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Thursday, September 28, 2006
ok a brief update what happen before my camp. then the full update abt the camp till now.

2 weeks ago from today!
on wednesday night RUi(tatu fan from indonesia) inform me she is coming to singapore the following day. she did post it in the forum and i inform alexis haha and she spread the news haha... so ya she was here for a CS tournament. for the first time i get to see my big sis haha moma alexis was so gonna to kill me everytime i call her MOMA haha.. i rejected the meet on friday or thursday night!

on saturday i was so busy! when to do street survey with tassha at the same time to buy stupid last min camping stuff "PUMP!!! " *control myself* next i was hanging around cineleisure so i went in to look for rui but the stupid thing is i Dont know what she looks like plus i dont have her contact haha which after i was at HMV i decided to sms MOMA to get rui number which in the end i meet up with rui have a chat and had dinner together.
while chatting i sms alexis to ask her whether she want to met up as a whole to hangout with rui and rui is free in the morning but i cant remember what was going on but i remember i was the one in the middle fix the time and the place to meet haha...

on sunday damn i was so tired. i was compling all the survey data till 1+ am in the morning then i went to sleep and up to the meeting point again and i spend one whole day out! it sad i had to leave earlier to pack for my camp the next day which was around evening time i had to bid them goodbye. oh yes, haha NPG was bouncing around haha rui bed when hearing tatu mega remix! haha this is problem when all the tatu fans are together some of us will go crazy hahaa..!
i did cut lots of thing short haha... dont want to be too descriptive

CAMPING starts now~~~~

monday i woke up feeling very tired, plus abit unwell. HAHA.. my mom woke me up and ask me what time i need to be in sch to catch the bus. i ask her back " WHAT DAY IS IT?" hehe she then ask me again what time i need to be in sch which i immediately remember it the day for camping i woke up early like 7+am.which i am super stoned ok blah blah fast forward...

when we reach there we are to be sitted in groups and this are some of my SUB SUB group mates
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that was in the morning and in the afternoon when we check into our room we all have to be in like this
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introducing from the left tassha, shi min, evangeline, fiona,joy, me
at the back row (left) :fitri , clement and TIGOR (student facilitator)

haha the shots are funny right i, myself burst out laught when i saw this two and i love this the most! if u are aware that we all are wearing different blazers as we are from different poly which there are 5 polys so this SUB sub theme have all 5 poly students. ya my sch special even the girls have to wear a tie.

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before the opening ceremony

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yousof, KELLY(my or OUR CUTE ex- facilitator haha the one i always mention before), nicholas
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after the closing ceremony
need to go change out of all those CLOTHEs again into what we were wearing earlier. *pout*


then it was nothing much so next day!
we had another round of dialog plus motivational talk AH it kinda boring hahaha....
then it was the amazing race in chinatown which was featured in the news. i shall show u the link
http://www.polyforum.edu.sg/forum_tv_news2.html.

wednesday night is a HIGHlight Dinner and dance.
if u have notice i have change the song to TP mass dance.(deadeye dick-new age girl) i cant forget how the entire sub theme 1 dance plus those who are TP students.

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haha did u notice everyone is looking at different angle? know why? THERE are too many camera infornt of us haha we dont know which one to look at! hahaa...

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evil "twins" this nick is given by nicholas haha he call us the evil twins

this are some of the picture of mine!
go here to view eveyone's picture and inclusive my full ablum haha.. my entire sub theme is not only 20 ppl but 60 ppl haaha.. so take a look at the whole group shot haha..
http://subtheme2.multiply.com/

thursday i had to go for closing ceremony blah blah.... the following day is a sch day for all RP students *start ranting*

now i am back in sch feel so tired the next day, i was really grumpy and such i was in a new class with new classmates. THEY ARE SOOO NICe!!! :) :)

ok let see among all my happiness i was not 100%happy. first is i dont have my cellphone with me as i had to have it fix. next is on tuesday while i was camping my uncle passed away due to an accident.

*silence*
during the camp, i was still cheerful . my answer to nicholas was a perception of life i have i think. which was yes i do feel sad but i understand that everyone have to die one day it just the matter of time and when? * i was smiling when telling him this. (so do i need to always put an sad face even tho i'm sad where i understand what is fate! - my hidden meaning)
i also want to thanks those who were worried for me . my sub sub theme 2 mates ,kelly, yousof and nicholas thanks!! :)

ok where did i left off. :)

big brother thanks for commenting :)
And thanks KIMMY too hehe for reading my post abt my insightful poly life.

today i had lots of fun in sch even tho it was Culture and aesthetic. today we learn about Culture intelligent. my facilitator was so nice as i was not here last week for the first lesson he go through what was taught by explaining it to me and showing me the 6P. (i was at the camp on thursday where is my first day of sch for sem 2)

slight note haha in the camp i wore skirt for only 2 occasion many ppl was forced to ... first is the blazer(formal set) next is D and d but u know what in the end PPl still wear pants (girls) should know i should do that! HMp.. plus i never in my life will wear PUMPS again! yuck SUCKY stupid thingy!!

and most probably it my first and last time wearing my poly blazer! :)

W25L carry on ROCKING you guys are SOO fun haha... i enjoy alot! i find my learning in this class different which it's differen from my previous class. My point of view in order to have effective learning you must feel comfortable in the environment first. :)

-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:35 PM

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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
I'm back people! I am still very drain from camping and school.
I’m like super super dead . So forgive me ok I cant write a lot now. Regarding the camp I shall and I will postpone it later and I give a summary on the camp with photos ok! Haha..

Kimmy regarding your question about how poly life is?Ok everyone THIs is my own POINT OF VIEW of my POLY life I can’t feedback about other poly so DON’T come and sue me ok hahaa…I did enjoy my poly life. It fun, interesting but have to beware of pit holes
Haha yes it rather scheming. It really got to depends on who you have in class and how are they. Cause it really like the working world for us. :)
But the system my school has really makes me learn a lot. We were move away from the traditional mugging to research thus have no book to study from but it independent studies. Many ppl say we all have to just “talk COCK”( Talk crap) and we will get good grades on the general yes It works that way but Do we learn anything? Did we take away anything from the lesson today? These are questions haha we or rather I will ask myself. Cause I know some ppl don’t learn anything but could talk their way out haha..


I shall stop there for now my brain is not working I think what I reply you maybe abit slightly rubbish. Haha after burning my brains for my reflection journal.


-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:02 PM

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Thursday, September 14, 2006
hehe slight update for now! i change the theme song! it ensei mix!
there are 3 songs all called ensei.
The first one is ensei ~mashiro~ followed by ensei no Shizukesa then the very obvious change ensei.

hm u must be wondering where is the 3 songs i realised the ending for the last ensei haha i didnt do it well haaha...! teh first song is a slower pace one when it comes to the second one it kinda repeat the fornt music but with abit more pace and life i think !

ANYWAY This is a tester hahaa i might remove it as i'm still trying !

-MajorDuivel faced death at 11:38 AM

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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
ok i didnt blog for two days! one note haha i am not EMo or anything i dont feel depressed or anything i am absoultely FINE :)

-monday-
the other day i was murmuring while talking to my dad he didnt heard what i said which i brush it off with it ok!
this is what i said: " the person you love the most is the one that hurt/dissapoint u the most!"


before this there was a series of events
i saw two dragons fighting infornt of me as i was eating and my dad was sitting there with me. when the two dragon left i was kinda absorb into my own world again where i murmur the line..

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-tuesday-
yesterday, i woke up as usual nono i didnt wake up usual.
i woke up unusually. i always wake up like at 11am+ which got to be over 11am then i will wake up! And when i answer my cellphone it's feel like a hangover hahaha i have thiS everyday.
i woke up at 9am log on to msn which was not working the night before as i was complaining non-stop.


ok i did what i have to do and watch mai hime to kill time as i was heading out to buy wrist guard with jun wei and instructor lestor.
3 of us each need to get different stuff . i need a wrist guard, jun wei was looking around for stuff and instructor lester need to get a shoulder guard.

i went to jurong point which was at boonlay. And jun wei was late( meeting time was 2.30pm) haha... i thought i might be late as i estimated it will take 30 mins for me to reach there which i was correct plus i watch the anime till the max that i need to leave house.

we all spend a nice time in jurong point!

i left jurong point around 7pm+. which i still need to make a trip to Choa chu kang/ teck why(cant spell the last word hahaa sound like this) to buy contact lens from mr chu. it was not that far from my cousin place from the place i alight from the LRT at keat hong.

before i got home. mom called me to buy bread as she bought my favourite APPLE BAKED HAM which is also mikey's favourite. haha... so i decided to buy something in return i bought her a bar of chocolate haha.. which i found out my mom bought me chocolates too ahaha....
it seems i will never stop buying chocolates for my mom :) one day i will go buy GOdiva for her
i'm think of planning to get her truffles from godiva for her birthday.


i FINIShed the entire mai hime last night which kinda make me SOOOOO sad yet.. mixed feelings haha which in the end everyone is brought back to life HEHE.. :)
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-Today-

for those who manage to read so far i say GOOD haha.. i am gonna do a crazy thing to the music theme on my blog i am gonna remix some of the nicest song in mai hime so it wont repeat the same song yet it a continuous way hehe... i will do a pilot one first haha... like one shot 3 songs haha.. someone told me that she cant stand hearing the kind of stuff for 10 mins hahaa..

let me give u a synopsis of the anime " Mai hime/ MY hime"

hime means HIghly Materializing Equipment those in caps are what HIME means
this anime is actually 12 girls have Hime powers and with this power they can save the world but the bad thing is who ever is dearest to them will die when their Child(powers like machine type thingy) is destroy(they will lose their powers too). or if they die the one dearest to them will also die. so the main thing which constantly they were told to put their dearest on the line when they fight the twist in this anime is that at first they will fighting oufans which are monsters after destorying the oufans source they were to fight each other..... this which is kinda interesting and sad and stuff which in the end haha will send u smiling haha....

i just spoke with RUi on msn hahaa OMG she is coming s'pore tomorrow! YEAH! but i told her i will dig my time out on weekends as it close to PF camp i need to prepare data for the PF and also my camping stuff. haha i AM good at cramming schedules.

-MajorDuivel faced death at 4:28 PM

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Monday, September 11, 2006
first thing u guys will notice is YEs the blog skin it changed!
second thing is i added this theme song today from mai hime ... an anime
WHAT is the girl singing? (first thought u might think it not english but it was which is a shock to me)

the lyrics is here:
Who are those little girls in pain just trapped in castle of dark side of moon
Twelve of them shining bright in vain like flowers that blossom just once in years
They're dancing in the shadow like whispers of love just dreaming of a place where they're free as dove
They've never been allowed to love in this cursed cage
It's only the fairy tale they believe

well the title of this song is it's only a fairy tale by yuki kajiura yes a japaness in the anime it sang by a little girl!
BTW i uploaded this myself haha.. now i know how to do it i can nonstop change it haha... i also have the instrumental version i realised that if there is no vocal i find it wonderful but u all wont know why i like this song so much so i decided to have the orginal version.

i do agree with the lyrics for a certain reasons.
but i love the music more.. it so calm in a way haha with a sad lyrics


it kinda stuck in my head now this song. damn i am gonna be humming this non-stop!

NESSA come on dont blame me now on strawberry panic hahha... you hate that part (even tho u dont read this) one thing i really made nessa super addicted to this anime which she kinda is blaming me haha for introducing such a awesome stuff.

sidetrack abit to be honest i been hearing the song on my blog playing over and over it seems i dont get bored of it :P


now my blog skin is so different yet so dark haha i love the dark side.

i draw the blazer from sch today and was called evil twins by a fellow classmate with a friend of mine who is a guy and i commented that we are not twins haha even tho we are equally evil hahaa...
soon sch is gonna open again next week 21st but that first day of sch is my last day of PF camp which means i will start out with a little disadvantage.


i am so cramp i am like dying i have 2 work to do on hand one is compile survey form answer and get ppl to do for PF another job is to complie the stuff for Y.A for the challenge we are doing sigh~!

i must also remember that i do have free time in between all this! :)
now i need to think what else GUARDS i need to buy toomorrow other than wrist guard!
BYEBYE

-MajorDuivel faced death at 9:53 PM

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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
hello~

what have i been doing?

Poly forum camp preparation.
bus mrt walk event coming soon i need to settle my part of the project before i go poly forum camp.

bascially i am busy doing things i must do even tho i am a procastinator i know what to do first die.... i set the dateline of the submittion of the list of stuff tomorrow i, myself is not even completed doing the list haha

now i better settle the logistic stuff and the location~~

hehe... *snickering* i got nessa addicted to strawberry panic too hahaha...
she is *pouting* nonstop as i say i want to go as long as possible.

well she was having an allergy the other day i intro her the anime and then she was stuck with it on sunday or was it yesterday?

**********************in need to SHOUT*******************
i hate one thinig ppl relying on me too much... i wonder WHY CANT they learn ........ arhh i teach SOOOO MANY TIMES STILL DONT GET IT !!! @@@@ always ask me arhh... i want to burn this into that WTH la u think everything i know myself is it i also play with the stupid player dont ask me this and that. ANd asking me to do this and that ... .LEARN YOURSELF!!!!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:18 PM

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Sunday, September 03, 2006
omg the other day i save a post under draft hahaha but i cant seem to find it haha...

well my body is aching, poly forum is crashing in.

*breath out*
the project is no problem is just how can we make it globalise?
my entire sub theme is doing information access are we overloaded or starving?
my sub sub theme is doing internet safety for little kids which is like a campaign to let them be aware!!


hm... anime I FOUND NOIR hahahaha soo happy so happy i have it on my computer now haha... :)

bleach i neeed to wait for episode 94 to be uploaded to watch on youtube.
for now ciao~~~~~~


-MajorDuivel faced death at 2:41 PM

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