Death, is only the beginning...

Thursday, July 30, 2009

I know I have not been active for the past few weeks,
My blog is like a stale, foul place where everything is all moldy.

Currently I am shock to have a watchdog program on. As someone is actually keeping track of my blog just in case I didn’t post anything funny with regards to our outing at sakae sushi, ahahaa…. I am joking abt the watch dog program it is actually ez.. she is just fearful I would post the photos of her being all cam-whoring hhahaa….. *runs* honestly I haven took the photos out of my camera yet, I am too lazy and I have like work piling up.

I was supposed to finish my video montage last week. And I end up dragging till today I got everything finalizing. Its hard to do something special for someone when that person Is always at home.

I am sorry but this video would be a private screening. Because it has lots of PPL faces in it who doesn’t want it to be air Online for everyone to see.
There is so much to say, but I feel sleepy.

Recently, I think I’m too heaty I keep having Nosebleeds and at times I feel dizzy.
Plus I think I injured my nasal tissue darn I am in a series of bad luck.

I keep falling asleep at night, having weird vivid pictures flashing in front of me yet I dun know what is going on. And I would always wake up at 3-4 am in the morning feeling so awake and finding it hard to fall back to sleep when I really do fall back asleep with the drowsiness feeling it would be like 5 or 6 am in the morning plus I will start to feel real tired when I wake up at 9 or 10am in the morning.

I so feel like singing insomnia from craig david as that is what I am feeling
“Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah”

Utterly tired ,
Major duivel

-MajorDuivel faced death at 3:10 PM

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

I realised that how much my life is revolving around computers.

My main com went down 3 days back. And I am so desperate to have it up and running. Currently I am on my lappy. And later I will bring my faulty hard-drive to change it before bring it down to the store where my CPU is. It is like 1 level above the shop I fix my computer.

Recently my heart has been heavy, if you ask me, why is that so?

I guess my answer would be I don’t know, even though I am not color blind but everything in front of me is colorless. I guess my life have been so dramatic that I am so delusional. Not knowing am I actually in a movie or drama setting. And when I wake up the colors that were lost would be regained.

I have been restless , having anxiety attacks every now and then.
Gosh what has happen to me.

Tonight I would be hanging out with jessie and Ezzah…
I wonder how it woule be like?
I guess it would be fun for sure

Somehow I get emo with sara bareilles- gravity

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do
I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone

You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

CHORUS:
Set me free, leave me be
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
Just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

Oh, you loved me 'cause I'm fragile
When I thought that I was strong
But you touch me for a little while
And all my fragile strength is gone

CHORUS

I live here on my knees
As I try to make you see
That you're everything I think I need
Here on the ground
But you're neither friend nor foe
Though I can't seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know is that
You're keeping me down
Oooh

Keeping me down
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

You're on to me, on to me and all over

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long...

major duivel

-MajorDuivel faced death at 2:39 PM

Thursday, July 09, 2009

Ladies and gentleman (if there is any)

After I went missing on my last update, I guess it was really quiet around here right?*looks around and saw some nodding heads* Guess what u are in for an amazing updates *grin*

Here is the update after the clubbing or drinking night at china one and rebel.

I had the best Asian youth games 2009 experience. Let me start off by saying my day 1. Like I said I was all tired and sleepy with only 1hr 30 mins sleep before heading out for AYG volunteer briefing. What was ahead of me was not known and I didn’t know I landed myself the coolest job scope in AYG. I didn’t know that till I got to the venue and realized my job was important for the ITO(international technical officials) and I was their liaison officer for them. (The ITO’s are the game officials for that sport or the jury for the sport if ppl are not happy with the results). I was there on Sunday for the briefing and I met my first ITO, Dr danny santos, he is from Philippines. And he is very nice and friendly.
Basically my briefing was a very straight and clear one. I need to make sure my ITO’s have Lunch/food to eat and also their transportation from their hotel to the game venues. Simple, short and sharp right *smile* I ask lee ching who is the Competition liaison officer(CLO), whom work at SSC, I thought she was my FA. Till I realized she was not as she has no volunteer under her, just that Miss chow my Mentor who got me to help her out for AYg was my FA. But miss chow ask me to report to lee ching during Sunday. SO naturally I thought she was my FA.

I didn’t have much work to do except food and transport. As anything my Ito’s will find Lee ching. Thus she was always busy and if the Ito’s ask me anything and I need to check them out I will ask the CLO so I was always in the venue ops room next to lee ching haha..

Monday I went to Grand mercure roxy which is opposite parkway parade to attend the Team manager meeting with the ITO’s. I would say it was a cool experience as I will never get the chance to sit in for a meeting for a official game with all the team manager and coaches from the different country to go through certain important briefing on the game. Like rules, regulation, player’s names and also the balloting of the lanes they are using. Opps I forget to mention I am incharged of the ITO’s from bowling.
By now(Monday) I knew my ito’s name But only dr santos know I was incharge of their transportation. I check with Lee ching on how many Ito’s I would have she said about 5(Thailand, Philippines, japan, hong Kong, and Usa) but so far only Dr santos, steve cross and mr akagi was there.
Then I was at the hotel trying to solve my problem “WHO do I contact for transportation” even lee ching was having problems with that. We were kept throwing around to different ppl and everyone is confused by this.

Which by Tuesday morning I was at the venue (I didn’t know I had to be there too except I was told on Monday the athletics would have their practice at the bowling venue and I have to be there as my ITO’s are there) we sort out all the confusion. It get rather irritating when I was told to contact The Ito hotel help desk to arrange the transport and the helpdesk ask me to contact someone else. And it is like SO many contact point. We manage to sort the whole issue by evening. We had the ito’s waited for the transport for 1hr+ and that was what we manage to sort the whole issue before the games.
After that I have a meeting with the YA’s at burger king at yishun. And I was supposed to collect my accreditation pass from my friend. Gosh I need this pass or else I have to always collect day passes which is irritating. I am really tired, as I still didn’t rest enough. I was so tired that when I rush back home to do some work for my dad even tho my meeting end later that I expected and we had a big argument.
Wednesday till Monday, was rather smooth. I actually made myself known to the ITO’s that I was the one arranging their transport as Dr santos seems to be the overall incharge of the game and I will always check with him on their transportation matters thus I didn’t talk to the rest of the ITO’s except one day something happen at the hotel helpdesk one of my ITO’s make arrangement there and I was not aware and wenyi or jian wei called me to ask me and Double confirm it and I went around asking mr akagi and also Miss suwalai about their transportation.

I find mr akagi very funny he is like 60+ years of age. And on Sunday it was very cute as he and the rest of the ITO’s were waiting for their transport and I was outside Looking out for it and when I went in to inform Them. He got up and gave me a sign he wanted to hug. hAHa… but I was too shock to anticipate it and instead he thanks me and pat me on my back and he gave me A japan collar pin which was so sweet. Anyway it was like on the last day of the games on Monday I then realized that mr akagi was the honorary Chairman of the bowling federation of japan. And dr danny santos was the vice-chairman of asian bowling federation. And mr steve cross was the oiling technical officials who was very impt too.
Gosh I was hanging out with Big shots without me knowing.

I realized that even though volunteering is of own accords but each and everyone of us has different take away. For me I learn so much as a liaison officer and also I know a lot of people know we chit chat during the games but I dun have their contact.
Now I am sort of looking forward for YOG.(youth Olympics games) I heard those who help out for AYg our names would be like submitted to YOG too. And they will ask if we want to help out too. Since we have experience for AYg.

Ok enough of AYG.

After ayg, I was so tired that I would even knock off when I sitting down. I saw V on Tuesday or rather V saw me and she called me. I didn’t notice her as I was texting a sms and walking very fast Till she called me very loudly and Came out of the crowd and sort of stop me in my tracks. She was happy to see me and I was like shock to see her we had a quick chit chat as I was rushing.
I guess after AYG I gain weight again. Every day it is eat and eat and eat thus ya.
plus my toe infection is getting better now. during the Games like on wednesday night i decide to cut my toe nails as it was getting irritating and to my horror I over cut it to get an infection and now it was getting better : )

Major duivel

-MajorDuivel faced death at 1:50 PM