Death, is only the beginning...

Thursday, March 31, 2011

One of my favourite month is coming to an end. This month have been like a dream I never had in a way. even though my studies It’s hard to study as everytime when I stare at the lecture notes it give me a headache, but today is my Stats 1400 final exams. I am going in with lots of confidence and calm. Which I wanted this to be done and over with. But today is the last day of the month of march, I have been so busy that I forget to come down of my cloud number nine after my birthday. And after today is the mark of April I wonder would april be as good as march. my friends, Im missing their company, I sort of “bailed” out of their outing due to my exams. I went broke in the start of march lol.. I hope I wont keep up this streak in april as I cant afford to be poor in april, when my threadless shirt and my jersey arrived I bet I will be hahaha.. I am too calm to be true for my exams now. I will be having a discussion with my friends at 5.30pm at my campus. And my test is 7pm. Just to clear up any final doubts before heading in for the exams. BORING……… Boring………… I AM DYING. I want to go out to play. Lol….

-MajorDuivel faced death at 3:42 PM

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Hello my lovely blog,

It’s been a long time since I updated.
Recent events it had been so eventful that it was like a mark of a new chapter in my life.
starting with my birthday, it was a mind blowing day that I had fun thanks to my friends.

the sweetest thing was before my birthday I already gotten a birthday gift from a friend whom I just known not long ago. It was very heartwarming how this friend of mine was being so sweet and thoughtful. The best thing was She the first person to text my mobile wishing me at 12 midnight sharp. The best thing was I did the same back to her in less than 24 hrs as her birthday was the next day of mine lol.
So I started out my day on my birthday sleeping till 11+am lol.. Gotten up with my mom giving me a big hug Haha.. yes I teased her a bit as she tried to carry me up , which ended I telling shouldn’t it be the other way around and I lifted her up haha with a breeze lol.
but after getting ready and stuff I grab some brunch with my brother and rushes to school. Yes I have lesson on my birthday but thanks goodness it was tutorial so I went empty handed just doing some lab stuff and kill time till 5pm. When I was finish with lab at 5pm, I went to Clarke quay with a VERy hungry stomach as brunch wasn’t that filling at all.

I started hunting food around, the central, at Clarke quay for something to eat which is not too heavy and I would be able to eat more stuff for dinner at Ma Maison. While walking around the central I couldn’t decide what to eat till I receive a text from mark saying he was at Clarke quay. So I went to meet up with him telling him how Hungry I was and to my surprise he was in the same situation as me.
After walking around the basement for something to eat, we settle for some Japanese finger food. (Salmon sashimi, bacon wraps and gyoza Which is very light for us , and when jenny came along she grab something light to eat too. )

By then it was already 6+pm which our dinner reservation was at 7pm. We made our way to Mai maison, which I keep forgetting it name previously (but now I remember it clearly lol) and got our seats first due to prior reservation of 6 pax which in the end only 4 of us were there.
The food was awesome, I would give them ambience a 10/10, the food a 10/10 and the service 10/10, FULL marks from me. We enjoyed our meal so much that we eat and chat all the way till around 9pm.
After dinner, that when the party started. HEHE… well we did abit of walking here and there before heading into Pump room. mark tried to throw me off with a distraction present lol.. but I wasn’t that disappointed but I end up laughing and telling him, but im getting a iphone soon. But he assure me I still could use it for my iphone.

When I went to the pump room, Steph was already there with daryll, grinning ear to ear. Then she dished out the present to me after some pushing from mark and daphne, they even recorded my reaction to the present.
After present opening it was fun and partying all the way. That how I spent my birthday, for the first time I never felt so much happier during my birthday.

I really thank them for making it possible :)

Now coming to today, it was a great day too.
Even though I am still in a very high mood after my birthday, I find it hard to concentrate on my studies in a way. But I will try to focus, as much as I can as exam is coming soon.

ps: A quick Happy birthday to myself :)

Cheers,
Major Duivel

-MajorDuivel faced death at 11:08 PM

Thursday, March 03, 2011

Time flew real fast, and now the March wind is blowing the land.
The past few weeks it had been rather rough and rocky that my boat nearly capsize on me that even though with many life jackets around me. I didn’t feel calm at all; I went all lost and empty when all my life buoy came towards me to help me out.

I finally realized that my life buoy is not something to stare at or it not something that is there without a purpose. This time I reach out and touch one of those buoys which made me realized so much more than I could never have thought. It made me realized that I have so many buoys in my life is just I never reach out and grab them to help me out. And these life buoys really try their best to support me in staying alive when the storm was very rough.

I think while fighting through the storm alone, which I finally cave in to get a life buoys support, my body is already drain and crashing down on me that recently I didn’t know how did I manage to scrape through without drowning.

My sanity is already on the verge of crumbling down. Thanks to my buoys around me who are going through the same thing as me that help me ease the pain a little.
My days seem to be so bleak that every single one seems to be the same. I am starting to see a colourless world again, now where is my color lens to help me adjust back the color in my life.

-MajorDuivel faced death at 10:53 PM