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Death or Life?
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For me there isnt any difference
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Away, away

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Monday, February 18, 2008
hi everyone & whatever this is the dark side of DUivel speaking!

i have never been the most happiest person
never ever have i been?
cause when i am smiling, somewhere deep inside me i am unhappy.

cause after so many years.
i learn to hid things,
just how much longer i could just follow suit.
listen and follow?

like i had long predicted before i went for my holiday and have my birthday party. i will never be truly happy cause there is always things happening.

*laugh* how sad is it for me.
i cant do what i want in a way without someone saying something.

i feel my life is just like my best cousin. decision are not for us to decide but rather for us to follow only.

i guess for the next few days till my birthday. i will be stuck at home so i wont anyhow spend money. NEAT... how come every year when it comes to my birthday i feel so bitter, so unhappy? i guess there is always some bad things happening. even if you say "HEY it is my birthday!" the reply would be "SO what?" i guess this is why i hate birthday. i ever did mention to someone our birthday party is not our party but rather our parents party.

i had that for 20 years already, no difference it would make by making it 21 years and going haha..

we are all puppets of other people.
puppets that have their hearts , who could breath, who have emotions but have no power in deiciding for that is what the puppet masters do.

i cant be bothered anymore......

oh yes.. i know some of my friends ask me what i want for my birthday. i just laugh and say how could they just ask me like that as this wont work. but to say the truth i dun know what i really want for my birthday.
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V day was the day after i came back from my trip but i would say i felt so bored and lonely. yes i was suffering from a jetlag but i felt i dont fit here. its like i became desperate as i need to talk to someone but there was no one.

i shall go one corner and emo by then if u see me hopefully i am not emoing anymore

-MajorDuivel faced death at 8:01 PM

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