In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away
So which is more painful?
Death or Life?
Which would you choose?
For me there isnt any difference
For it has taken me
Away, away
Me
They call me Major DUIVEL I have lived for 26 years
My Favourite Thing Is my watch What i want most is lots of peaceful time I want to be remembered by no one I dote my DoG the most
I love my cd's the most
I love drinking and eating the most
I hate hypocrites I dislike people who make me paranoid I Hate it when PPL LIE I hate it when PPl make use of me
wishlist(need to change)
Sony Playstation 3
a new cellphone Nikon DSLR D90 /DSLR
Ipod/Iphone external HDD a new watch
a backpack or messenger bag EUROPE TOUR
SIM 3 havaianas flip flop a ticket to escape anyway where i want for 10 days
A holiday trip with my friends A ************ (Haha.. not gonna tell ;P)
something else
Saturday, October 28, 2006 howdy~~~~~ wow yunting u are here ok come come be crazy with me for a while
now will everyone sing along with me -------------------------------------------- Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road Or break with the ones you've followed He will do one of two things He will admit to everything Or he'll say he's just not the same And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life ------------------------------------------
ok now everyone is abit in the mood that is good! one thing u could guess is that i am bored right? this is true i am really bored haha...
i just got my pay yesterday haha even tho it only$42 well i only work for a day. which is only 7 hrs so ya i am contented it been so long since i last work as like this time is more of freelance haha...
it also a kill for all for my friends and me. we just finish our first round of UT on wednesday and on monday the 2nd round is STARTING WTH.... haha i think everyone is like OMG SO FAST AGAIN UT? before i started this sem i knew that they will cramp us with UT.
i really need to save money to go for holiday and get the stuff i want haha I NEED A external harddrive for certain reasons. hehe now my goal is to still work part-time get the money and buy my harddrive first and save the rest for my trip haha i am planning to go thailand to find Nin hehe.... plus i deserve a holiday ever since i finish my O's i went to work and the money was burned here and there by my driving lessons [slight note i didnt pay for everything my parents did but the last few lessons i paid them myself which was my test and revision lessons and extra lesson before the revision :) ]
sigh~ now i am like slacking around at home watching kids central which is DAMN BORING nothing to watch i wonder what is so fancy about these programmes? it not that good as last time what is with this kids it so boring not interesting as last time why they like it so much? so who is in with me to agree that older cartoons are better? I do missed them........... ok everyone see ya ... have a nice day!!!
ps: big borther i hope and wish your leg get well soon and lesser pain cheers the bad times will be over soon even before you knew it. :)
-MajorDuivel faced death at 2:42 PM
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006 Ladies and GENTLE_ men haha haha okok Gentlemen(I bet there isnt any guys around hahaa) I introduce u the BIGGEST PROCASTINATOR hahaaa ME.. Yes like I said today I shall study but I didnt the whole day I was like slacking at home watching anime and doing my stuff…. Ok I shall study my maths stuff later after I blog .
Oh yes high school musical is nice so do go and watch it If u can or interested in musical. The only magazine at home in my house is the latest edition of FHM haha which we had 3 same copy haha my mom bought it because they were giving out free shot glass haha quite boring the content in the magazine.. But certain thing is funny to me like those quick tips stuff haha…
I had this urge to go out but I am so lazy thus I dont want to go out haha PARADOX … ok I want to go out but I dont know where to go which is 1 thing even though vivo city is Open. (Kimmy there is this new mall call VIVO city it huge and cathay Cineplex and the latest clubbing place Saint James powerhouse hehe keep u updated )the second thing is I got no money. The third thing is I don’t know who to ask along. Lastly I don’t know what to do too. Slight note I am not like everyone haha I am more of that type who rather stay in than out haha… yesterday evening after talking to jenny on the phone we were talking about stuff or mostly I am listening but talking about 21st birthday I am like already thinking what should I do for mine. Any one can give me suggestions? Even though it 2 years away but I love having something beforehand then last min sloppy planning. arh what to do….
Hm.. This is a buried question in me for a so long time that when to ask my cognitive teacher for her opinion which she agree it a good question. The question is like this “ who have the power to judge who is right and who is in the wrong?” I gave her an example: let say Child A was taught that being sadistic/violent is correct and not being sadistic/violent is wrong. And we have a child B was taught that violent/ sadistic is wrong and the correct thing is to be good and etc…so let say this two kids grow up what happen? Who is correct and who is wrong as there is no right or wrong? Who is the only one who have the power to judge? She nod her head in agreeing that this is a very good question and she is happen I am thinking of this. Well she said that it true there is no right or wrong but in her Point of view yes violent is wrong then she gave me an example. Like in one culture doing certain thing is correct but to another culture it is wrong so do u see why I said there is no right or wrong? So ppl what do u think ? Ok other than the answer God have the power what are your views hehe i decided to bold the words for easy reading haha.. plus the fornt size.... byebye.....
-MajorDuivel faced death at 7:21 PM
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Monday, October 23, 2006 *NEW SONG the fray- how to save a life* got too bored with justin haha.. YEAHH.... tomorrow is holiday! wellonly 1 day but i need to stay in to study for the maths test the next day andwatch movies haha at home... ok one clarification no I DIDNt do anyone on that person wedding.... hahahahaa..... oh how much did i drink on sat night that is a secret just to say i am a bad drinker haha i cant drink much... *wink* i think i got friends plotting to make me drunk on my 21st birthday haha in 2 years time hahaa... Chrystal THANKS FOR THE SONG AGAIN!!! today i just got the game DTXmania hahah super fun all the drums stuff yes i got games on my laptop. first it was O2mania then crazy taxi then Counterstrike condition zero and counterstrike 1.6 and now the lastest addition DTXmania hahahaa...... i got all the games on my lappy right not true my friend got more Rubbish on their lappy haha like movies which just released and stuff hahaha... hai i feel so good in sch today was genetics haha it was fun hahha.... HUDA hahaha......thanks for the song too hahaa
-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:51 PM
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Panda
hahaha funny
-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:47 PM
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Sunday, October 22, 2006 *edited due to certain reasons* a quick update on my last week.
on thursday i was to be at NYP after school for the rehersal therefore i meet up with my cousin at her sch. which i and tassha had a strange day for both of us haha... i called her she didnt pick up and when she called me back teh same goes to me haha it seems like non- of us got any luck at getting each other haha this happen lots of time. i even told her what is wrong with both of us either i call you and u dont pick up or it you call me and i dont pick up haha..
friday it was the actual day for the Closure of PF for subtheme 2 hehe... we did our skit and left NYP i skip sch that day and the rest of my team when back to their sch for their lesson except for tassha who happen to have no lessons that day haha/.... it was so bad on friday the weather the haze was very bad and on top of that i stay like at the 12 floor which i was feeling sick by evening time with a sore throat and cold.
sat.... which was yesterday i went to work with my brother in a catering company haha it was not bad but the funny part was i was there and i saw my best friend haha and it so happen that the function/ job i was doing there was her cousin's wedding( plus i was like serving people food) hahaha .... shock for me first day working and i saw her there hahaa.....
ok today i didnt go training i was like knock out with all the drinks i had not because i was drunk but i was like tired haha... hehe i am gonna watch high school musical later hahaha.... i also change the music to SEXYback hehe.......
-MajorDuivel faced death at 5:34 PM
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Friday, October 20, 2006 The Fray--
i love tis song
-MajorDuivel faced death at 3:23 PM
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Evolution of Dance
hhaha funny
-MajorDuivel faced death at 12:09 PM
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Thursday, October 19, 2006 Hi everyone….. First I WOUld like to SAY WHAT UP HUDA hahaha…. I hope u don’t see this as your name is being publish so BIGGG by me… HAHAHAA Today I learn basic element of music. Ok forget abt sch now it no more stuff about sch I should be more like myself after class more crazy more I don’t know what I am but just not like what I am like when I am studying.Why I said that my classmates feels that I am too serious with my work and need to be more funny & humorous. ok EVIL person come on be more funny! Come on some one tell me I need to be funnier? Hahaa…
Ok everyone I need to run in 6 hrs time I need to wake up to go for the PF event for my group! It finally here and we are getting it done and move on with our life.
-MajorDuivel faced death at 10:47 PM
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006 HELLO everyone!!
i decided to change my music again haha!! getting too bored of it! now it TATU -Luydi invalidy (if got mistake dont blame me) i cant remember the spelling haha..
i will post soon hehe..
-MajorDuivel faced death at 6:15 PM
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
You Are a Black and White Cookie
You're often conflicted in life, and you feel pulled in two opposite directions.When you're good, you're sweet as sugar. And when you're bad, you're wicked!
oh i had a great day . it was a blast! i watch WTC at cathay cineplex. hehe it was the grand theatre i watc the movie in it was really GRAND haha the movie is not bad! but i was always giggling haha as my friends with me were doing crazy stuff. first we brought choya haha and was drinking japaness plum wine in the movie next were many small funny stuff haha . to say the truth after that outing on sat i am so broke haha.. oh yes the PSI was 150 or around 120+ when i was in orchard i nearly died there.
sunday(yesterday) went training as usual! then got injured here and there again now my feet is swollen with bruises. next sunday is my maintaining belt grading yuck the rest are promoting and i am maintaining haha... iheard the breaking is something hard haha i heard it COCONUt.
monday (today )
went to sch with two injury on is on my left leg the next is my right shin both is slightly swollen. but i am use to such injury haha last night was the worst i find it hard to sleep! ok today i had UT it was not bad just you have to give a real good reasoning why u choose that answer. science module today so so it not easy to derived the answers for the presentation. hehe i had a great chat with huda haha on msn the whole day.
now i am wondering what should i do for both tassha and my cousin birthday?
LONDON BRIDGE playing in the house!!!
-MajorDuivel faced death at 5:57 PM
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006 what a day!
today's problem statement was this ok ppl reading my blog who is not in my sch tell me what u think of this “humans appreciate the beauty of sameness and also breaking of that sameness”. Gather evidence to support (or refute) this claim!
that the question.
from this i learnt two things : 1) the real lesson objective of today 2) dont percieve that it is complex by the start.
it really werid. from our first semester we were always looking at it on the surface now when we develop a thinking which make us think complicated. where now it not so complex anymore. i just dont get it. it so easy yet why we looked at it so complex?
AHH.... i am more and more not myself. :(
oh yes yesterday was mag birthday hehe have lots of fun.
-MajorDuivel faced death at 10:58 PM
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Monday, October 02, 2006 i will never say anything~ just ARHHHH.... i am sooo tired and i need to study about biology! hm.. my first plan is to read up O's level biology first then all the way up to the anatomy and physicology. but i need to hunt for books too go photocopy it haha i need it for next year.
today i did cells and i was like lost like hell!!! plus i was so tired! ok now i better stop typing here and go do my homework which is like " if i was a cell designer, what features / criteria would i set for it movement?" something like that. how do i write it? haha...
