Death, is only the beginning...

Monday, December 29, 2008

This first part goes to my injured cousin who is gonna have her short holiday in new Zealand. Well she is in Australia currently studying and she injured herself. Here I shall hope your foot heal As soon as possible and that your trip to new Zealand would be a fun one even though u got a little obstacle. (thanks for reading my crappy blog : ) )
KIA ORA …(maori of greetings)

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I have so much on my mind that it troubles me. I don’t seems to be myself as I have been this short-tempered wolf. I would snap at the slightest things, I am not sure is it because I am over strained. At some point was fighting to do my project and then the next my brain and body has given up as I am doing too much I could handle.

Some thoughts:

There are always ppl who are creating trouble for others. On the surface and to the world they are the good guys being the goody good. But somewhere inside their heart they are not what they are. This is what I would say one of those things u notice about humans. Those false pretexts will be seen through, if there were higher up or supreme one or etc what we call them. They were never the one to be doing evil things but rather it is humans who spoil everything with that darkness in them.

I thought through something’s I would consider them deadly sins as compared to the 7 deadly sins this is more of what I thought would be the deadliest sins (I have to stated this is not defaming any religious group or anything this is sorely and only my concept of sins *nothing to do with the 7 deadly sins*)

Dduivel list of sins:
1) Jealously
2) Hatred
3) Greed
4) Backstabbing

There are reasons why I would say these are list of sins, imagine if all these were to combine into one and someone were be all of the above wont it be deadly enough to kill you and make your life a miserable one. Jealously is the first one to start everything which would lead to hate. Currently my thoughts are incoherent thus I cant really tie it up well, when I give it more thoughts then I would elaborate for now I will leave it at this. (speaking from the evil one itself is werid muhahaha..)

Oh ya, I would like to apologise to those who I have been mean this year. It is not that I didn’t realized that but sometimes the wolf part of me would appear thus sometimes would be mean in a way. (if you read this, felt i did offended u in anyway it also goes out to you too)

2009 is coming I wonder what is installed for me. May everyone have a great new year ahead with more roads open up in your path, with fewer obstacles in them.

Hush now little whispering ones come, follow me as I will lead you back to your haven…
D,

-MajorDuivel faced death at 11:58 PM

Friday, December 12, 2008

this sucks... everytime when i am in the mood to write i would be so busy that i would delay it to another day or i will totally forgotten what i wanted to write about. today' this post is one such example.

i sort of had some reflection on my past as i stumble across my old blog/diary and honestly i was really embarassed to even read it. since i got this rough idea here i would come back and reflect with a post.

for now i am leaving it as this.

Sweet, grieving angels, come, and grieve in my arms as darkness is falling …..
D,

-MajorDuivel faced death at 6:31 PM

Tuesday, December 09, 2008

It’s been a while since I last blog, I personally got lazy to actually update. My chat box has already expired again.

During these days it was like a rollercoaster ride too much ups and downs that it wears me out that I kind of feel my body is at its limit. My mind is already elsewhere, no longer thinking about school.
I never realized that after I graduate I would be at this cross road junction again back to 3 years ago deciding which road to take. I cant put a finger on which direction would be best for me and my journey is ‘kind of’ thrown before me in a way, helping out my dad.
I never really thought that I wanted to enter university as I am a bit scared of studying plus I don’t like engineering so it would also leave me to ponder what do I want to study? And other than that question there are others such as would I like what I choose? Would I just give up? If I were to give up, aren’t I wasting my parent’s money? Would they be angry?
There are so many factors which makes me reconsider university. My folks are completely fine as they are leaving things up to me to decide.
Moving on to other topics, what have I been up to? I been going out with my folks on Saturday night with my dad’s friends it was kind of fun and sometimes we will go out together on Sunday. Ok, generally it seems like that but it was for my religion we hang out and stuff hahha… I am not gonna elaborate on that.
What else?

I have been in a horribly bad shape this semester, I notice I am either sick or injuring something. Currently my back is still hurting. Before that I was having fever, cough like 3 weeks ago and last Sunday I was sick again feel hot and cold( No, it is not katy perry song- hot n cold but fever and chilly feeling)

Today a friend share with me about BSE (breast self examination) plus her reason to share thus after listening or rather reading I decided to spread the awareness. To all my friends, of course to the girls, it is best to actually be self aware on what is going on with your body, thus do carry out BSE as a practice no matter how young you are as preventing and awareness is always something good.
Alright there are nothing to write about other than that.

Good night sweet angels and it the time for us to roam the earth.
D,

-MajorDuivel faced death at 2:12 PM