Death, is only the beginning...

Saturday, December 30, 2006

hey ya!!!

ok what happen recently!
i fell and sprained my neck! but it getting better now!
i had a hard time getting to bed and getting out the first night after the fall oh YA and falling asleep haha every little movement i made i feel the pain!

but yeah now it getting better!

next thing is the earthquake makes it harder for me to get my present which i was cursing like hell.
mom bought me an idog hehehe.... ANd one of my lucky buddy get 1 too from me as a christmas gift and 2007 Birthday gift *slight note: it is expensive so i had to do this then! * *SMILE*

i find it werid.
i know my mom love me but i always thought she was more doting on my brother than me! (ya i know u can smell jealousy)
but it like everytime an argument happen between me and my bro i get all the shit .... but when it like wanting something i always get them. hahah ironic huh every disadvantage i got, i got some other advantage.
u know now i can say my mom is biased cause now it seems she is more biased on me that my brother . haha see being the better child get such benefits

I AM PLANNING FORMY THAILAND TRIp HEHE WHo WANTS TO COME ALONG? *listen*
OK NO ONE THEN OK!!!! hehe.... dont worry close friends i will personally ask u all!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 12:47 PM

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

hey everyone!! how is your christmas? ?
mine was not bad last sunday(24th dec) during training we had a gift exchange.
we got 2 bags and 1 frog dustbin haha...
and my instructor gave all the blackie 1 personal present which is all Addias wallet!

my mom got me my SIMs 2 pets expansion pack! well it on 23 dec i need to get some stuff so i went to the mall with my parents and after walking around i landed at the computer games section and i went to look for the game which when i saw the price i put it back immediately. where my mom was standing behind me and saw my reaction when i turn to face her with a sad look on the face and she told me that i could take it if i want hahahaa.... yup i lited up like a christmas tree.

Vanessa send me a christmas card hahah.... i know i didnt tell u i got a gift which is because i felt bad u send me a card and i gave you nothing haha..

nessa YOU ROCK!!! my mother christmas! gave me the movie i wanted hahaha... now i think if i go france i will be good haha...

ok that is all the presents and happy stuff!

now what is wrong with my happy reaggae song? i changed it for a reason!
it was a nice but something happen and it spolit my mood! hahaa... BEST friend u guys know what iam talking abt so ya LET the lyrics say it all! PResenting The all american reject - it's ends tonight. ~~I hate this song!~~ i love it like HELL

-MajorDuivel faced death at 1:31 PM

Friday, December 22, 2006

Merry christmas everyone and have a happy new year!

bleh i am too lazy to blog so see ya! !!!!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 2:43 PM

Friday, December 15, 2006

what am i doing online so late?
hehe 1) i just got back home.
2) i feel super alert!
3) my hair is so wet!

where have i been?
well i went to training centre to help instructor with some extra training for those having the friendly match(sparring) with the NUS students. then went to buy some stuff fromthe martial arts shop!

next i headed off to east coast park where my class BBQ is! i hate that place! it so far which is one factor another thing it real hard to go back home especially u missed the last bus out of the place haha 2 of my friends and i took a cab back! they were wondering why did i drive there!
firstly i dont know the road well yet! so cant really drive around of i get lost! hhaa!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 1:54 AM

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Hi everyone like I promise an update on my last day of school.
why would I want to post abt that day?

It really a good day,why?
it not only the last day of school as it marks the start of the 1 month break before we head back to school again for another 5 weeks and it our real mark of an end of our first year.
But because it also Vanessa birthday.

Slight note: I put the music back on WOOT if u listen long enough u will notice 2 songs. Sean paul feat keisha and show me the money both of these songs are from the soundtrack of step Up.!! (hehe don’t worry this is a long post u will get to listen to it haha)

For the school part. It been quite boring even though it a debate for science (more relax than presentation) why ? It the last day everyone is in the holiday mood. Hehe let skip the academic part. It real funny in class haha everyone practically when crazy haha..After school here comes the fun part.
On my way back out of the school, I saw “wife” (vernice) she was with Charles outside the agora (a place in my school). So I went behind her and tap on her right shoulder and I stand on her left hahaha… she turn around and saw me there and went happier. We had a real hearty chat it been a long time since we had such a chat it always those short chat as we are busy haha.. Plus we were fooling around with each other as usual [been a long time since we did this too haha *evil grin* not giving details on this it’s too explicit]. I was warn to take care of myself. Now do u get why I call her wife? Haha… (who wants to know the details haha let me know I tell u myself haha not in an open post)

Next was Vanessa birthday! Woot .. Poor girl haha it’s her birthday and we all act like nothing and treated it like a normal gathering hehe first it was when we see her no one wish her happy birthday and gave her a handshake haha then it was at the eatery we( mag and I) bully the poor birthday girl by being sarcastic and direct.
One such example is we took her order and went to order the food and we didn’t ask if she wants a drink.
When we got back the table mag and li chin had drinks I decided not to have any.
Vanessa ask : “ you all get drinks and didn’t get for me?”
mag: “ see I told you she wants a drink!” directed to li chin and me
li chin kept quiet
Vanessa: “ how could you forget to ask me if I want a drink?”
ME: “ you didn’t say you wanted a drink ! So how do we know you want a drink? ”
all of us burst out laughing
Vanessa: “you don’t have to be so fierce right?” directed to me hehe..
mag: “what would you like to drink?”
mag went to get her a drink.
Vanessa suddenly ask: “ how much must I pay?”
chin : “no it all settle! pris paid first!”
Vanessa: “thanks! “
Me: “who said that we are treating you? It was on the house!” smiled when I said the last line

That is one of those parts hahaha….

Well it not I forget it her birthday but we cant resist to tease her haha ..

One best part of the whole plan meal was when I say this magic line : “ I am going to the toilet !?” which is a hint to the 2 other person ( chin and mag) that I am gonna go collect the cake.
So when I am finish with my pasta I said : “ hey guys I am going to wash my hands it very oily!” (they know I have this bad habit of cant tolerate dirtiness) chin offer to go with me when I collect the cake I realised I didn’t have a lighter ( we were in the mall and so happen the shop is nearby) so chin went to buy a lighter and I go surprise the girl first!

I crept up behind her and signal to mag to keep quiet and carry on with their convo.
I put the cake in front of Vanessa and she is shock!
Vanessa: “u didn’t go to the toilet but you went to buy a cake?”
me: “do I look like a person who buy a cake now?” *grinning*
mag burst out laughing : “no!, she order this!”
chin came back with the lighter and told me it was only 50 cents haha when Vanessa was there *TAKE NOTE OF THIS LINE*
I took the cake out of the box and Vanessa saw the cake with her name on it and make a silly comment “ LOOK MY NAME IS ON THE CAKE!” that we laugh .
After we laugh she told us that she have never had a birthday cake before and we rock!
After the cutting of cake.
I was commenting on the lighter to chin saying it only 50cents but it look nice because it with metal casing. (2nd times the price was mention) I told Vanessa she can keep the lighter too.
So I was playing with the lighter (it fully metal casing haha..) so I turn it around with my fingers in front of Vanessa like swap the head to the tail I did this because I don’t want to burn her with the hot part but….. HAHHAHAHA….everyone (mag and chin) saw me turn the lighter in my fingers
ok here comes the million dollar reaction.
She didn’t even take it as her fingers was like only 1mm away from the lighter she went : “OUCH OUCH OUCH HOT HOTHOT!” we all look at each other and burst out laughing so badly that we cant breath and Vanessa went into shade of red haha… this was when she fully took the lighter(and realised it not even hot) haha BAD me play illusion game haha..
Next she went wowing this lighter is heavy and it look expensive how much did it cost she ask!

We laugh again!
If u notice we said it twice in front of her that it only cost 50 cent haha…
all 3 of us told her IT's 50 cent haha…

Like I told you, it hard to resist to tease her as she is SOOOO fun. She is just slow in certain ways but she is not stupid haha Sometimes I feel she is like a Chinese version of a blonde haha..
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Ok about today! I have been woken up by my mom again *cry cry*she call me in the morning at 10 am and before that my little dog nearly assassinate me but he failed again haha…I have been transferring file from my burn disc to my hard drive at the same time studying biology( diffusion, osmosis and surface area: volume ratio) till I got distracted and went to arrange the pictures on my computer and when I saw the photos It kept making me smile.
Next thing I went to check my grades I love my facilitators they are nice people they wrote useful feedback to me.
But what make my mood change was when I see my spreadsheet of my grades I felt like crying cause I think I been pushing myself too much and hard which I think I don’t know myself. Why? I am a very demanding person I keep increasing my expectation for myself. I hope my mom don’t find this out cause it will send her worrying again like during my O’s I stressed till I fall sick!

One slight thing never in my holiday I study but this time it all different haha I need to beat others by studying first and at least I am on the same platform with people who studied biology who will lose out to me who have a chemistry background which they must study chemistry on their own. IT’s a war out there! Haha metaphor …

Talking about metaphor this is one question that came up during my cognitive and problem solving test do you think this is a metaphor and explain why? Or something like this : “my love for you is like a crocodile biting an old shoe!”
I burst out laughing when I saw this last question!
Ok people who read this feedback to me do u think ?
My answer is yes. Sorry I cant remember the question properly as the crocodile part is damn humorous .

-MajorDuivel faced death at 3:00 PM

due to certain thing i feel like blurting it here!i cant surpress it anymore it might be confusing,disturbing arh WHATEVER.... I AM NOT IN A RIGHT MIND NOW.

i wondering all this years i work so hard to get certain things and do thing which is completly opposite of someone.
working my way up to where i hope to get what i want in return
But no... I DIDNT GET IT.
Did i work so hard to just do it for YOU to show you or for myself!
i'm starting to feel useless all those i done in the past were nothing, it's nothing!
it not important anyway, it only a 1 time thing only i will remember it no one else will?
so what the point?

now i feel like letting it go what i have held on for too long
let it drop i heard my brain say give it all up!
let it drop where i first started it all as there is no point holding on anyway.
i feel so like laughing at myself, i did all that for nothing....
maybe i gave them too little or not a single trouble at all maybe i should be like him start giving problems because of a very good best friend who was always beside me whether he is in singapore or not who always support me and i didnt be like "him" ! but now the things my best friend told me seems to fade away it seems to be like a blank piece of advice.
i should not heed my best friend advice even though it for my own good which i am myself now.
i should have been like him
*laugh* LOL i am such a fool!
give in~ GIVE IN MY ass! what did i get in the end scolding for not giving in !
IT ALWAYS NOT ME !
i am not the one who started everything but i get the blame for everything!
it hARD TO BE SOMEONE GOOD!
why not be bad then?
*laugh* i think if anyone who read this must think i am a crack /loony! you maybe correct i am one?

there is too many thing lock up or should i said bottle up?
1 of my friend said i should not do it, it no good cause once i explode i am gone!
which is true! how often i explode once? let me see once every 4-5 years? i will never forget my first explosion i was barely a kid who was like 10 years old?
everytime i explode i feel like it the beginning all over again! which i will always see death i dont know why!
that is why i love this blog skin alot cause i agree with the statement death, is only the beginning cause everytime i die all over again it just the start.

pris is gone .... gone all over again.... when will i find pris again? *laugh* I never know! haha..
WOOT HOO I FACED DEATH AGAIN! this was obviously later of the day haha.. i edited the time u should see happy stuff not this crap

-MajorDuivel faced death at 1:07 PM

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

HIEVERYONe this is a wonderful morning/afternoon!

IT HOLIDAY!!! *PUMP UP THE VOLUME***

HEHE.... i want to blog but hehe so much things to do yet so little time!

Dad want to bring me to go see Mazda Rx-8 later! he told me so new features is in teh car and was thinking of changing the car as i had bug him before i get my licence that ilike that car...! still i shall be going there to take a look and no have that type of attitude like a spolit kid cause i understand certain things now! it werid huh? when u get older u understand much more! yet you still act like a kid hahaha..

will blog more so much to tell abt last day of school!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 2:36 PM