Death, is only the beginning...

In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

So which is more painful?
Death or Life?
Which would you choose?
For me there isnt any difference
For it has taken me
Away, away

Me
They call me Major DUIVEL
I have lived for 26 years
My Favourite Thing Is my watch
What i want most is lots of peaceful time
I want to be remembered by no one
I dote my DoG the most
I love my cd's the most
I love drinking and eating the most
I hate hypocrites
I dislike people who make me paranoid
I Hate it when PPL LIE
I hate it when PPl make use of me

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

wishlist(need to change)
Sony Playstation 3
~~a new cellphone~~
Nikon DSLR D90 /DSLR
~~Ipod/Iphone~~
~~external HDD~~
a new watch
~~a backpack or messenger bag~~
EUROPE TOUR
~~SIM 3~~
~~havaianas flip flop~~
a ticket to escape anyway where i want for 10 days
~~A holiday trip with my friends~~
A ************ (Haha.. not gonna tell ;P)
something else

My Friends
Evan
Mag
Li jia
Nichole(PF)
Seri
jarain
Jess
Ciara
ciara photolog

Places I Go
Blogger
Blogskins
The L word
the most recent tatu lyrics
lyrics to tatu songs!
YLC!
music video
t.A.T.u. + Rammstein
more tatu songs remix
Cool blog
Paintball guns

Talk To Me... Please

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

I am supposed to write my RJ (homework) which now i am in school but i dont have the flow to write it now yet but instead I feel like typing on my blog.

I am so tired sometimes I wish I was on some kind of life cord and I pluck it off myself I would just need to rest but I know I will never be able to do it Im a person full of stuff to do and it always one after another. Some ppl told me before why do I have so much stuff and why do i always bomb myself with stuff where i could just not do it. Sometimes i feel that by doing some project to serve the society back is a good experience and not every time it a same feeling.
i didn’t say that i am now in the poly forum which the 5 poly would combine together and all of us the students will come up with a project and the students would be selected not like a whole school project which each poly would send only 60 students ya that the general stuff about poly forum it just like the World Youth forum just this is only within poly but the topics and project is done out of classroom and school.

i am getting worst on my mood that sometimes i dont even know what i am doing i say things i dont mean it. I am not sure is it my mind which is tired or what it just for my 2 weeks holiday I didnt rest but rather I been doing stuff and sleeping late till my school term starts again. And last sat after my meeting i went back home sleep which it an impossible task to recuperate 2 weeks of energy lost this is a crazy idea and yes it didnt work my body is still in need of sleep what can i do? it like everytime when i solve something another would come up.

i can feel the change in me but i dun know what is going on with me . first was my mood and now i feel everything is changing like the way i think and stuff .
i have to agree that people do change and that is a fact but i wonder how much can they change? or HOw drastic they can change?
what factors causes the change?
is this what they call maturing but if this is call maturing then why would someone grow up and have a complete change in attitude and stuff?

when i mean i am worst in my mood means sometimes i react in certain way that i also dont know why. I dont know i really dont know, why dont u tell me......!

haha i am crazy i know as i think i have too many different personality in me even tho i took the personality test i am a SI person hahaa. But still i'm a moody person with a foul temper hehe this is the real me genuine me..............

-MajorDuivel faced death at 4:30 PM