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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
hehe yes i am having mixed feeling when i woke up!

why?

last night or practically this morning 2+am i finished my book 666 a novel by a friend of mine... linna aka Uhaku. this book was supposed to be me ordering it and paying for it but it end up being a birthday gift from a friend who refused to let me pay him back since he bought it for me from france...!
ok so i got the book on saturday and i only started reading on sunday MY birthday.. brought the book everywhere i go haha and was trying to keep the pace up! so i finished the book in 3 days and maybe 2hr 30 mins more! after reading i cant sleep as there were many thoughts and feelings were flooding me from all direction and i was swimming with it.

****the look from inside my head***
i felt the sorrow yet at the same time happy..
it just like u were there watching the whole story unfolding....
u are like god looking over them but u cant do anything to help them....
u feel like helping them as u know what the next things would happen but you couldnt ...
seeing them doing the same mistake and getting hurt

seeing the way things have to be to become free, really sadden one mood
and how the reality is..........
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ok this book could make u smile,laught and even sad...! the ending left me really blank .... cause it like u feel happy yet at the same time sad, sad that it would end up this way that they could be free... so much love so much hate yet so much jealously which was alll strung up in this book... when i mean love i mean all the love from different form (parental, friendship and lovers.) And it also consist of secrets that make things worst...!
still here i would say i take my hat off to what everyone say the ALL time best fan fiction writer Uhaku, my friend. even me have to agree that u are ONE HELL of a writer, buying a book like this i wont regret.

now after i wake up i felt empty. cause i have like no more book to read and i think mag would be happy for this ... cause hahah the entire day yesterday i was not playing any games on my ps2 with her but sitting there too engrossed in my book or my little world......... AHHHHHHH I WANT TO READDDDDDD
ok mag yesterday before she goes home she told me " i dont want to see u reading tomorrow!" haha
basically i finished the book even before she could see me read again! *stick tongue out*


[music playing]
Do you ever question your life
Do you ever wonder why
Do you ever see in your dreams...
All the castles in the sky

Oh tell me why...

Do we build castles in the sky
Oh tell me why...
All the castles way up high.
Please tell me why...
Do we build castles in the sky
Oh tell me why...
All the castles way up high.

Do you ever question your life
Do you ever wonder why
Do you ever see in your dreams...

All the castles in the sky

Oh tell me why...
Do we build castles in the sky
Oh tell me why...
All the castles way up high.
Please tell me why...
Do we build castles in the sky
Oh tell me why...
All the castles way up high

(it was trying to grab/search something......)

-MajorDuivel faced death at 10:15 AM

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