elbow and the Tops we were using is hindering us to rise our arms hehe we fear it might tear haha....! well we had "alot" of nice time testing all those WHITe TOPS haha well girls will understand haha! OK GTG SEE YAA!!!
-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:48 PM
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Tuesday, April 19, 2005
WOW 3 update a day well i hope that would shut someone mouth saying i am not efficient in updating my blog*stick out tongue! (you know who u are!)* let see what u are gonna say abt me!
well school is the same but what the sucky thing i was happy that i brought all my book from 8am to 12pm lesson but who know i was inform last minute that i had to go for flute practise at 8 am so i leave my books in class and head for the practise room! other then that i am ok the whole day have been the same as the day before practise practise practise DO LA MI RE FA.....! hehe
Now i am really tired my eyes are hurting my shoulder are aching and i am having a headach!
YEAH TOMORROW I HOPE I HAVE LESSOn well i was told to go down to practise at 12pm so i have lesson! YEAH! *smile like crazy!*
ppl might say i am crazy! why? cause i could miss lesson but if i was like 14 and 15 year old doing sec 2 -3 i would be happy but not at this point when every single minute is important!
NOW I NEED TO DO SOMETHING WHICH IS SLEEEEEEEPPPP!!!!! TOOO TIRED TOOO FUNCTION!
well oh i forget our school floorball B division GIrls hehe WON the national they beat one school like 5-0 and fajar secondary 12- 0 and the hard to beat kellock convent 3-2 hehe and we got the champion ok enough of the sports update!
-MajorDuivel faced death at 7:34 PM
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Sunday, April 17, 2005
today at least i dont need to crawl out of bed so early but the bad thing was i was watching a family movie last night at home( Harry Potter and the prisoner of azkaban) well it ended this morning at 2am then i sleep ouch right i have to wake up at 9 am which is like 7 hr of sleep like normal monday to sat sigh why am i having this kind of stuff.....
well grading today well not for me i am just there to maintain my belt or standard! it was ok then i remind my chief instructor that the 9 mth period is going to be due as when it the next grading it would be the time for me to grade! so i have 3mth to train real hard for internal strenght and maybe my reflects for sparring i am not sure what i would be doing so i need to train abit harder!
i talk to a friend of mine and was shock that she cried the whole night well i chat with her till 10pm+ even thought i maybe alittle tired !
-MajorDuivel faced death at 7:16 PM
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Saturday, April 16, 2005
sigh.. today there is school again! well how school yesterday i would say it the same! well it saturday and if my other friends heard this they would be like What The Hell are u doing in school when u should be resting at home and studying? well 5 day week kill man students in singapore! why? cause we all have been given more work then usual plus teacher would use excusses to give us more stuff to do during the week end werid huh? well i been missing a couple of saturday and i am like totally tired like hell as i have to go school from monday to friday at 7.20am and i will have to go school at 8 am on saturday(last one for chinese orchestra) dont bother asking what abt sunday cause it is been use too for other purpose!!
I have something to annouce *DRUM ROLLING*
CONGRATULATION to this CCA for getting an award at Singapore Youth Festival(SYF):
Tamil Ldds(bronze award)
chinese Ldds(sliver award)
Malay Ldds(silver award)English Ldds&cheerleaders(silver award)
Military Band ( bronze award)
Great work done by you guys!!*clap*
well what abt orchestra? haha the competition is on friday(22/4) so it yet to know! a slight note most of the Ldds group except the Tamil ldds have our school comic force (cheerleaders) in the group!
upon hearing most of the other cca getting an award there is some thoughts i had in mind!(for chinese orchestra!)Do we have faith in us?
well the principal have faith in us,the teachers(some) have faith in us,our friends?
well some of them wants to see us die awfully,
well others support us,
so do we have faith in us?
what if we do?
but do we have the confidence?
what if we hae faith but no confidence?
or vice versa?
so do we have the faith and confidence?
i would say maybe, like what Mr john lim say silian always rise to the occasion!
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now i am super tired i feel as if i am dying! i cant have nap in the afternoon or i would have a hard time sleeping later! so I NEED TO REST BUT I CANT!AGH!
-MajorDuivel faced death at 3:24 PM
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Thursday, April 14, 2005
TIRED IS THE WORD THAT IS SCREAMING IN MY MIND but i cant rest now! got home-exam to do must hand in tomorrow..! :(
today is a normal day at school again it like dejavoo again of yesterday! I have lesson today unlike yesterday i had flute practise the whole day till 4pm. well SYF is coming most of the sec 5 are more worry abt our studies more then that competition.(we all know that we could make a good performance but because of our attitude i think it hard.but we did do a good one on tuesday)back to the topic ok
1) i am facing a great pressure i am giving myself as i cant keep up with my lesson as i am oftenly out of my class practising!
2)i'm becoming more lazy but at the same time worry abt my mother tongue O's level as it next month well with all those practises i didnt have time to even revise all my work let alone Chinese(YUCK!)
3)because of all this all the sec 5 cant let go of studies and keep fighting with the teacher over our missing out of lesson and stuff... but the funny part was we keep bugging the teacher with the same question well we miss 30 mins of our lesson but we were abit assured..!
{flashback}
Mrs Mak(teacher in charge of chinese orchestra): tomorrow u all have to be in the orchestra room at 8am(well i say ok). ok u all are missing alot of lesson i know that so i had talk to Mrs Loh abt it and she say she will arrange all the lesson u all missed for coming out of the class for extra practises.
Us:How can the school pay us back?
Mrs Mak: well dont worry abt it Mrs Loh had talk to me abt it and she say she will plan with!
Us: so how would it be like?
Mrs Mak:well during assembly and ps periof u wont be in class or in the hall but in extra lesson!
Us: (started to throw in idea for time slot )
well we keep bugging till the teacher have to bring us to Mrs Loh haha and we were bugging her with question and waslike demanding and answer but she keep saying that is for the teacher to worry and u should be worried abt your CO
{end of flashback}
it do seems that we are naggy hahah! this is not the first time we bugged our Co teacher abt our payback lesson!
well HEY JADE HEHE THANKS FOR READING MY EMAIL I SEND U AND FOR HAHA LEAVING ME A MESSAGE!
oh man tomorrow more CO practises!but all i need is to endure it to next friday and it all over!
-MajorDuivel faced death at 6:35 PM
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Monday, April 11, 2005
ok i should start this blog rolling... hehe.. well i know it look normal hehe but i am working on it, u know devils are not very good in computer stuff so bear with it muhahaha!ps: to those who dun know what the addy means it is devil love angel!first of all! i am sick.. trying to get well asap cause it makes me feel lousy! well my teacher was gonna do those religion talk to me trying to convince me but me a duivel know most of the stuff well i am not trying to be bad mouthing any religion here just there are stuff which i am not gonna say here cause it may make a Big drama! i was abit rebellious about the topic it not because i dont respect but i do respect all the other religion and would love to know more about it but dont ever try to force me to believe in what u believe and think cause i have my own thinking and views. i know i was mean abit to my teacher by being abit straight forward asking her back the question she ask me..!i cant figure out what i am gonna do with my life now ever since i have to go orchestra practise and miss lesson i am like so lack behind and "someone" say she would pay us back the lesson we miss i would say that BULL SHIT! but all i have to endure is another week and it over and i would be back to my studying life but i need to have lots to catch up with!i am trying my best to do something to my blog so... HEHE
-MajorDuivel faced death at 5:09 PM
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