Death, is only the beginning...

In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

So which is more painful?
Death or Life?
Which would you choose?
For me there isnt any difference
For it has taken me
Away, away

Me
They call me Major DUIVEL
I have lived for 26 years
My Favourite Thing Is my watch
What i want most is lots of peaceful time
I want to be remembered by no one
I dote my DoG the most
I love my cd's the most
I love drinking and eating the most
I hate hypocrites
I dislike people who make me paranoid
I Hate it when PPL LIE
I hate it when PPl make use of me

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

wishlist(need to change)
Sony Playstation 3
~~a new cellphone~~
Nikon DSLR D90 /DSLR
~~Ipod/Iphone~~
~~external HDD~~
a new watch
~~a backpack or messenger bag~~
EUROPE TOUR
~~SIM 3~~
~~havaianas flip flop~~
a ticket to escape anyway where i want for 10 days
~~A holiday trip with my friends~~
A ************ (Haha.. not gonna tell ;P)
something else

My Friends
Evan
Mag
Li jia
Nichole(PF)
Seri
jarain
Jess
Ciara
ciara photolog

Places I Go
Blogger
Blogskins
The L word
the most recent tatu lyrics
lyrics to tatu songs!
YLC!
music video
t.A.T.u. + Rammstein
more tatu songs remix
Cool blog
Paintball guns

Talk To Me... Please

Credits
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Thursday, January 01, 2009

The first post of the new year of 2009,
welcome back my humble friends.
Isn’t it abit too early to fall to the dark side? *snicker* I leave my evil talking aside first.

I think recently I have a habit of dedicating a little part of my post for a friend. Yup that would be the new trend. If there is anything special it would be place/written by the name dedicated to friend’s slot.

The first slot of DEDICATED TO friends in 2009 goes to…….. *evil smile* *drum roll*
3 of my friends, I am still contemplating should I write your names or should I not as you guys are rather shy and doesn’t want a free advertisement from me.

Here goes to the first friend.
I know that out of all my friends, there is someone who went on a vegetarian diet for 3 days. This act kind of makes me admire this friend for it. Having to have self-perseverance and self control on not eating meat, eggs and some other products. It would be like a living hell to me if I were to go through it. Even when I had to eat half a day vegetarian, I was kind of suffering as not because I can’t restraint myself from meat but the thought of not eating a lot of stuff makes me sick. As there are many products which we are not sure what it contain thus we will always play safe by not eating it. But this friend of mine had to go through that not for half a day but 3 days thus I would applaud this kind of self control. I know I was kind of naughty when u told me you were on vegetarian diet and I went on playing around saying all those food you can’t eat. Thus I bet u didn’t see this coming as I would applaud your actions. (I don’t care if u read this or not as YOU won’t heard me say this to u personally *stick out tongue* ) *u know who u are miss…. HAHA…*

2nd friend

This is for a friend who just went through a minor operation. I would say she is kind of brave to have a minor operation when u tell me the word operation I would winced up and run away. Thus this is not talking about how brave my friend was, but I hope u are feeling better now with the side effect of G.A. and the total sore feeling. Haha.. it is my bad I can’t send gorgeous people to caress you (sayang you). Hope u get well soon like ASAP.

3th friend

HAHAHA… I guess the people reading this must think gosh it is getting more and more worst in a way that the M.D would dedicate it to them. To my last friend (cliché it keep reminding me of that drama and it is exactly the same way ahahah.. ) time passed us so fast and a year have gone but thanks for being at my birthday when it is mine 21st and now yours is coming. I wish u 2 days in advance a happy 21st birthday. I hope u will have a bashing birthday party hehe… don’t worry I will try to make it a unforgettable one haha… *smile*

That all folks for the dedicated to friend’s column. Tune in another time at an unknown day(this column /section of my post is not regular *grins*)

Ok now on my main stream part of my post.

Have you ever have this feeling where you know what is wrong.
But you won’t openly admit it out or tell anyone that you know what it is but rather, shrug it off plus buried it. It‘s like if you were to opening admit it you would have a weak spot, it makes your vulnerable thus shutting things out and keeping it in is the right thing to do. Then there are times, where this looming feeling was overbearing that you can’t help it but agree, with yourself that is a problem you face but you are not gonna solve it. As this has been far too long, too hard to change, there is no one able to solve it but rather you have to solve it yourself but the main point is whether you want it or not.

Ok this is where I shall leave it.

Sweet innocent one, come closer without fear……………….
Major Duivel,

-MajorDuivel faced death at 1:49 PM