In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

So which is more painful?
Death or Life?
Which would you choose?
For me there isnt any difference
For it has taken me
Away, away

Me
They call me Major DUIVEL
I have lived for 26 years
My Favourite Thing Is my watch
What i want most is lots of peaceful time
I want to be remembered by no one
I dote my DoG the most
I love my cd's the most
I love drinking and eating the most
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I dislike people who make me paranoid
I Hate it when PPL LIE
I hate it when PPl make use of me


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a backpack or messenger bag
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a ticket to escape anyway where i want for 10 days
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something else

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Wednesday, June 12, 2013
Dear blog,

It has been awhile since I have update right?

During this time of my unfelt presence, there was so many things that happen along the way. That I cant write them down in chronological order. There were so many up and down just like a rollercoaster, just like what the well known song that states life is just like a rollercoaster. For me mine is like a Ferris wheel, no matter how slow it climb I didn’t reach the highest point yet. Even when I did, the wheel would slowly creep back down flat to zero.

Haha, I’m reformed, yes I was reformed I’m undergoing, how to be a better person reboot camp with a help of a guiding angel, this angel is one hell heaven brilliant person who is able to englighten me about things which I am not right. Im grateful that I have a guiding angel looking out for me, guiding me, teaching me, I stood out of everything and watch everything infront of me just like a movie airing , Im changing for the better. And im really happy that , this person came into my life and guide a lost sheep back to the right path. I may still be far away from the right course, but I will definitely be better.

Just now before my laptop became a bee-yacht to me, and hang on me. I started tearing because I heard a song triggering me to remember how upset I was, losing my grandma. But that song does applies to other way too, I just felt the song and got sad. Im not suppose to listen to sad songs, which during that time when I recall abt the sadness I had, there is something else that trigger me to be sad. It was something I did on one day. That day was embedded in my head so clearly, I remember what I did so clearly and I remember that date so clearly.

Now Im starting to live like a normal person, I ran away from reality so long and caused the real me to be stuck at a very young age, now im dealing with a struggle of merging both the real me with the current me. That’s why I had a guidance now.. its gonna be hard but baby step slowly forward.

Ah.. what am I talking about? Don’t care about it, since no one knew what im talking about that is better.

How long has it been since I have stop to reflect? 3 years?

Right now im not alone anymore , I have people out there who is going to help me. Its not lonely anymore, playing alone in that large beautiful place.

*smile* im still duivel, but just like my blog name je t’aime ange.

Till then,

MD


-MajorDuivel faced death at 11:09 PM

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