Friday, February 27, 2009
Sometimes I feel like smiling to this world,
Standing on a tallest building to enjoy my work,
Acting like a conductor to a symphony and have it slowly plays the sound of destruction, like music to my ears.
Ah... Such beauty, the blasting of explosive sounding like fireworks,
*evil smile* now that is what I call scary.
Lol… I admit the work of vendetta from the movie V for Vendetta. The scene with him as a conductor was the most mind captivating scene I have from the whole movie. Other than his jokes I love that movie. Comparing it to Sweeney Todd I like vendetta more, because vendetta is SO classy, in his action.
I want to go buy the movie V for vendetta and keep it. Such a good storyline movie should not be forgotten. But I can’t bring myself to go get this movie to pamper myself, it is one of those things I want to get but I just can’t bring myself to buy them on impulse. I would just buy things like movies and music cds in the past just because i like them.But my folks are not so happy about such a splurge. Not so long ago I Bought an American werewolf in Paris *3-4 months ago*, I love that story like crazy when I was young and I was SO happy when I found it plus on a offer in DVD format at music junction, in code 1 but I was little disappointed as I re-watch it, everything was good until I lent it to people. Sigh~ I can’t blame them as I was ok about lending them the show. Now the disc is with scratches and at the start of the show there is a slight hang but some fast forwarding won’t hurt. I can’t tell my friends that I was sadden by this; as I had been looking for this movie for 5 years. (yes this is only looking for this movie not counting the temptation of years in wanting to watch it again)
I guess people might be wondering at how old was I when I watch this movie? I would say about P5-P6. I watch that movie like 10 to 20 times until I had to return it to my cousin. Hahha yes bloody and gore for me starts young hahaa… worst I love buffy so much and this is werewolf of course I would like it.
So should I or should I not pampered myself? Just like to be or not to be.
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I just finish watching marley and me. I kind of mentally bash myself for watching two dog related stories back to back with such an ending.
Honestly speaking, I have a dog and I have always think what would happen if my dog die haha.. But I never get to picture what will happen because I have dote this doggie too much that I won’t dare to imagine his death. BUT this two movie has torture me in seeing the dog death. Oh... Marley and me is not as SAD as 10 promises to my dog.
Overview of Marley and me, you have a dog as mischievous as ever which can be the worst dog on earth. With all the trouble it causes you, but the dog was always around you for all the moments like up and down in life. Thus you learn to cope with all the problems and face them rather than run away from them. I would this story is rather moving as no matter how much trouble this dog has given them, they still love him so much. So I would say this is a good story.
ladies and gentleman bring tissues along ok just incase hahaha………Don’t say I didn’t warn you. :p
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M.D
-MajorDuivel faced death at 1:32 PM
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Thursday, February 26, 2009
Today this post was actually supposed to talk about bullying. Just like I highlighted in my January 19 post the main structure I am just going to add more onto it. Read that post if u want to know what I wrote. Click there à (http://duivel-aime-ange.blogspot.com/2009_01_01_archive.html)
I was in a serious mood, but just because of the movie, ten promises to my dog the whole mood is in a mess now. Set that aside for another time. Back to bullying, even though in Singapore it is not so out of controlled like what I seen in the drama. But slight note there are some countries bullying would always be like what I seen in the drama, Such case like ‘Happy slapping’ some time back in UK. I personally hate bullies, as I was there before being a victim of bullying. Bullying for me is a form of act by a coward as you only pick on the weaker one.But if it wasn’t for my childhood friend who was around, who stop the verbal bullying for me. You see at that time people always make a clear distinction between EM1 and EM2 people. Some of them from the EM1 think that the EM2 people are stupid, now do you see where this comes from? It is the society, itself at fault. My main point is not talking about my life when I was younger and how my heroic friends help me out. But how these forms of act never change, it always revolved around the same thing. Have someone as a social reject, bad looking (not main point) and on top of that irritating and easy target for anyone what you get?(sum it up it would be a person who is completely DIFFERENT from you) Yes, a new target for bullying. I would be glad that I was not being bully when I was in my secondary school. But there are other things I learn in my secondary school days which is not the topic for today that is another thing I would Condemn as I had experience through it.Because of my childhood friend, she scolded me for not standing up for myself and that was one lesson she imparted to me. From that day onwards I always fight my way through everything. I’m sorry but I can’t reveal more than that. Plus the main point is still bullying. When I was in polytechnic, I can’t help but agree that is the real deal, the real deal that it is a small society of the real world outside those protective walls. And in this society, bullying is one thing that is always there. Let me give you one example: your superior don’t care if you have extra work already but just dump more stuff on you and walks off for lunch for as long as they like. Another such example: always picking on you, when there is nothing wrong. These are such little examples of working outside in the real world. Now let’s get back to Poly level of bullying, in my 3 years of studying in a local polytechnic (not going to name it) I seen the different form of bullying. Yes, I bet some of you would agree with me. But now I am not focusing on the victims, I am focusing on the people around the victims. By standers in the class would only, stay afar from that person fearing that they will be affected by it and keeping quiet is always a good resort. Yes, I will admit I took part in a class bullying before when I was in year 1 till things got out of hand; I took part of it by keeping quiet. I felt bad as I also misjudge the person thus as I learn and understand that ‘victim’ I realized it was wrong to jump to a conclusion on someone. That person has been my friend up till now (even though I dun talk to him much). There are others too, peoples who are weird and different in my classes. I overlook their difference and made friends with them, I would just say some people are too blind to see what is in front of them. Some of these friends are labeled freaks and etc but they didn’t care what other think, just as long they don’t bothered them. Honestly, these freaks people label led by others are a form of classifying them and ostracizing them. If bystanders would stand up and condemn that is a something wrong then I would say the world would be a better place. But bursting my own bubbles, no one will do that as there is always fear in them that drag them down. So here is the question: “would you help someone, you don’t know when you see them getting bully?”
OH MY THIS IS SUCH A BORING POST! OH how I wish I understand myself…………………
Major D,
-MajorDuivel faced death at 7:12 PM
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Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Hi everyone,
I receive complains about that scary post. Surprising I don’t find it scary. Haha wait till u find out what is more in my head I think you guys officially want to escape from me and say I NEVER WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND again. Oh I forget to mention I am a emo & sadistic person hahaaa…
Set jokes aside.
My birthday is coming soon. Yet I don’t feel like celebrating at all, looking at the economy now I don’t want to waste money on it. Counting from now*using fingers to count* 8 more days, I am having both my Chinese birthday quite close to my real birthday by 2 days apart. Here is the funny thing, on my Chinese birthday I must wish my parents happy wedding anniversary haha.. vice versa they have to wish me happy birthday.
A few people had asked me to celebrate but I can’t get in the mood to celebrate my birthday. What difference would it be by having a 22nd birthday from your 19th birthday? Haha I would say nothing has changed except you are aging hahaa…..
I have learned not to expect anything for my birthday as from what I learnt from a camp. Great expectation comes with great disappointment. The higher u hope for something there is always a catch there which is disappointment I understand this theory and agree with it due to past experience. Thus I learn not to expect too much from everything.
Dear friends,
Don’t be disappointed that I didn’t celebrate this year. I know you guys want me to at least have our mini gathering as usual and celebrate but I feel mine is no big deal as I want you guys to save money. Judging that there is so many of you having your 21st this year save the money for your birthday.
Ps to the usual gang: I hope you guys read this and understand
M.D
-MajorDuivel faced death at 6:07 PM
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Friday, February 20, 2009
After thinking through a lot, I realized one thing.
That is how insignificant our life are, I think many of you would ask why I said that. Even when I told my parents that in a very scary way they were shock as why would I suddenly blurt such an insightful truth of life?
They were questioning me why or what cause me to think of that. My answer was, imagining there are so many people around us and let say 1 of them were to die. And when we are not related or known them we won’t know that this person died but just go on with our everyday lifestyle.
But let say it in another angle if this person doesn’t have anyone who know them, and if they were to die. I would simply just say 1 person just vanish from this world without anyone knowing. Imagine if everyday around the world 100 or more people vanish from this world filled with for example 30 billion people. Using mathematics the percentage of missing vanishing people are only 0.000000333%.
So if u happened to know them then you will know that in this 0.000000333% someone died and not just vanish. My point is that you don’t need to use the world as an example. Just look around you, do you just see people vanishing? Or you don’t because simply they don’t affect your life and if your turn comes to vanish or die would anyone notice?
ARGH I am talking like a sociopath + psychopath like I want to kill someone. *raise hands UP* I am not killing anyone judging that how if someone was to vanish and no one would notice.
I think I better hit the shacks before someone were to really just die pointing a finger at me hahaha… I am kidding… I will head for my screaming bed now.
Too much AutoCAD make me tired.Auf Wiedersehen ange your free now………………
Major D.
-MajorDuivel faced death at 11:48 PM
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
ladies and Gentleman hahaa... Introducing mikey!!
ok this video i did it years ago but after looking at it i would say I would want to EDIT it but i didnt have the time. i did it with window movie maker since it was a experimental thing for me in the part i think it was not bad since it was my first Video Done for my dog. i Got my mom jealous as i did it just for mikey only ahaha.. watch it here* click pause on the ipod button to stop wat ever music is playing*if not click here *but I TROUBLESHOOT the whole 1 hr so the above one is working*
-MajorDuivel faced death at 5:22 PM
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Monday, February 16, 2009
Ok, honestly what have I been doing?
1) rotting at home
2) trying to do something
3) play games but somehow it get bored
4) read a book
5) trying to read a book yet getting distracted by other stuff
6) playing my guitar
7) try to figure out what to do for university
See I am officially a slacker, when I was not given the time to rest I would grumble about this and that. Now when I have all the time in the world I don’t know what to do with it.
Somehow I have a strong feeling of going back to study, but at the same time I fear studying haha..
I still fear of studying ahahaha…. When I see studies I smell death haha… like it is a grave I am digging for myself. But if I did carry on studying at least I must be contended that the grave I dug for myself is what I choose
Bleh….. what should I do?????
-MajorDuivel faced death at 3:23 PM
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Monday, February 02, 2009
stating an example from my question i post in my last entry
“If life was bad enough then what is really bad? Where the clear difference in what is is good and what is bad to say that life is bad? ”
I feel that if life is put on a gauge from the range of 1-200% with different marks to say this is good this is bad and how much does it push it up to good and how much to reduce it to be bad. I find it in a way Occam’s razor doesn’t work here. If you can gauge everything then I think everyone would be happy because you would be able to count when u will die, but back to the topic. Life is like a blank page of paper, not everyone would have a page filled with colors that it make them feel that their life have been good. And the clear thin line between them is vague, usually I would feel if I am the person going through lots of hardship I would say Life had been bad to me and I start grumbling how much I hate it and wish I could die. But look at it from another point of view in a optimistic way, if u been through hardship and you feel that life have been treating you good because you learn so much through the hardship then what is the difference?. I guess it is clear; the individual point of view is the one affecting the line of what is good life and bad.
This is clearly my own point of view I welcome my friends to share what they feel.
-MajorDuivel faced death at 7:49 PM
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