In Death I See Life
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The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

So which is more painful?
Death or Life?
Which would you choose?
For me there isnt any difference
For it has taken me
Away, away

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They call me Major DUIVEL
I have lived for 26 years
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Thursday, January 15, 2009
Honestly speaking, I’m glad things are blown over. But it never hit me that I have really over strain myself that currently it is my body that is telling me that. I officially am sick now after having a little headache plus a minor fever last night and on top of that I am having a cold now with a dry cough. Haha I feel like shit in a way. My voice sounded kind of off like hoarse, coarse I dun know but I know I sound weird now.

I finally got the time to do things I want to do, thus I am glad I have chunk and chunk of movies to watch, same goes for Japanese animation plus dramas. On top of that I need to play some PC games too haha.. This list is going on like a never ending story.
I wonder how long it will be before I am told by “the perfect one” that I should DO something useful. They never give me a break always telling me I should be doing this or that. Why can’t they understand?
“They” just don’t care or know what I am going through if they know I don’t think they will ever say that or make me do what they feel is right.

*dedicated to a friend*
I am so glad that last night one of my friends chatted with me on msn. I was desperately looking for a person to talk about something which I never tell anyone usually. She was nice as I was like ‘begging’ her to let me NAG off something to her as it was something boiling in me for a long time and when it happens I need to get it out. I always look a friend to hear me out but I didn’t want to bother him plus I didn’t want to call him up cause by talking it out makes me More angry and more emo.
I find it coincident that she came online and I was boiling with anger and rage. And the only person I can turn to was her or my blog. I can’t be grateful enough to actually found such a friend, who is willing to listen to me and be there at least.

I am not saying that all my friends are not there for me but I think they know this about me. That when they need my help I will always be there for them but when I need help I won’t turn to them as I feel I am troubling them.
Thanks again for listening my dear friend.
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If you could, show your heart would you, sweet little one?
D,

-MajorDuivel faced death at 4:25 PM

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