In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

So which is more painful?
Death or Life?
Which would you choose?
For me there isnt any difference
For it has taken me
Away, away

Me
They call me Major DUIVEL
I have lived for 26 years
My Favourite Thing Is my watch
What i want most is lots of peaceful time
I want to be remembered by no one
I dote my DoG the most
I love my cd's the most
I love drinking and eating the most
I hate hypocrites
I dislike people who make me paranoid
I Hate it when PPL LIE
I hate it when PPl make use of me


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external HDD
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a backpack or messenger bag
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SIM 3
havaianas flip flop
a ticket to escape anyway where i want for 10 days
A holiday trip with my friends
A ************ (Haha.. not gonna tell ;P)
something else

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Seri
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Saturday, May 28, 2011
If only our mind is like a hard-drive which we can press a button and wipe out everything in mere seconds. The pain, the happiness, the different flavours of life would be deleted instantly from just one click. And when that happen you will become a person, who dun even remember who you were, how you were and the people around you would seems to be faces, you never seen before.
My vision on how I view the world was from bleak to grey to dark. The saddest part of me which is im not color-blinded by nature, but with what I’m seeing right now. It all in black and white which equivalence of being a color-blind personnel, with no such thing as colors existed.
I had to view the world thru a lens to see the color, to feel what it was and to store what I felt somewhere in this hard-drive of mine.

at times when I was younger I would draw these files from my compartment to view them to feel human again, as when time goes by the humanity side of me is leaving. And im starting to be a soul-less person who is just an empty shell walking around.
And at times there are some files like in the hard-drive which are hidden documents which should never be open as it would be like a virus that might corrupt my either mood. And such folders would only be opened once in awhile when there are a need to store more of such things in there.
I may sound sick by relating this to a computer. Now how I wish is to hit the plug to shut the computer down, when it stop beating that is when it really get completely deleted from this world.
For now I guess I shall carry on being a zombie walking around without a heartbeat and heart to being with.
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Being sane isn’t as easy as being insane.
being smart isn’t that difficult that being stupid.
Being logical isn’t a good thing too.
Now tell me if life is hard. Why bother?
Why bother so much in achieving so much to please other but not yourself.
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unstable atom in the house,
DUIVEL

-MajorDuivel faced death at 5:01 PM

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