Death, is only the beginning...

Sunday, May 22, 2005

so it vesak day today! well woke up early and when to the temple.
The night before i was so disappointed. I was waiting eagerly to watch an movie with my family so i waited like a little kid as i was using the computer. Then i heard there is no sound coming from the audio room and i thought : " hey! it time to watch MOVIE! " as my bro was watching some korean series! but when i went out to see the whole room was pitch black and i was so dissapointed!
so today i had fun even tho of the previous night dissapointment. After visiting the temple we went to have brunch.
after brunch we follow our mom to do grocery shopping which then i found out how childish my brother and i was haha! we were playing TAG in the shop(NTUC) yup i know, so big aready still playing such stuff haha! But it was fun as we have to find our mom and the first one who find and tap her win. I lost both round as i was pushing the trolley! hmp not fair!
Then we went to look at some electronic stuff!
And my dad brought a canon PIXMA MP780, 4 in one thingy(print,copy,fax,scanner!).
i was so attracted to the mp3 and laptop(FUJISU)
lastly, i brought my chinese book with me. i was reading it in the car as we were travelling!
oh and nearly happen again the dissapointment! this time i rush to my parents room and was like a little kid complaining i was like: " NOT AGAIN! i waited like a fool again and u guys are all gonna sleep!" and my mom was laughting like mad because it happen again( i told her in the morning abt what happen last night and she laught! )
ps: i still dont know what to get now for MP3, i suddenly fell in love with ipod mini again!HEHE cant wait to get my cash voucher!
i knowsome of u wont believe it but i did so yeah nothing else to add!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 10:30 PM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

i know! i should be happy but i just cant be happy!
i got B3 from chemistry itself and was rank 2nd in class! so what? that not my target and i was not happy with it!
for account i got 60 out of 100,a friend and i both tie and top the class with that as the highest in class but still so what? 4E1 got 90 out of 100 and that is the top marks from that class! my teacher say my friend and i is her potential distinction student for accounts so we should work for it!
For maths i got an F9
For history i did not bad too but still not the best!
my physic was not that bad too but still not the best!
i told my accounts teacher that i gave up on accounts that day.
i didnt study for it as i realised there is too many thing i had forgetten!
she was like No u cant give up!
i say i was lucky i could pass the account paper this time and she added i was consistent in my work (slight note : Mrs irene teh went for 3 months no pay leave so all the sec 5 student were like giving up on accounts so that why we were like hack care mode! to add last year N level top student for account didnt get good marks too! ) all this is so not happy news but my mom was happy when she heard i top for accounts with a friend plus 2nd in class for chemistry!
i'm just unhappy with all this marks! am i a little too ambitious? ever since i repeated a year all this really matter to me!
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i took OARS award yesterday so it was like a normal thing took the award and then took some pictures and then we go home! i have recieved a certificate and a cash voucher of $200(still have not recieved the voucher yet)
i was so dead tired after i got back from school as i got off the hook from 3pm got home shower,take a nap and then woke up do some stuff and get ready to go out again ! i was not feeling well when i was taking the award maybe i was too tired and my body was violently objecting!

-MajorDuivel faced death at 6:05 PM

Thursday, May 19, 2005

i would like to thanks MID year exams~!
why? i would say that! it because it make me more focus then ever...!
After Syf i was like all in a mess, after mid year i got back on track with my focus!
plus i got back my english paper 1 results plus history results and Mother tongue paper 2 and listening but paper 2 will be tomorrow! and maybe some other subject!
the topic i wrote community service thank God i didnt write out of point! but still my results are bad!
i think i am starting to give myself pressure again and it would be worst then before! since mother tongue 'O's is 2 weeks away
I found back myself and i realised that internet this stuff is not as important to me now when i come back home i dont even feel like logging on the internet just to check email!
i just feel so tired, ever since syf is over i never feel so tired befor but before Syf i did feel tired and focus

I AM so happy to find myself again! tomorrow i will be taking the award i am no longer excited nor really that jumpy abt it! the feeling just fade!

i feel like i am a different person now! i cant put a finger on what i change? i feel i am getting more cold toward ppl! but not toward everyone, but i am changing i know it so dont ask me, in what sense? i think i'm changing!

one of my classmate was talking to me the other day she was talking abt humble people in our class and she raise some names! And i reply her there is some humble and modest ppl in our class and i gave the same name her said and she shock me by saying i am also a humble and modest person! this left me wondering am i such a person? i dont think so..! Not clever nor smart nor wise! Never i deserve such title! NEVER!
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some songs to dedicate haha or to make me feel better!
file://http://www.kodo.us/userfiles/ptduivel/Bobby%20Valentino%20-%20Slow%20Down(1).mp3
file://http://www.kodo.us/userfiles/ptduivel/The%20L%20Word%2002-07-Sunny%20Came%20Home-Shawn%20Colvin(1).mp3
file://http://www.kodo.us/userfiles/ptduivel/16-Virgin%20State%20Of%20Mind.mp3

-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:30 PM

Friday, May 13, 2005

yup i am jumpy this few week spritually i cant really jump much actually this week cause i hurt my back, HEHE I GOT OARS award (oustanding All ROUNDER's award haha!) i am at the national level! okok i still have not recievd my invitation yet as they send it to the wrong address actually it correct address wrong unit number ahaha! they called me in lesson and i have no choice buut to answer as Mrs rahmat was asking us to study the structure question of source base more a self study for exams with any doubt we are able to clear it with her! so yup i put my book up and answer the phone and vanessa at the other end of the class saw it she and nurian was like:" priscilla! and did that oh u are in trouble look"! haha they look so funny haha!
well that all folk for today !
oh i bought sims 2 university expansion aready hahaa

-MajorDuivel faced death at 10:18 PM

Friday, May 06, 2005

now i am freaking out after my english paper yesterday i talk to one of my friend today who freak me out as i dont have the question paper for english with me the teacher took it back i am freaking out as i fear i wrote it out of point! today chinese paper is a killer man ppl were so frustrated that they were angry and the whole hall was filled with angry sec 5 and 4(who are taking the o level chinese)

hang out with jenny for awhile. had lunch then when to swenden to eat ice cream well later i am going to SSDC for my final theory lesson! i just know that i could only bloc book for practical ! DAMNn.....!

ok .... see ya!
I WANT TO GET SIM2 EXPANSION set ......
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Shawn Colvin- Sunny Came Home
Sunny came home to her favorite room
Sunny sat down in the kitchen
She opened a book and a box of tools
Sunny came home with a mission
She says days go by I'm hypnotized
I'm walking on a wire
I close my eyes and fly out of my mind
Into the fire
Sunny came home with a list of names
She didn't believe in transcendence
It's time for a few small repairs she said
Sunny came home with a vengeance
She says days go by I don't know why
I'm walking on a wire
I close my eyes and fly out of my mind
Into the fireGet the kids and bring a sweater
Dry is good and wind is better
Count the years, you always knew itStrike a match, go on and do it
Days go by I'm hypnotized
I'm walking on a wire
I close my eyes and fly out of my mind
Into the fireLight the sky and hold on tight
The world is burning down
She's out there on her own and she's alright
Sunny came homeSunny came home...

-MajorDuivel faced death at 4:28 PM

Thursday, May 05, 2005

the favourite time of the year for teachers! EXAMS! well everyone was so stressed up in studying for english. we were studying social studies points for english (*roll eyes) i find it so stupid as they are trying to merger humanities stuff into english! and it so sucky that everyone was so tense up that they are still mugging even after we got to school trying to cramp all the info we can get into our poor little brain that some of us have headach! today paper was not bad not as hard as what we did for class test and common test! haha for composition there are 5 topic to choose most ppl choose number 5 well many say the first 3 are suicide question. And i took number 1 it about community service programme hahaaa! after doing that i real realise yeah it a suicide question but i got all the info i need to write on it!

i have not been updating frequently, been busy in school! well i was so shock that my brother even call me to ask permission if his friends could come? and i was yeah it ok! they can come and he added that he fear they disturb me from studying as it mother tongue tomorrow!(*frown)

yeah tomorrow i will be attending my advance theory lesson in the night ! hehe actually i could start on my practical lesson as i Have pass my basic and could apply for a PDL aready! so yeah so i take all the paper test first then take the practical (well it also i need to let my dad breathe first haha!)

-MajorDuivel faced death at 1:53 PM