In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

So which is more painful?
Death or Life?
Which would you choose?
For me there isnt any difference
For it has taken me
Away, away

Me
They call me Major DUIVEL
I have lived for 26 years
My Favourite Thing Is my watch
What i want most is lots of peaceful time
I want to be remembered by no one
I dote my DoG the most
I love my cd's the most
I love drinking and eating the most
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I dislike people who make me paranoid
I Hate it when PPL LIE
I hate it when PPl make use of me


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Sunday, September 30, 2007
O wise old one?
Where I lay?
Thy words won’t change the facts.

This life is what one would always thinks that by doing things their way would make things work thus it only not work but cause the others around the subject to be in a hardship. They might know that but still they want to do it cause to them they had enough of those familiar habits arising. But have they consider the fact that if the world revolved around 1 person I wont have anything to say.
What am I doing? I should be at training now but because of some reason what am I doing now? Staying at home, sitting in front of my laptop, trying my best to write my report but I can’t get the mood because I got this heap of things I want to say but it can’t come out of my mouth but only. It could be trap in me, thus oppressive kid I have become over the years. The more oppressed I become the more unhappy I become inside, that almost every time I would try to do things crazy or joke around to musk up that feeling.
I could feel by the age of 25 if I suffer from depression I won’t be shocked about it. Cause looks at the world I am in. it’s nothing but black. I see no light, no hope, nothing.
I don’t see anyone to save me, help me cause for I have been gone to a faraway land a long time ago. This land is call the land of no return were only people who want to escape to would go physically I am here but mentally I am like dead. I am not different from a coma patient except I am still walking, breathing, doing things. What options I have? What choices I have?
I need a place to run and hide there for a while is there such a place?

-MajorDuivel faced death at 11:53 AM

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