Tuesday, June 27, 2006
I am supposed to write my RJ (homework) which now i am in school but i dont have the flow to write it now yet but instead I feel like typing on my blog.
I am so tired sometimes I wish I was on some kind of life cord and I pluck it off myself I would just need to rest but I know I will never be able to do it Im a person full of stuff to do and it always one after another. Some ppl told me before why do I have so much stuff and why do i always bomb myself with stuff where i could just not do it. Sometimes i feel that by doing some project to serve the society back is a good experience and not every time it a same feeling.
i didn’t say that i am now in the poly forum which the 5 poly would combine together and all of us the students will come up with a project and the students would be selected not like a whole school project which each poly would send only 60 students ya that the general stuff about poly forum it just like the World Youth forum just this is only within poly but the topics and project is done out of classroom and school.
i am getting worst on my mood that sometimes i dont even know what i am doing i say things i dont mean it. I am not sure is it my mind which is tired or what it just for my 2 weeks holiday I didnt rest but rather I been doing stuff and sleeping late till my school term starts again. And last sat after my meeting i went back home sleep which it an impossible task to recuperate 2 weeks of energy lost this is a crazy idea and yes it didnt work my body is still in need of sleep what can i do? it like everytime when i solve something another would come up.
i can feel the change in me but i dun know what is going on with me . first was my mood and now i feel everything is changing like the way i think and stuff .
i have to agree that people do change and that is a fact but i wonder how much can they change? or HOw drastic they can change?
what factors causes the change?
is this what they call maturing but if this is call maturing then why would someone grow up and have a complete change in attitude and stuff?
when i mean i am worst in my mood means sometimes i react in certain way that i also dont know why. I dont know i really dont know, why dont u tell me......!
haha i am crazy i know as i think i have too many different personality in me even tho i took the personality test i am a SI person hahaa. But still i'm a moody person with a foul temper hehe this is the real me genuine me..............
-MajorDuivel faced death at 4:30 PM
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Monday, June 26, 2006
read this haha i did a reseach for my problem today! read first!
http://uncyclopedia.org/wiki/Obesity#Disadvantages_of_obesityit such a stupid perception of overweight ppl but it funny! hahaha .... read first me going to carry on with my lessons
-MajorDuivel faced death at 3:01 PM
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Sunday, June 25, 2006
ok let talk about friday first
friday afternoon my godpa called my dad and said that he wanted to see all of us.
i agree to go so i called aisha and ask if she is going!
she agree too but the best part is not all the enjoyment but is when i send my parents back home first which was instead i should send aisha home first but seeing my dad in a state i decided to send my parents home first. ok after sending her back home! everything was fine but the worst is aisha felt asleep and it took me a hard time to wake her up. and she started talking rubbish to me when she woke up. haha she woke up and talk to me then fell asleep again and then woke up agian when i woke her up. haha she said things like : " where am i? ", " this is not my house! i stay at block 555!" hahaha " make a u-turn then it my house!" , " i dont stay at this block i stay at there*pointing the wrong block as her block is infornt of us!" , " i will go up myself! " which the matter of fact she cant remember where she stay hahaha... i explain to u all later!
ok see i managed to wake her up and force her out of my car and i told my brother to send her up to her house . so she got out of my car and walk the wrong direction which my brother pulled her to the right direction haha and before she go she open my car door and said : " later u go over there the carpark and park your car then go home! " i was laughting my head off when she said that.
to make matter clearer she is not drunk or anything she is just stoned from sleeping and she is always like this when she just woke u and i knew that she will be quite blur and stony.
yesterday i had a meeting in orchard and i was there till 2+pm then i meet up with aisha and she pass give me back my t-shirt and she gave me duck wings and feet which was done by her. IT was really nice.
i slept like hell after i came back from orchard i was sooo tired since the past few week.
today i wash my car haha yes i have a car now it my dad's but he gave me his car keys. he told me the whole car is like mine now . ahahahahaa ... i drag him together to wash the car.
what pisses me off was someone injured me during training cause we senior belt have special training now. that person was my roatation partner for being able to use both hands and leg to attack well he attacked me and i attacked him but the bad part was he pull ppl leg which i warn him 3 times . the 3th time he grab my leg and pull i fell full force on my left knee which i was so angry that i kinda shouted out real loud and hold on to myknee and i shouted or say "DONT pull leg!" i cant even stand up which when i got up on my feet i could feel my left knee cant support my weight when my instructor told me to fall out i said it ok i will carry on . i was soooo pissed off that i was giving a angry face the whole time and when that guy came to apologise i keep saying it ok in an annoyed tone
NOW I CANT FUCKING WALK it hurting so badly!
-MajorDuivel faced death at 10:33 PM
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Friday, June 23, 2006
VB IS MAKING ME VOMIT BLOOD! for those who dont know VB means visual basic i didnt learn or take the course that require to do programming it just for all R.P students we have to have a general module the first year and yes programming is one of them which is together with my maths module ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..........................
SOMEBODY HELP ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it so FUCKING STRESSEd ! YES I AM IN SCHOOOOOOOOOOOL now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
will post more later
-MajorDuivel faced death at 1:17 PM
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
PEEPZ LOOK AT THIS IT FREAK FUNNY!!! i cant stop laughting!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gNsDp2N6yM&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww%2Emrbrown%2Ecom%2F
-MajorDuivel faced death at 12:46 PM
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
as i wrote earlier i would update and here is the update ladies and gentleant i mean mens hahaa..
the past few days i been super busy and tired first was monday i just started school again from my 2 weeks break and my laptop had some problem which i had to reformated the whole com which takes up most of my time. so that nite i didnt go orchard to meet nat and amerie or the whole group. lucky i didnt go orchard to meet them as my trip there was to give nat the money for the concert on friday which later i know that they are having second thoughts of going which she told me not to buy the tickes since they are not going.
my mom was sick that day too so during lunch i came back home from school which was 45 mins walk from home and bought fod for my brother who was looking after my mom.
therefore aisha came to my house (little sister of mine as she is my mom god-daughter who was my best friend ) to visit my mom and we ( my bro,aisha and i ) went to eat and was so fucking pissed by the seafood stall that we had an arguement with the clerk and i had gastric problem at the same time didnt feel like arguing . which in the end i could not take it i step in and i join in the argument in the end we settle in the whole problem in a civilise way unlike the clerk at the place or employee was like so barbaric who was shouting like us like some monkey making so much noise which we didnt feel like entertaining hahaha..... fucking idiots.
u might winder what sparks the arguement was because we order a dish and the wrong dish came we told that lady that not what we want and she insisted that we were the one who order it and confirm it she didnt even offer to change it so we eat the food without any satification so by the end of the meal we demanded an discount for the dish we got the wrong order and they didnt wantedt o give us. so aisha said that we could just walk off without paying and the lady was like scolding us my brother also say nicely but in the end some crazy women call and start pretending that she dont know english or chinese and started talking in hokkien which lucky my brother could speak in that dialet which my brother told her that " HEY auntie do u think that by shouting at me u would win ? " he raise his voice saying this and the lady shouted " coffee attendant call the police!" we all say in unison " GO AHEAD AND CALL! " i shouted at the lady because she was shouting so loud and my ears were hurting and the gastric pain is not helping too ... so ya in the end the boss came i talk to him and i settle the whole thing in a orderly manner.
i just dont get it why adults have to be soo gangster like and cant settle problems in a more civilised way?
what is it because they are adults and we are teenagers so we dont deserved the respect as a customer? plus i didnt say i wont pay for the food i would pay just i want a fair compensation for what they force us to eat. that all it just a simple discount and i would just walk away. ADULTS JUST DONT GET IT DONT they.! ( this is refer to minority of the adults i am not despising against the adults )
yesterday what did i do?
normal day in school!
today same thing in school!
just i had an meeting after school for a camp debrief
i am so packed this week tomorrow nigt after school there is a BBQ in sembawang park gosh i cant be free right i am sooooo freaking tired!
i have a test tomorrow and i am still typing this here! hehe now i will leave and study for VB for tomorrow!
-MajorDuivel faced death at 11:31 PM
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i will post soon tonight !!!!
-MajorDuivel faced death at 3:27 PM
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Thursday, June 15, 2006
hehe i am back from my camping and the chalet stayover for suehley birthday!
AND CHRYSTAL hahah here is the new post i was lazy to post .. :)
where have i gone well for a camp trip which ended on monday which later at night i go back home unpacked my stuff and get myself ready to go to the chalet. I drove there to the resort which my dad tag along so he could drive teh car back. FYI i was really tired but my dad was like forcing me to drive so i drive to the place with him telling me the directions.
the stayover was not bad.
MY "wife" was there. after i hehe my class have a werid blood relation with eachother and it getting more complicated as time goes by. i wont go into details as i am not really sure abt the whole details.
i was so freaking tired that i was occassionally taking naps like 5-10mins of eyes shut. around 4+am in the morning my "wife" was asleep on another bed and i was sharing someone else bed haha..... hm the whole night was a crazy night haha...
my actual intention was to stayover on monday night and by tuesday afternoon i go back home but my plan was changed because the birthday girl ask me to stay! so i stay on.....
when i came home i crash on my bed after i bathe. which i was really please to touch my bed it been like 5 days since i been at home sleeping on my own bed.
the whole entire last week had been real killer for me i didnt really sleep much which causes me to look like shit yesterday haha my mom said i look real tired and i should rest more.
k guys and girls hahaha and everyone else hahaha.... i will update soon but now i need to do lots of reading before my pre-poly forum camp
-MajorDuivel faced death at 1:13 PM
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Thursday, June 08, 2006
hehe*start singing* OH WHERE OH WHERE WILL I BE?
listen up peepz i will be away for 4 days for a camp. which would end on monday and monday is also my friends birthday and there is a 3 days chalet counting from that day. but i know i will be tired but still it her birthday so even if i go on the second day of the chalet it defeat the purpose of going there. so ya i might come home drop my bag off and shower and head to the chalet which is quite far away haha... and maybe i might either leave around midnight which i will need to take a cab home or stay over till next morning and take a train back home.. i havent decided what should i do yet
oh man i am so tired! today i sleep for like 11hr +
why? the past few days overall number i slept is less than 8 hrs and yesterday even tho i was soooo tired i went to sentosa for a friend birthday
ok i need to read thur lots of camp stuff like programme and even things i need to do!
see ya.................
-MajorDuivel faced death at 10:01 PM
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Monday, June 05, 2006
hehe i been looking forward for this 2 weeks for ages!!!
now i have 2 weeks of term break which i think only 2-3 days i am not occupied! the rest i am fully booked with activities!
i been real tired with school.
i realised that time flies faster when u count in term of weeks then months! haha... i am writing rubbish now hahaa....
i am still so sleepy i think i might go sleep again! *look at the clock* IT ONLY 1:23PM in teh afternoon....
let me show u some pictures hahaa.
mikey was playing on my bed ya rubbing his face on my bed and i caught him red-handed haha... oh i took the picture my with handphone
why did u come back so fast? i did nothing!
u didnt believe me i did nothing!!!
why are u still staring at me?
u are making me sooo mad i feel like fainting!
i beg you to forgive me ! PLEASE i even bring your cow to return to u! hahaa!!!
the other day when i came back hom from school. which my school was like 1 road away hahaa i saw this...
it beautiful right but what if i turn the picture around?
well 2 of my friend told me the upside down looks like a reflection of water of the sky hahaa... and 1 person told me it the picture upside down hahaa.... no creativity hahhaa...
haha i been bored that why hahahaa
-MajorDuivel faced death at 1:09 PM
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