Sunday, July 29, 2007
i am kinda tired so i try to be quick in my update! (this is abt training only in red cause it's the main highlight)! i am giving details for once during my training
if NPG u get to read this u will understand why i am scared of that kid haha........ it's not like SL jade and Takeko...
OMG i cant even imagine or would want to think of it that way yet u could even think of it AS SL In real life!!
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today i went to my training and it was normal routine just except recently the weather is all cool and chilly with all the downpour and stuff so it's good.
i was in a rather contented mood cause i thought two of the green belt who got promoted to yellow would be off my list like passing them out to someone else to have headach over them and the rest of my green belts just got promoted and i just need to concentrate on other parts of the katas for them.
bell(that is the 7 years old girl who got clingy to me!) started to be clingy first(of the whole day) by(i went around to help in supervised the class like walking around) suddenly she use her fingers and rub my right arm like there is something dirty or something is there while i was standing there for awhile .which got me to ask :"what is it?" she just replied :"Nothing! "
next , she went asking me why the sleeve of my t-shirt have this black dots which was like little speck of fibre from black clothes like dust and started to remove some of them.
*roll eyes* i know she is trying to be nice and curious just like i am trying to pay less attention on her by ignoring her. today i think i did ignore her a couple of times and haha...
But it stuck me later during the morning while i was stretching that those white belt has just promoted and i would need to teach them and instead of reducing my number of students it had suddenly increase.
i was in the OH no mood!
i didnt realised that i blurted it out loud and Bell overheard it, the little girl who i want her to be out of my list and started ask me what is wrong? i said:" oh no again!" and replied her nothing is wrong.
(i was rather happy cause she wont cling to me as she got a new target*evil smile from the inside*)
yes i was rather happy thinking she is off my class but the worst thing is that. She had to get stuck in my class/care after i ask my instructor where should they go he said she and her brother would still be in my class even though they are yellow!
i was like major oh No and said ok to him!
when i told bell and her brother that they will still be in my class.
Bell burst out in JOY! *start to bang head!*
she was giving me lots of problem all the time.even during the session of the katas i would be so pissed off haha (my session i was rather serious today haha)
i also have to help take charge of the kids in their self-defence. (it seems almost every kids thing i would need to take charge)
she was really giving me lots of problem and i was trying my best like what tassha told me to pay less attention to her and she will find someone else's.
I did do it and was like ignoring her half the time but there are times i cant.because she was pairing up with her brother and they would end up FIGHTing with each other(every week is the same old thing) which she would start to run around shouting and screaming for me like this : "HELP i dont want to partner him he keep punching me!", " he keep bullying me!" and others.
she would not only go running around and screaming she would also run around me or hide behind me.
whereas her brother would start attacking her and she would retaliate by kicking back(i was rather taken back cause last week during her grading she wont even do anything during free-sparring i took a mental note on who to pair up for her) , the 3/4 of the time they were not doing what they were told to.
i simple have to stop them and make them do what was told and after 10 mins later they started fighting again.this time it's worst i have to like hold back bell from going to hit her brother.
thank goodness i was like just right next to them and i saw her lurching forward towards her brother and i just grap her from the back and said :" NO. dont go hitting your brother!"
after the whole i am gonna hit u back cause u hit me first. (after they were ok with each other again and doing the things they were told to do) it was another time she wanted to lean on me because i was beside her and i saw that coming i move back slowly by little and little and she keep on moving and moving then she turn her head and realised that i moved quite far away. (i was still looking at other kids while doing that hhaha SCORE!!!!! )
well after this they didnt fight much from what i could remember.
here come the most obvious clingy thing.
he did it when the lesson is over.
i was standing where the kids are at (gosh i hate it when i have to look after them)
i was standing up and she was talking to her brother but i remember i was doing something (i cant remember well what was it) then she had her back to me, and started to lean on me and took my both hands from behind her and pull me like what i done early to stop her from hitting her brother .
i realised it was like i was hugging her from behind it was much closer than what i done to stop her earlier from hitting her brother back.
she said in the kids/baby language :"bao bao! which means carry me!"
i was like laughing and ask" why are you holding on to me?" and her brother(slightly older) said: "cause she love you and you are her GF!" i laugh even more and say in her ears and turn her to my friend who she is SUPPOSed to cling and get off me "i thought u should ask her to carry you not me?" *evil smile* she replied:" she wont want to!" i replied her: "who says she wont?" i turned and called charlene and said this to her : "she wants you to carry her!" and charlene agree .
i laugh and was slightly happy cause bell finally let go of my hands!
charlene walks over and she JUMP onto her
haha... what a sight charlene is not a very big bulit person,quite small and skinny.
i notice she was struggling to carry her as i know bell is quite heavy.
*sticks out tongue* THIS IS NOT MY FAULT charlene cause last week bell's brother and i agree you are her new GF hahaa...
ya that all for that little kid... now back to my life!
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it was rather nice day i went out to do the usual routine having lunch with my mom then etc. rather boring but i had fun today. it's such a waste my bro went to his friends brother wedding dinner or else he would laugh he ass off as i tease both my parents when we were out.
OK THAT ALL i am ooff to bed and going to tend to my injuries .
see ya
-MajorDuivel faced death at 9:22 PM
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Saturday, July 28, 2007
ok if u notice i changed the music as i said!
next is the music player is DIFFErent! yup i got sick of always only putting one song! thanks to mag haha I rob or steal that from her bloggie! (in another word i copy her hahaa) quick update! i pass my lifesaving 1 and 2 test now i am doing kinda a crash course for my lifesaving 3 cert and BM! which is i am attending 2 lessons a week for two different thing. Wednesday i would normally train myself in the morning would have to change to in the evening where i would learn stuff for my BM and my CPR test have to be taken before the BM test so ya. and sat i would carry on for my lifesaving 3 task! which is soon about another 1 more month to my test! i am offically toasted by my school! yes, why? CAUSE the test is so FREAKING disappointing when u get the grades. it's like you study so hard for the test yet the grades you get is such a let down. And i am so wear out by school. As each day goes by i feel like i am getting more and more lazy to go school and i am like dragging my body to school and my soul is locked somewhere else or missing. it's like my heart is no longer in school and in studying. i am pretty sad by this semesters grades i never gotten so badly before and it's seems like i cant do what i want when i graduate! i was thinking of changing to medicine after i graduated. cause i cant see myself as an engineer. lastly, now i am sick. as it's slowly getting better but then i hope it goes away faster! --------------------------------------the harder i fight the further it drift away, but if i were to do nothing and let it go it would be lost forever! what SHould i do? that the pressing question.
-MajorDuivel faced death at 11:23 PM
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Friday, July 13, 2007
ok since i am here i shall update abit!
i am kinda feeling like everything is caving in! why?
cause i have such a packed schedule! UT, lifesaving lesson, martial art lesson, extra training for martial art(rehearsals) then studying .
everything all this is done in week end yes all these including studying for my UT.
it's crazy.(my school) it like after this test the next one is like 3 weeks later.
it seems to me like every 3 weeks we are having a test!
i am so tired. stressed. I NEEd a break and also during my holiday i am like rushing my Profession Profiling SHIT! 2000 words hahahaa......
SOMEONE save me!!!!!!
-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:07 PM
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