Death, is only the beginning...

Monday, August 28, 2006

ouch.....! i am now at home resting my left feet!

tomorrow iwill be heading out to sch again! hehe poly forum stuff!
now i also need to go buy some clothes like WHite long sleeve shirt where i can wear a tie!
why do i need it cause i need to be in my school blazer i never though this poly forum is SOOO formal! we need to go back to school to draw blazers wear sch tie,tie pin and collar pin!!!!

i actually had enough of blazers since secondary school! but never have i though i am still back into that circle again now...!

tomorrow i will be visiting NYC (national youth council) of course with my poly forum friend!

hai~ saturday i should be watching movie with tassha but it seems the movie we want to watch was not there! evangeline haha ... and fiona was with us to go get the tickets but duringthe whole trip evangeline always bully poor fiona (this two good friend from Singapore poly) we had lunch together all of us and after that we went home saying SEE u on tuesday(tomorrow) tassha is from Nayang poly. hehetomorrow will be another fun day with them!
to say the truth i never expected to meet so fun ppl at poly forum as i thought they might be those real serious type butt my sub sub theme ppl are all really nice, funny ppl who let say have post in their school or scholars unlike me haha...

this sat is also the real thing for my martial arts anniversary! now i am all injured i really needto get better soon i was all trash tired by yesterday rehearsal. sat i need to do breaking of stick one leg vertical and then free sparring! it seems easy but before my program i need to run around helping here and there! NOt fair!!! i was supposed to be resting for the freesparing! i think this week i need to train myself for the internal strength!

Ac sorry as i have not reply your email!!! will reply now haha..

*you shall be forsaken not forgotten*

-MajorDuivel faced death at 10:32 AM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

oh man im sooooooooooooo freaking tired...
i had fun today and yes one more day till sem break sigh
today sof make me do rehersal for the 30 sec speech ahah he play the background music i dont know what got into like there a an out flow of emotions haha ....

i know most of us nearly cry by what we are gonna ask so ok chill out ppls hehhe ...............

*what is lost will never be taken back*
*what will be taken back is based on case by case basics *

-MajorDuivel faced death at 11:26 PM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Strawberry Panic

-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:52 PM

Strawberry Panic Opening

-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:47 PM

Strawberry Panic Op 2

this is OP2 for strawberry panic i will show u teh rest as a sample haha

-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:45 PM

hahah i am soOOOOOOOO happy i got the anime OPening THEME and ending theme i want YEAHHHH ~~~~

i got kannazuki no miko OP and ENd theme
strawberry panic OP 1 and OP 2
ouran high school host club!

these songs really ROCK my playlist!

Kannazuki no miko i love it ALOT as the story is sad plus strawberry panic alot since hehe.... Both this anime have the same theme haha GGR story.

PPL pls go and watch this anime it really gooodd....!
next i will watch bleach doing my holidays.
Naruto depends hahaa....
OH no BIG brother I AM TURNING INTO you!!!
i am still looking for NOIR hahha i cnat seems to find it!

NOTHING CAN PUT ME DOWN hehehe i am on cloud NUMber 999999999999999

*sing*
I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want ................................................................................
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Dark blue dark blue have u ever been alone in a crowded room? .......
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IN YOUR HEAD, IN YOUR HEAD ZOMBIE ZOMBIE ZOMBIE HEY HEY HEY what's in your head in your head ZOMBIE ZOMBIE ZOMBIE hey hey hey hey oh dou dou dou
****
come my lady come come my lady your my butterfly sugar baby
come my lady your my pretty lady ...................
*****
this song is call Kuchibiru Daydream (strawberry panic OP2) i will add the video later so enjoy it later and u will understand why i am soo high by all the anime songs haha...
yume? (day dream)tada no yume (sweet dream)nano ni mune (zutto) furueteru (zutto)koi wo shitte (missing) kuchibiru ga (wishing)setsunasa ni anata dake wo yonda
Waitin' for you watashi no omoi ni hayakutoiki no hane tobashite dakishime ni kite kudasai

-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:07 PM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

it werid! ok now let me bring u thru my day!

i woke up at 9.40 am by my handphone alarm clock to the most irritating ringtone ever haha teriyaki boys- tokyo drift ( something to say this song is ok just if u over play it U WILL hate it hahaha....i kept hearing it at almost all the time at home )

i had to attend a meeting at cityhall so i went to the train station and waited for tasha , who a clasmate of my cousin in another poly. we were attending a meeting for our group from Poly forum. we were late hahaha.... when we were there hahaa....

we had a great time discussing the skit and yes I AM THE HACKeR haha i got to act as a hacker hahaa for the skit haha.....

tasha and me came back to woodlands and we hang out abit. which we late seperate and head home. while we hanging out shikin sms me asking me do i have comment for alancia which remind me of the change of class which i dont mind but i really hope to have back the same FACI's ...

just now yousof told me what he and joyce had done and wednesday i will need to give a tribute speech especially to kelly. i knew this yesterday and i agree with it but seeing what yousof and joyce and the rest are doing is really touching. they prepared the gifts,cake, invitation card and yousof did a PPT (hehe i will just chip in money later. )
i know i could easily comment about kelly but sigh i just dont know why i feel so sad?
what should i say?
i know i should say what i feel about her?
it like what i told shikin tell alancia how you feel about her.

u know i been commenting about her like a couple of times!
firstly was dr gan ask me how i find her?
next was the student feedback
and now again haha...!

i just edited yousof poem to the faci
(i was thinking of the faci who i was gonna comment on she was one of the faci we [the class] hurt the most basically his poem was like this only

we are sorry that we have hurt you
it something we have to live with everyday
all the pain we put you through
we wish we will take it away
And be the one who catches your tears)

the one i wrote
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We are sorry for that we have hurt you,
We are also sorry for that we have disappoint you,
This hurt and disappointment we gave you is something we cant undo
but it something we have to live through regretting what we have done towards you
We have also learnt what we have done wrong and we are willing to change, But we also wish we that we can take it all away
and be the one who catches your tears
For you are the reason that make us grow and change.
And thank you for not giving up on us.
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see ya Folks ~~~~~~~

-MajorDuivel faced death at 9:50 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Ok a slight update. On sat, I brought mikey to the vet. Sunday I went training but still it was normal but the anniversary is coming which is the day I need to do a fight which is in a way fake and real which is sort of like a friendly match… hard to explain!

Last night I had fever without knowing. I slept at 7.20 pm which was very early and my mom came to check up on me and found out I was running a fever(which now I think I am having it again!)

I went to sch today. I Didn’t get to see my own faci which I was kinda disappointed. Do you know the feeling when you don’t get to see your teacher? It’s disappointing right and knowing that she was not here didn’t make my day better. First I went school feel down as I could still sense I am not feeling well or going to fall sick. But anyway I know she may have her own reason why she didn’t come (I understand this but just wanted to have her back) but still I hope to see her at the last lesson for the semester.

Gesh now I am feel like sick again…………… I think I am falling sick soon….! 6 more days….. 6 more school days……. TILL SEM break.

-MajorDuivel faced death at 6:02 PM

Friday, August 11, 2006

last test last UT On tuesday!! WOOOO but currently my GPA was pulled down by science and maths for ut but the daily grades are trying to to push it up. but over all my other modules are pulling it back up again!

hehe i have no MAjor exams for this 3 years! haha all online test which are like quiz with mixture of open or closed ended question which lasted for 30 mins only.

most of the time i dont study as there is nothing to study for! impt thing is we have to listen to what happen or the 6P number.

KIMMY it good , exams are OVER for you!!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:22 PM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! hehe it NATIONAL DAY TODAY!!

sigh beening at home thinking it would be quiet but it the other way round! sigh~~~~~

-MajorDuivel faced death at 1:30 PM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

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hm i hope my heartbeat could just be like the line . so i could be dead to the world even tho i am starting to be one soon.

i guess i am giving up on everything, too tired to care for anything at the moment i cant even care and handle myself how could i do other stuff!

ok ppl pris is leaving now gonna go crash on my bed till dinner time!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 5:25 PM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

tatu lyudi invalidy ablum

1. Lyudi invalidy (intro) 2. Novaya model' 3. Obez'yanka nol' 4. Loves me not 5. Kosmos 6. Ty soglasna 7. Nich'ya 8. Vsya moya lyubov' 9. All about us 10. Chto ne khvataet 11. Lyudi Invalidy

all these songs are AWEsome!!

FOR NOW PEEPZ IF U ARE FREE GO WATCH "STRAWBERRY PANIC" on youtube it an anime hehe REAL nice if u ask me! and for comedy it would be " ouran high school host club"

-MajorDuivel faced death at 3:27 AM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LITTLE BROTHER!!!!

I hope u have a fun day. sorry for not even saying it to u personally i myself forget it till just now i remember what date is it. even though iknow which day it is.

-MajorDuivel faced death at 7:42 PM

Today, nothing much is up.

It just when I am tired my mind will remind me of problems which I didn’t solve.
It not I didn’t want to solve the problem but it the consequences that I fear. It will either affect one party and it will never be a win-win solution. I am trying to come up with a win-win solution even though I am affected by this decision.
This is really link to what I had learned in the modules in school. Or should I say I am applying the information I got into knowledge?

I analyze the whole problem but soon I got tired of it. I would rather see the small little puzzle that I am given and slowly piece out the whole picture. Currently, I would do is to sit back and just collect data. The final decision would hurt but that in the future I am not going to do anything right now. I also wont know if you do read my blog but if you do hehe you don’t know what I am referring to and whom?

Maslow’s hierarchy of needs I think right now have drop to the social need again.
Haha where did I learn all these? In school of course…!

Probably I overstretch myself?
Probably I should ……… isolate myself and be all problems free!

I am counting down till my semester break are coming it actually in 3 weeks times counting from today. I am really looking forward for it but at the same time this 3 weeks would be torture as every Tuesday and Thursday I would have UT(understanding test)

*listening to tatu(ludi invalidy ablum)*

Who gonna help me this time again?Who gonna help me go on the right track again?
Who would be the unlucky one?

Ok I will stop here today!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 7:06 PM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

welcome back AC and kimmy!

kimmy: my blog is nothing interesting ahha it abt this person who is constantly crazy haha... and it might be boring tho haha ....

AC: big brother again i wish u a speedy recovery! it hurts alot so i also hope it not so painful

well i wont go through the whole day but maybe the highlight hahaa...
first was after the chocolate case with jesslin haha i kinda called her " darling " again! hahaa... but i said i wont give her chocolate again hahaa....

secondly, i was randomly using nicholas words to be evil towards him but i was swaying my chair and i said " you know nicholas i dont even need to use a single brain cell to talk to u! " after coming to " u" the word i was facing vernice " wife" . she was like " what? u dont use a single brain cell to talk to me? " i was OMG look and my team-mate laught at my reaction and i quickly said " nono.. U are different i use 99.9% of my brain cells to talk to u it geniune! and that was not to u " haha.. and she smiled! ( i guess she knew i was talking to nicholas) i quickly turn to my team and they were still smiling and we redirected it back to nicholas.

thirdly. suehley constant saying things to me which sounds sooooo wrong i wont replay what she said haha....

fourthly my list had expanded. instead of having 4 i now have 5 ppl. having headach soon.. which consist "wife","dear" , "darling" " my love" and newly added my "mistress" out ofthe blue without me knowing!

fifth. it was fun today in sch when i and yousof had that endless shooting and answering of questions haha it was pretty fun as we have nothing against each other and it was fun as it was like a game hahhaa..... kelly was laughtinh tooo... (my facilitator) she was not even given a chance to ask me questions as i would reply yousof and later reply the question she ask earlier at the start of my presentatin at the end and she didnt to ask all the way which she was like laughting hahah non-stop haha.... not given a chance by us( yousof and i )

sigh i cant possible type everything in i am tired but i hope i have more energy i give u a better post! what can i do? my brain is overtoast by my RJ i also have to writing things like reflecting on my day which i had to answer the questions abt my learning

-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:16 PM