Death, is only the beginning...

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

last night before i went to sleep it was 10.35pm i could remember it very well as i was just turning my computer off my cellphone rang.i was shock seeing who it was as my best buddy would never call me after 10.30pm so ya.... she was crying on the phone and i was super confused as if u read my blog yesterday my mind was super fryed and i was very very very tired but i carry on keeping myself awake helping her out or should i say standing by her side ..... she put the phone down but i was still talking to aisha till 3+am before i go and nap.... hahaha ya i would call that a nap as i got to wake up at 7.15 am to go school ya haha it kinda short therefore it nap before going to sch

today i am so dead in sch i was like stoning there and miss alancia was quite cool today. but i think the topic today got me really into the mood to do things than slack even though i only sleep like 3 hrs+ hehe..................
okok now i am gonna stop here and go sleep
byebye!!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 9:40 PM

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

omg omg omg omg i think i am losing it!
why?
my brain is soooo fry!

if u have chat to me on msn starting from this morning 9+am onwards.
I been talking rubbish or i know what i want to say but it all coming out wrongly or phrase BADLY!
i am so sorry haha my brain was beening FRY by MATHS

gosh i feel so tired now! up till now my brain is soooo bash! ahaha!!

kk see ya!!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 9:43 PM

Monday, April 24, 2006

blah blah blah i got nothing much to blog
super tired super sian super dont know what to do...... it really makes me think that one's comment could affects your mood and it not only affects the mood but also the quality of what is being produce.
but i also agree some ppl comments are good as it logical in hoping to improve that particular person but by beening harsh and even it only the first week of school is kinda not helping............
i am not gonna say much cause i am too tired

-MajorDuivel faced death at 4:56 PM

Saturday, April 22, 2006

2nd post of the day!
ok i got another grade for enterprise skills i got a grade C i am so unhappy! my groupmate was with me and he GET AN A this is not fair another girl in my group also get an C isnt this werid?

ok here what she said for my team: An interesting way of presentation, group is able to understand the problem statement. The group zoomed right into finding the solution. Process can be more emphasized though. Conclusion to the problem can be better illustrated in writing to help the class understand.(this the whole group gets it)

and this only i will know as it an individual comment : Showed lots of interest in class, able to relate the problems to issues outside classroom. I will love to see her build up on her presentation skills and can perhaps one day help in class facilitation.

i was send thinking for long period of time over her comment to sink in!
as i know what she meant as i did a reflection journal that why she comment this way
but i still dont get why she graded me like a C why not a B the comment is a good one but why the grades defer? maybe it the presentation.
what really make me shock was the last line " can perhaps one day help in class facilitation!" and thinking
i guess she is commenting on a third person view haha the word "her" confused me at first!

i dont think i should paste my reflection journal reply hahah unless u think u want to read it and understand why she said that!

well one thing i notice this entire week which i even told my classmates in the conversation on msn what i observed.
i realised that day by day all of us are changing or improving!
it like the way we talk, the way we do our presentation slides and present it is all changing. and those ppl who are not vocal are becoming vocal.
i just cant believe after reading what miss alancia wrote i realised so much stuff as i was send thinking abt the whole week.
and this is only the first week of schoool and i can aready see this !!!
anyone interested in what i wrote in my RJ(reflection journal) let me know cause it very private and personal as grades would be determind on RJ too and my classmates dont have my blog addy but still ya i can give u see hahaha what i wrote for this topic ( How can I apply or use some of the knowledge or skills I have gained?)

one thing i forget to add why is RJ important. RJ is the only way the facilitator could see what u are thinking or how far u understand what u learnt? something like that

-MajorDuivel faced death at 11:31 PM

FINALLLY ITTTTT WEEEEEKKKKEnnndd! YEAHHH! haha i think i was stammering on my words instead of shouting hahahaaa....

u know having kimmy tagging is like a VIP who have walk into the room. therefore need to grab a chair and usher her in hahaha.... ------->
chrystal not that u are not a VIP but u are a GOH (guest of honour) equally will be treated well hahaha hm.. where is your usher? damn i am gonna fire him soon :)
u two need anything just inform my minion they will get it for u. :p

chrystal haha everything u say i think will help haha except the part on masterbating hahaa that is the first time i heard anyone say masterbating when u are sick hahah... i agree i dont think it will help in me getting better. ROFL thinking abt it

oh yes thanks kimmy too i will rest ALOT and i am better now.....

yes iam finally feeling better than yesterday. (almost half of my classmates are falling sick)
ok i was fevering up in sch yesterday without me knowing. (thanks MIKEY MY DOGGIE u woke me up before my radio turn on so clever haha... )
first i woke up feeling fine then after i took a shower then i realised it freezing whereas my dad felt warm but for me is cold! even after drinking a cup of Super hot tea for me to wake up my stupid brains i still feel cold.
when to sch got to my class immediately out the jacket appear from my bag.
haha a slight note my school is fully air-condition plus the temperature of the air con is like training all of us to be in north pole or south pole hahaha... i think u get the picture! even for me a cold blooded person find it cold when i am super healthy but when i am sick damn u would be cursing like hell . another note my school is so high tech that if u want to adjust the temperture of the air con u need to CALL the ppl and tell them to lower the entire level air-con.
in the middle of the day i felt warm instead of cold and i could my classmate were all in jackets.

but the werid thing is during presentation my group had ask one of our guinea pig(one of my classmate who call our multi-purpose bookshelf as--->) to build our " hamster house"
so during the fixing of the house i told jamie that i think i am burning up and next thing was she place her hand of my neck and she confirm i am burning up hahaa...
after the whole presentation of my entire class my burning up fade away....
gesh i didnt know jamie was a healer hahahaa................ damn she must be one of those cleric

actually yesterday was a super fun day in sch.... why? most of the time we were slacking coming up with a product and laughting at each other presentation of the product we all DONE by recycle materials we found in sch or else where!

i have check my daily grade for one of my module. hehe first time doing it and i GOT AN B hahah for computing and mathematics hehe..... i still wonder how my other module i got? i think i would not get good grades for basic science haha...

to ppl who dont understand let me enlighten you i am graded daily. And i could check my grades like 2 or 3 days after that meeting(lesson) online. and out for 16th daily grades they will take 14 best out for my semester an also another results it call the UT for short which means understanding test which is a quiz they will take 4 out of 5 then the computer do the work see how much i got for my whole semester

HAHHAA I GOT NO MAJOR EXAMS THEREFORE No MORE MAJOR MUGGING but still i need to study on my own!

today what did i do? i sleeeeeeeeeepppppp tilllllllll i was happy and woke up ( my mom came to wake me up and lay down next to me which trigger my dog to do stunts on my bed he was so jumpy and he hop over my face which one of his paw hit my mouth and next thing he ran out of the room in fear i think)

things to do today:
1) SLACK at home,
2) go driving school for revision damn i am gonna do a count down till my test date 8th may
3) go buy laptop or LCD screen cleaner (i need to take care of my little D haha laptop need it for 3 years of studies)
4) slack more and more

######## least priority hahaa
5) if i decided to stop slacking maybe i will read up on blood those poor books i took them off the shelf and left them there these are my own books kids encyclopaedia i didnt know these books (HOW MY BODY works and world of science) have the actual facts on blood which i source out from the net.

-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:10 PM

Thursday, April 20, 2006

ok i think i cant type much now as iam feeling not really well as this week i caught in the rain twice and it was a following day.

chrystal i totally agree with ya it pretty cool to have that kind of songs for a funeral ROCK on till the end of the day! hahaa....

i am so tired i cant think straight,
i cant walk properly,
i cant just be .........
i just cant think now haha

feeling so uncomfortable with a cold, a cough coming and totally uneasy feeling

-MajorDuivel faced death at 9:46 PM

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

i thought it would be quite fun! haha i know this is lame but it quite interesting as it randomly picked and the songs with the questions haha are sooooo funny

Put your iTunes/Window's media player on shuffle. Skip to the next song for each answer.

How am I feeling today?
sean paul- we be burning

Will I get far in life?
puddle of mud- blurry(omg hahaa...)

How do my friends see me?
fat joe- get it popping

Where will I get married?
50 cent- get in my car (LOL IN A CAR?)

What is my best friend's theme song?
groove coverage- 7 years 50 days

What is the story of my life?
missy eilliot- get your freak on

What was high school like?
jayz and linkin park- dirt off your shoulder/ lying from you

How can I get ahead in life?
o town - liquid dream

What is the best thing about me?
tatu- sacrifice

How is today going to be?
gwen stefani- crash

What is in store for this weekend?
withink temptation-stand my ground

What song describes my parents?
blink 182- down

To describe my grandparents?
ashlee simpson- boyfriend

How is my life going?
westlife- world of your own

What song will they play at my funeral?
DHT- listen to your heart radio version(wow techno on my funeral interesting)

How does the world see me?
five -closer to me

Will I have a happy life?
natalie- where are you

What do my friends really think of me?
joey mclntyre- stay the same

Do people secretly lust after me?
pussycat dolls - stick with you

How can I make myself happy?
vertical horizon- your a god

What should I do with my life?
mr vegas- tamale remix

Will I ever have children?
westlife- you raise me up

What is some good advice for me?
sean paul-tempetature

What is my signature dancing song?
ashlee simpson- LOVE

What do I think my current theme song is?
greenday- time of your life

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
within temptation-angel

What type of (wo)men do you like?
vertical horizon- everything you want

-MajorDuivel faced death at 9:12 PM

today we had miss alancia for Enterprise Skills.
we had personality test today or problem solving questions abt different ppl working in a group each with different personality how to make them work together!
this is an interesting topic for today but the most sucky part is that yesterday my laptop the keyboard letter " t" keep poping up and therefore it's irritating and i went to the OSC(one stop centre) to ask for information abt when are fujitsu ppl coming and they told me to call them up. therefore i called asiapac up. as i got campus warranty therefore there would be 3 years campus warranty for me for parts and labour cost
actually my first year warranty covers parts and labour cost which means anything happen i just bring it downstairs to the fujitsu guy to fix it and i dont need to pay for a single cent!
i just recieved a call that he will be in my sch on friday at 10.30 am -12pm therefore i might go downstairs and pass him my laptop when it 10.30am.

i have a sudden feeling i cant trust ppl in my class except some of them but still i cant shake off the unable to trust feeling maybe it because i learnt from my mistake therefore this time i am more alert abt stuff! or probably i just know them therefore i'm having all these firewall up they are all good ppl i know that but argh probably this is how everyone is feeling in class.... i dont know big brother enlighten me on this!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:07 PM

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

i dont know what to say..... SUPER duper tired. at leat today it was better than yesterday.
i had computing and maths module we did fun stuff but yet brain cracking haha...

yawn... my shoulder is still aching. in class jamie and i was in another group (it like everyday we change group as our facilitator would change us and they are different ppl.) haha so i was doing something on Little D(laptop) and she put both her hands on my shoulder from behind and i kinda jump abit as my right shoulder was hurting and her hands were cold too(noted i had my jacket on haha)... she wanted to go for lunch and ask me to go with her even tho i say my group wants to do the work first then go and eat she managed to make me change my mind and told my group members i would be back fast.
ya and i did like 1hr+ before the next meeting!

kk gonna stop here crap it rain again today after sch at least today we could do all our assignments and submit it online!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 7:06 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006

today is my first day of sch...... it was quite ok and my facilitator was mr lenn at first i thought it was lenin haha..shh.. stop the communism stuff

today we had science module generally my first year is a general module haha werid right other polytechnic goes straight into the course but my school is different!
i had science today and the topic was BLOOD RELATIONS
wau we were left to do the research so it more of independent learning..!
for the whole day till 4pm i was thinking abt blood. after sch i should not be thinking abt it but i am still thinking abt it!

i just realised when i first got to class my facilitator when thur the schedule of the lesson so from 8.30-9.30am i have something call the 1st meeting
9.30am-10.30 am it would be a first breakout which we see our worksheet from our laptop and do research
10.30am-11.30am it 2nd meeting(this is impt cause the facilitator would grade us)
11.30- 2 pm lunch break! (haha super long right)
2pm - 4pm research presentation and 6th presentation

haha today u see the lunch break is like a long period of time which it fully packed with ppl in the food court i wonder when would the other foodcourts be open and resturant. Also dont be fool thinking u have lots of time to eat because by 2pm u need to hAVE your presentation for your research ready therefore the lunch break is also for u to carry on doing your work as a group!

now i am super beat by basic science plus i still need to read up on blood myself cause i am on an independent learning school!
it just i was not use to like type of system but when i came back home i thought abt it i found it interesting as it makes u want to find the answers yourself as it not given to u the answers!
now i am all frustated that i cant do my homework online the quiz is not working the evaluation is not working and also my reflection dairy is not working too these are important as they will graded me on these plus my class invovlement ,presentation . WHy i am graded on this some of u may wonder this is beacause i dont have any exams so no more MUGGING like mad but i still have daily quiz to cover that ! even if u were to be late for meetings(class) your grades would drop!opps forget to say everything is on my school website as it SOO IT based hahaa....

i know i am super boring now hahaa.... i am gonna read up on blood later and maybe i might do a ppt on it myself!

oh my right shoulder is aching from yesterday training.
yesterday i was not feeling real right during training as my left kneecap was being a bitch to me i cant do much as it was hurting at the same time like stiff feeling it not a real good feeling as i know it gonna rain real heavy!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 7:54 PM

Friday, April 14, 2006

last night... i was scared by aisha hearing her crying which makes my heart go soft. i usually dont like ppl crying or i would walk away if they cry.... i was so pissed off with "k" ......................

ok let see .... woke up today in the morning by my best buddy dont worry i am not angry... i was slacking around the house with my dad haha...

i was like a kid high on candy (went playing in the house haha) cause my mom was asleep so my dad woke my mom up and i was laughting there , my mom woke my brother up and me and my dad was playing haha mostly joking around!

after we got the whole family up we had breakfast then me and my dad went to collect my spects! which i was there aisha called and asked me where am i? after telling her my location she jokefully said why am i near her home! haha been chatting till my phone batt went dead...

haha i meet up with them outside mac i think that would be aisha and group usual hangout spot! she was completely wet haha due to the rain i think more than 2 person have told her not the cycle from her house to there but haha she just dont listen haha... when i saw her i told her : " see i told u right not to cycle now u are all wet and feeling cold! " then i was laughting... the poor girl was shivering like mad! bob was another crazy person to follow aisha cycle in the rain who was another person doing a frozen dance haha...

i had fun basically i am leaving lots of details out cause i am tooooooooooooooooooooooo lazy to describe ... pradon me for my bad english hahaaaahaahhahahahahaa.................... mag on msn gave me this
aisha and i are both march babies but of different horoscope and mag is an oct baby! haha everyone let reflect together! haha...... sound so like i am starting school now haha

-----------------MARCH BABY --------------------
Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

---------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

-MajorDuivel faced death at 7:58 PM

Thursday, April 13, 2006

hm.. i am sorry mag my phone was charging so i didnt switch it on! so your 2 early sms were not read till a later time which was like 10+am haha... but still u came my house and congratulation on your entry to ITE...

plus finally your problem is solve.. aisha is talking again WOOHOO... haha i cant believe she use me as a excuss haha cause i say : "DOnt be angry ?" hahaha....

OMG mag haha u were tipsy and oh that video dont worry i wont give anyone see except aisha and vanessa . BUtT my whole family have seen the video haha... for those who knows abt the video i am sorry i cant let u view it i am really sorry it provided mag agree! haha i would add that THE VIDEO WAS SUPER FUNNY!!!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 9:27 PM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

i think i am really fine today! But for other people they might not be feeling really happy or anything....

last night after i was gonna head for bed, my best buddy , mag had some problems and even tho i was really tired i chat with her but as she told me the whole story and i was getting more and more awake!

i didnt have school today so i could stay up and chat with her! even if i have i would still chat with her!

i so hope she is ok today! But after talking to her today!(i called her) she sounds ok hehe.............

-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:56 AM

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

haha i wrote something yesterday to post but because of too many windows were opened the blogger post page was stucked!

merging abit of yesterday!
yesterday (10/4) was my computer course in school! and i would like to tHANKS two person for your nice 'HAPPY Schooling' word! haha this two word got me in a craze! BUT I WOULD LIKE TO THANKS for wishing me happy schooling cause i REALLY got a happy DAY!
yoges woke up late and i was waiting for her* roll eyes*
when we arrive at Rp it waslike first day of school ,ppl were all around.
we went to block W1 and waited for the lift which we all didnt know why ppl were lining up for? then a facilitator told u we could use the stair but before that i saw a girl and told yoges" hey look that girl pretty right? like an eurasian! " then yoges agree with me!
best part was only that girl and her friend follow me and yoges to use the stairs. so i stop at level 4 and yoges is in the same block as me but upstairs so i greet her farewell ! who knows after yoges left the pretty girl was also at level 4 so i tried opening the door but it wont open ! so i look at her and said it wont open? and i say this school is like a maze ! haha and we introduce ourself while getting lock out at the stairway which was werid so we were looking for a way to get into the buliding blah blah.... which i found out she was in the same CLASS AS Me !!! This is like my FRIST poly friend! haha.... soooo coool!

yesterday after the computer course which everyone thought will end at 5pm infact it ended at 3pm for us. i gave mag a call and mag was begging me to go see aisha they all play pool! i was like nonononononononono as i was tired! but in the end after A LONG Time SHE MANAGED TO DRAG her buddy out! while waiting for mag i was hanging out in school!

one slight note when i made up my mind on not going anywhere no one could force me to go anywhere! *smiling* just mag is lucky to be able to convince me to come!

today i had school! haha sort of school they want us to get use to the teaching method ....
we ended early too by 12.30 pm we could go home so i hang out with jamie and miki had lots of fun then we hang out in sch,CWP and civi centre haha! mag get to see jamie in person hahaaa........ yesterday i did took a photo of jamie and show her hahaa......................... THANKS MAG FOR ALL THOSE STUFF U GAVE US!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 7:21 PM

Sunday, April 09, 2006

m ok i know i know i had said i will upload pictures with a post as pictures say a thousand words that was on friday till now today then i'm gonna do it. haha i know i'm always like this but hey I AM NOT slow ok i just lazy to d/l from my handphone then upload it ok! hm... dont know which person (Kiss of death) said that! hahaa... that was soooo obvious who said that!
sorry my buddy i didnt mean to.... but ya i agree i am slow ok! so now i am here typing the post !
ok for now i am still not really well dont worry i am fine just since thursday i'm having a werid body... i was starving and when i start eating my food after a few mouth of it i cant swollow my food but i am still hungry this is happening up till now... hehe.. it seems i am not the only one suffering but IVY too.. this jie jie very funny one always let me disturb but still always help me haha

today went training and had alittle fun... today post would be quite wordy and pictorial haha!
plus i am so sorry amerie too haha i told u on friday i will post with pictures haha but i am only doing it today!
one more thing i overspent sob sob.... a new handphone, handphone memory card, a new headphone from sony for my mp3, a new frameless spects and contact lens OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG i am BROKEEE all within this few days!

let backtrack a bit!

thursday!
i went out with mag,aisha,vanessa and bob! we went somewhere near nat and amerie school well not to look for them but to look for another person ! this person is worthless to mention! but still haha we were there was to piss her off but instead she say all of us was picking on her! WTF lor! read mag blog if u want to know!
i took 2 pictures of mag and aisha from my 1 day old phone!

--------------additional stuff--------------
haha before thursday mag ask me to help her take a photo of her and aisha in my house so i say yes and aisha was shy to let me take a photo and kept covering her face.
so i ask mag to send me this 2 picture from her phone by bluetooth! basically aisha haha hated me that day haha i took her photo without letting her know but still i did told her but she was shy so i had no choice but to take the shot whenever i can.
Mag was like " U WERE SOOO GOOD BUDDY! GREAT SHOT" and bob was like :" WOW PROFESSIONAL PHOTOGRAPHER!"

the first pic i took even mag didnt notice! haha!

ok now mag is aware haha... and isha still dont know i am taking pictures haha! i was like talking to them and holding the phone like so still at the same angle from the first shot
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carry on from thursday! then we went sim lim square to buying something... hehe which was only me getting blank disc after getting what i wanted we decided to go catch a movie at bugis which we later realised the movies were limited so we went to cathay cineleisure. when we were there all of us had a hard time choosing a film but we end up with "keeping mum" ahhaa.. ok generally it was funny the film but it was SUPER funny as aisha was making me laught with all those sound effect and vanessa acting like it her home! haha ....
before the film started i was taking vanessa pictures, as she is sitting next to me in the same chair haha.. pestering me to take it with her but i keep refusing or i did but i hate the picture so i deleted it before that she force me to send her the picture tsk tsk(psst aisha,mag , vanessa and i was sitting on the lovers seat but there is a handle in the middle haha so we all remove it as it more spacious so that why it the same chair haha....)

vanessa ONLY! haha!
ok nothing much on thursday aready but i would say it really fun having aisha around....

friday
normal day.. except woke up early and go malaysia with my mom as she need to do some corrective action for her lazerex or something like that! haha... so she cant directly have the sunlight glaring at her eyes that explain the cap and sunglasses !

after i went malaysia for a short while i went to driving school.... then chat with mag and aisha for a while when i was in Causeway point....! but haha.... around 4+pm aisha ask me to go CWP find them at level 6 and i say no i cant haha... i told mag i cant go ... later which i found out haha aisha says she doesnt want to talk to me for a week and for me i was uh ok...! hehe.. a week will be a week i am not a petty person just haha i love playing around i cant remember what else i sms i think it something like: " hm.. dont wanna talk to me ok lor anyway i am not afraid if someone dont want to talk to me cause i didnt promise anything unless i promise the person i will be going! " haha mag reply me that aisha saw the message and was laughting haha my memory is failing me blah blah it something like this la!

saturday
this day i didnt practically nothing... just slacking at home haha i was playing around with my phone and i got myself a model! which is my DOGGIEE

haha i love the negative look one haha LOOKS LIKE X-RAY! he looks happy at first then getting more and more angry haha.. hehe today i did call mag up but when aisha called haha and was conferencing with us i KEPT quiet haha ..... so when mag ask why i was quiet i said playfully: "aisha say she dont wanna talk to me for a week so i am doing that!" hahaa....

-MajorDuivel faced death at 6:03 PM

Thursday, April 06, 2006

ok i am gonna write fast!! it was a very good day yesterday but there were certain things that piss me off! 1 was someone in red shirt said something abt mag SYG which i knew abt it today but i know abt the other matter so i would say this person should not let us see her again or this time she would be gone...!

my parents was with us so ya..... i got my new cellphone haha having fun with it! thinking abt all the tatu stuff icould put init! hahaaa!
ok i gtg now!
chrystal : hm... tell me if the links are working cause it working for me.... hehe the april fool post on your blog was Funny! hehe ok see u around babe!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 10:28 AM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

i starting to wonder what are blogs for? haha... it not that i dont know the meaning but i just really starting to wonder what the reaal use and purpose of it! will carry on the next time...

ok dont care abt me i am talking or even typing rubbish!

IT SOO boring!
i remove my music video it currently like not working so there is no point putting it there as it will be white elephant!

currently i am blasting my mind with Jay chou song!
yes i know i know i seldom speak in chinese of even listen chinese songs but it always an exceptional for Jay chou

this song is called - 黑色毛衣(Hei Se Mao Yi) which means Black Sweater

一件黑色毛衣
yi jian hei se mao yi
兩個人的回憶
liang ge ren de hui yi
雨過之後
yu guo zhi hou
更難忘記
geng nan wang ji
忘記我還愛你
wang ji wo hai ai ni
你不用在意
ni bu yong zai yi
流淚也只是剛好而已
liu lei ye zhi shi gang hao er yi
我早已經待在谷底
wo zao yi jing dai zai gu di
我知道不能再留住你
wo zhi dao bu neng zai liu zhu ni
也知道不能沒有骨氣
ye zhi dao bu neng mei you gu qi
感激妳
gan ji ni
讓我擁有秋天的美麗
rang wo yong you qiu tian de mei li
看著那白色的蜻蜓
kan zhe na bai se de qing ting
在空中忘了前進
zai kong zhong wang le qian jin
還能不能
hai neng bu neng
重新編織
zhong xin bian zhi
腦海中起毛球的記憶
nao hai zhong qi mao qiu de ji yi
再說我愛你
zai shuo wo ai ni
可能雨也不會停
ke neng yu ye bu hui ting
黑色毛衣
hei se mao yi
藏在哪裡
cang zai na li
就讓回憶永遠停在那裡
jiu rang hui yi yong yuan ting zai na li

english tranlation
A black sweater
The memories of two people
After the rain has passed
It is even harder to forget
Forget that I still love you
You don’t have to mind
The tears only just happened to be falling
I was already waiting at the bottom of the valley long ago
I know I cannot keep you from leaving anymore
And I know I must have a backbone
I am thankful to you
For letting me possess the beauty of autumn
Watching that white dragonfly
In the air it forgets to go forward
Can I still Reweave
The memories that are pilling in my mind
Say I love you again
Perhaps the rain won’t stop
The black sweater Where is it hidden?
Then just let the memories stop there forever

-MajorDuivel faced death at 3:40 PM

Sunday, April 02, 2006

i am soooo tired! my left knee is hurting.... sob sob i think it overstretch/ over excert from training damn... ok i just got pictures off my digital camera ok i am gonna show some of them.... haha... some of them are like way back like in jan but they are new pictures from this year so i am gonna explain roughtly when was it taken haha...

RYAN a few days old haha.. i cant remember so dont blame me 3 day of chinese new year if i am not wrong this photo is taken

2nd day of chinese new year me, my mom and my dad at my auntie/cousin house

2nd day of chinese new year! my cousin (ryan dad), my bro and me

this i remember taken on 4th march! a day before my birthday a mini celebration. from the left li chin,vanessa, my brother at the back, my cousin ah long, my mom, ah fang , infornt : mag and me!

taken on the same day as the picture above!
Mag is wondering what is writtenon the book, vanessa is saying HEYYY THAT IS MIINNNEE, chin is looking what is vanessa trying to get!

ON my birthday 5th march!!! at my master house! and infornt of the photo on the table is LOUIS 13th

-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:25 PM

Saturday, April 01, 2006

let me see today today fun fun fun........ haha....
yesterday (friday) i did what i said except going for the meeting i was tooo LAZZZy to go already!
my family and i went kings hotel again... so it was pubbing only no clubbing..
godpa at 2am wanted to bring us to chinablack as my brother ask him whether we could go somewhere else later as we have a habit never go back before 6am but before that something happen and we all didnt want to go so we stick around in the pub and talk till like 3+am haha.... i had lots of our usual drinks, i also try out some drinks tequila sunrise, Ak47 and margarita (i only try out these 3 drinks because i had lots of our usual drink and if i were to mix i think i might be gone case)

this morning 3+ or 4am i sleep hahaa then mom came and call me up at 9+ 10am to go have breakfast. so i crept up from my bed to eat.... nothing much today just slacking at home again!

A friend of mine call russell spam my shoutout box haha and it all under different name but same IP address hahaah...... hey russell dont u think i'm that stupid haha.... kidding ok see u tomorrow at training centre....

FOR mag ONLY
i just cant stop smiling at how funny your reaction was with someone haha i was like thinking OMG!! that is sooooo obvious but it quite cute u know
i thought u might blush or something like that. so that why i am always smiling thinking all those evil stuff .......

*bobing my head with castles in the SKYYY *

-MajorDuivel faced death at 5:24 PM