In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

So which is more painful?
Death or Life?
Which would you choose?
For me there isnt any difference
For it has taken me
Away, away

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They call me Major DUIVEL
I have lived for 26 years
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Saturday, December 29, 2007
WOAH this is a crazy year and it is gonna end soon.
I would say this year is not a very happy year for me I repressed a lot of emotion in me regarding things around me yet I still could look so happy. I am so tired of everything and I am starting to like lose my sight as things get blurry in front of me as I can’t be bothered to look at things clearly anymore.

* Laughter* I seems to be more like takeko from spider lilies. I have been working recently for my father by being a driver. And I have to say when I graduate I would be helping in my father’s business and now I am attending some courses here and there and also I need to go over to his partners place to learn accounting and stuff from what I know maybe even before I graduate haha.. I Might even be one of the directors hAAHAH.. This is so cool thinking about it but I wont even admit I am a director maybe I might I am a manger in the company. that is for later but thinking abt it is so nice… : )
Well back to the topic I been reading yes I finish my affinity book on my first day of work. And now I am reading alexis spiderlilies (N+P if u are reading this then u know I did just say in the forum that I will try to read) currently I am at page 70+ which the book is 176 pages so yup. The more I read the more I realized how I see myself in takeko. (I HOPE NPG u don’t read this cause I suspect I would have questions abt it hahaa… no the gathering itself would have questions arising abt the novel)

How long more can I repress myself?
I ……….realized as I grow older I oppressed myself more.
Beloved friends if u read this don’t worry even as I have said earlier so many things I going on but I seem to be happy.
And I have to apologized for that sometimes I am there physically but I tend to space out so much more that u guys are thinking that I am listening.

2007: restless,irritated, dreamy, more oppressive, stressed, tired, even more grumpy = me
what i really hope is no one REad this!!
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There is this dark hole that if one were to travel in it, there isn’t anyway out of it cause escaping into it is the best way rather then getting out of it .because facing the real world of problems and headaches it is impossible to stop them from coming.
Run and hide is the best medicine. Farewell 2007, welcome 2008 of darkness.
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-MajorDuivel faced death at 9:08 PM

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