In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away
So which is more painful?
Death or Life?
Which would you choose?
For me there isnt any difference
For it has taken me
Away, away
Me
They call me Major DUIVEL I have lived for 26 years
My Favourite Thing Is my watch What i want most is lots of peaceful time I want to be remembered by no one I dote my DoG the most
I love my cd's the most
I love drinking and eating the most
I hate hypocrites I dislike people who make me paranoid I Hate it when PPL LIE I hate it when PPl make use of me
wishlist(need to change)
Sony Playstation 3
a new cellphone Nikon DSLR D90 /DSLR
Ipod/Iphone external HDD a new watch
a backpack or messenger bag EUROPE TOUR
SIM 3 havaianas flip flop a ticket to escape anyway where i want for 10 days
A holiday trip with my friends A ************ (Haha.. not gonna tell ;P)
something else
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 WHAT's up!!! 1 more day and zoom i am out of singapore!
yup tomorrow i will be heading to thailand! friends dont worry my phone will be with me haha i cant assure you i will answer everyone calls maybe my mom's haha since she is paying the bills haha.. .
i dont know i have this feeling inside of me it's like neither happy or excited or anything just like blank. OH no now i lose my feelings to the fog too. :) haha
recently i had a vision of something in my head regarding my msn nick" through the fog..... i lost myself!" the other day something hit me in the head and i wanted to write what's in the .... so it like a full thing starting with through the fog and it will end with i lost myself. hm... dont tell me my flow of thoughts is back!
gesh that why pisces are always dreamy cause they are always in their own world haha..
had the best dream last night a short but nice one the content i cant remember but it was NICE haha..
see you ppl again when i am back haha with pictures and updates..
BIG BROTHER ,ATREU CELL ,where have u been?
-MajorDuivel faced death at 4:18 PM
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Monday, March 12, 2007 FInally Bus.Mrt.Walk event is over! now i got 1 holiday to finalise before i am in thailand! yes i am going to wonderful thailand, the capital , bangkok!
now i am all getting prepare like changing of currency, get the stuff i need, try to tell nin what i want to do in thailand for those few days. i am leaving for thailand on thursday be back on monday night haha...
after the trip i also need to get ready for this event by my martial art school the free sparring competition.
sigh~ soon it will be over the holidays... and my second year starts! sad but it have to start any time sooner isnt it? hahaa..
-MajorDuivel faced death at 12:20 PM
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Saturday, March 10, 2007 afternoon! guten tag! yawn i am so sleep woke up early to go meeting!
before i carry on i got 1 thing to say ! SOmeone told me i didnt update my blog regularly but let me make it clear first. i am having holiday's now and what can i blog about my daily routine at home. yes i didnt go out much so i wont want to be like blogging for example: "today i woke up,took a shower,bring my dog down had a meal , play games, watch videos,listen to music then shower then had dinner then sleep!" I would definitely rather not blog if you want to know what my daily routine is haha that is SOOOO stupid! (to me cause i dont like to layout everything i do) HAHA... i am not scolding u buddy just i have to make it clear. there I feel so much better now.
my mom ask me the werid question again! just because i told her abt mag Gf is smart got mostly A's in her exams. and my mom went: "you like girls is it? or you like boys?" Gosh early in the morning i get bombard with such question . then i didnt reply she added : "i know you like girls right?" i laugh and smile and remain quiet and i added : "i never like anyone before!" then she said : "if a guy were to like you would you?" hahahaa i replied her but then she was like u can honestly tell me the answers. To stated the truth i really dont know cause if what comes first then i shall see i dont really believe in sticking to one options u know as i never know my future what will come and what will go.
i'm reading a book call perfume it's rather intrigue. i am not done with the book but i really agree with the story some how now. it was this part where the boy name G he have the best nose ever or should i say gifted in smell and could smell anything from nicest to the foulest thing and without looking he knows them by hard even by the soft scent carried by the wind faraway. so in the book this Boy he could smell everything on a human but the werid thing is no matter how he tried he cant smell his own odour .
This is what i agree upon abit. haha not that we all cant smell our odour we could just we are different like for example you just went from a jog and came back logically yes you will smell but you wont think it's that bad cause you are smelling yourself But when your family member sees you at home that person would say "Hey quick go get a shower,You smell sweaty" and you go are you really sure? . change the situation around when your brother goes for a game of basketball and comes back he wont find that it's that smelly but you will haha werid huh? we wont find ourself that smelly hahahaa...... i guess this is one of those brainless thinking but what is not brainless is WHY does humans have that kind of reaction or system of smell?
-MajorDuivel faced death at 1:39 PM
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Friday, March 09, 2007 As i had said that i will show u the pictures haha here they are. firstly all these are what i got on my birthday. the shoe is not a present but my mom got me a new pair of shoes hehe... so i can walk properly without any pain on my feet in thailand. second picture u will see baby pooh the cushion haha... thirdly you shall see the cap i am totally In love with the front and back view.
today, my parents find me awfully werid & crazy haha... i did realised i am very werid not only weird but crazy.. haha i called my dad hum sup which means pervertic in a dialect because he told me some old lady with Gstring and haha which hahaha i guess i was the more pervetic one haha then we were talking over dinner and i came out all the WRong thing which my mom was like laughting and saying : "you are very very very RUSTY!" my dad was like : "you took the wrong medicine today is it? your SO corrupted !" i simply replied that i didnt have enough of sleep haaha... i told my dad "hey i just merely said those things but my brain is not flashing pictures of anything. u didnt say anything but u are thinking what i am saying ahah you are WORST than me!" and i started laughing.
shit i just admitted i am totally not an angel hahaha..... vanessa,mag and chin knows that when we talk dirty is real dirt haha... most of the time it would be vanessa and me only mag and chin will just listen haha... i guess only these 3 ppl knows me very well plus my folks they dont get angry cause they know i am VERY NAUGHTY ROFL!!!
-MajorDuivel faced death at 9:59 PM
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Monday, March 05, 2007 HAPPY BIRTHDAY MYSELF!!!!!! happy birthday to me... happy birthday to evil P happy birthday to me!!!!
THANKS PALSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!! LOVE YOU ALL TO THE CORE
I LOVE THE FALLOUTBOYS CAP! MAG and vanessa thanks ALOT FOR THE BROWN COOL CAP ARHHHHH I AM GOING NUTS OVER it and thanks for chilling out at my house hahaa.... OMG OFFICAL FALL OUT BOYS MERCHANDISE *faint* even tho i am not a big fan of them but their songs are good and THE CAp is COOL.
CHIN THANKS FOR THE POOH HUGGY cusHION SOOOO NICE TO HUG haha now that makes it 5 pillow and 1 baby pooh cushion on my bed hehe.... AND you coming to my house sorry i didnt know you dont eat certain things now i shall keep that in mind. because of your baby poooh cushion my mom was like: "can you lent it to me OH my it so NICE TO HUG!" i kinda look shock at my mom haha.... then she told me she wants 1 so she can put it at her work place haha...
I hope all 3 of us enjoy the meal,drinks and laughter hehe.... this is what i want simple but fun
soon guys i will post the pictures.
sigh~ i hate to admit I AM 2o offically bleh sob sob .... goodbye 19 and hello 20 arh i hate this number hate it ... why? simply it means your age would speed up faster than you want it to be.....*cry*
-MajorDuivel faced death at 12:00 AM
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Friday, March 02, 2007 heya!
hehe last night i had training and this time i was holding the airbag for them to punch so they were doing a straight and upper-cut punches. so ya i learnt a lesson last night which is i have to switch my hands position when they change their punches like i hold one bag vertical up (right hand) and another horizontal (left hand) so when they change to their right hand to do the straight i have to change over and vice-versa but i didnt which ended up with someone did a upper cut and my left hand smack into my right elbow haha..(below is the picture so u might roughly understand what i am talking abt)
i will show u the bruise left hand i am having now haha....
can u see it clearly?
or let me help u then
sorry yellow circle too SMALL haha
plus once or twice lance did a uppercut my left hand while holding the bag flew backwards and i hit into my own ribs hahaha.... which therefore i limited them (guys to do it twice only) I am so lucky my ribs is not bruise haha... see ya
