Death, is only the beginning...

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Argh.. having a very bad headache now. And yes I SURVIVE MY FIRST Lecture and it was an 4 hour long one. It was very very brain draining, you have to write notes, listen and also understand in your own way. It’s quite tiring actually. So now I know why PPl in other poly get so tired after class.
My lecturer was nice he keep reminding us that we are on the university level and we must know to take down notes on my own without him telling us it is impt.
I cant carry on typing my brain is splitting ok I AM going to go rest.

-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:54 PM

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

I am wondering why, why is my spirits so dampened these few days. Even though it is raining in Singapore very often now, it shouldn’t affect my mood that much. *looks out the window* how I feel to walk under the rain now, the feeling of being liberated is what I want to feel now. Or rather most of the time water calms me down and Please don’t splash water at me just when you think I am losing my cool. Because that would made me even mad instead of calm.
Somehow it’s like sitting inside an ice palace and the place just get colder and colder yet without even feeling an inch of coldness seems to be something awfully off.
Feeling down, lethargy and restless is not a very good combo. I can foresee the grumpy side is becoming more dominant now. Argh…. Take a gun and shoot me.

Come on, I need to get focus as I am starting class this Saturday. Has it got to do with those weird dreams I’m having recently which I simply forgotten about it once I wake up. I shall observe it closely first before passing any judgment lol…. i WANT TO GO EXERCISE AGAIN... I need to go call steph up. GYM outing Lol........

-MajorDuivel faced death at 5:32 PM

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Well ciara got the little puzzle correct again. Haha… Now I am also scare to give u any more puzzles to guess. You might just crack every single one of them again.

I lost my dogtag or Usa military ID tag. Which I was send into a emo state as it was with me for 10 years and the reason why I had it and why I was upset was a simple yet I wont want to let everyone know. So yes I lost something important to me, which it could be easily replace (I second that awhile it took me a LONG time to find today for that particular VENDOR that does this. The One and ONLY stall at THE army market) but like I said the reason of why I had it in the first place has changed.
On Thursday after rushing out to some urgent matter and I found out I lost my thing. I somehow got over it in a way as I went to collect my watch which has been away from me for 2 weeks. Somehow I felt happy when I saw my watch; it looks as it is new again.
I walk out of the shop feeling happy and upset again as I never Lose my stuff, as specially things that mean quite a lot to me. Call me sentimental or whatever, I don’t care as that is how important things are to me. haha.. I cherish everything ppl give me tho.. no matter how cheap or expensive it is.
Today doesn’t seem that of a good day for me, first my Mp3 battery ran out on me. next it was raining when I was heading to beach road to get a replacement for my tag. And the worst part I just wash my flip-flops and now it is all dirty again. ok here comes the horror I had my hopes so high up and after walking 3 rounds of the whole place, everyone keep telling me “no we don’t do that”, “there isn’t any stores here that does that” Which was all a lie and thanks to a nice uncle who fixed my bag , directed me to the correct shop which so happens that they had some affiliation with each other. I was so HAPPY to the core and abit unhappy how those vendors could lie to their customers.

Anyway after getting what I want I when back home, without any music which was a killer to me. but somehow I feel happy because I got a replacement tag. Lol… I even did a set for my brother and my dad.
But the horror started when I came back home. Had a little tiff with my dad, which now I am on a cold war mode with him, I am not going to speak to him.

*ROAR* I am getting so irritated now plus tired.

MD

-MajorDuivel faced death at 10:10 PM

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Everytime when I heard cheryl cole – parachute I can’t help but want to dance with someone and SING THE lyrics real loud to that Someone lol…

“I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to push me down
They want to see you fall (down)

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound
Won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to see us fall
They want to see us fall (down)

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down…”

well enough of singing. Well seems like someone can guess things then try cracking this ;) . I want *****. LOl… this is meant as a joke if u can guess the answer then You really deserve a big present from me.

Anyway the other day something miracle-ly calm thing happen to me. I was so bored that during work halfway I was so bored and I have nothing to do. I took a walk in the farm, I went to the viewing gallery of the breeding pond.

And immediately the song by Jack mannequin- swim started playing and I end up laughing to the lyrics.
I was staring at a Pool filled with crocodile and the lyrics started singing and i sing along “You gotta swim,Swim for your life,Swim for the music,That saves you,When you're not so sure you'll survive,You gotta swim, And swim when it hurts,The whole world is watching,You haven't come this far,To fall off the earth..”

it’s a very old song but I still love this song, it so motivational. And at that time I was feeling very down and this song kind of reminding me to fight thru. I end up smiling and laughing to no one at that viewing gallery like some idiot. And the next song was another good song but I cant remember what it was. I realized that having my MP3 and something to calm my mind down does help sometimes.

it’s late I better go now.

Update more later.

MD

-MajorDuivel faced death at 12:18 AM

Sunday, November 07, 2010

CONGRATULATION TO CIARA U CRACKED THE CODE!!!!

NOW COME, TELL ME WHAT U WANT lol... (i am impressed even tho i never ask anyone to guess what it was.)

-MajorDuivel faced death at 11:32 PM