In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

So which is more painful?
Death or Life?
Which would you choose?
For me there isnt any difference
For it has taken me
Away, away

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They call me Major DUIVEL
I have lived for 26 years
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I hate it when PPl make use of me


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Sunday, March 01, 2009
“Calling your name,
I hear only echoes
Searching the rain, I see only shadows
You've got to show me your faceVoices,
I hear them calling behind me
Phantoms of you are burning inside me
You've got to give me a sign

Fading slowly
You're drifting into darkness
I can't see, I can't think
I need to keep on searching”

Weird, isn’t it?

I am posting song lyrics. This song was one of those songs usually I would listen over and over again without noticing the lyrics. But last night when I got home, I was very tired. I never felt this drain for a long time; ever since I was let off for my holidays to wait for my results. I was not only physically but mentally tired, that I know I am a goner when I am THIS tired that my thoughts were flying all over the place, incoherent that I am also lost. Plus the sleep felt real good for me as I was having insomnia for awhile.

Ok why did I post this lyric. First thing was I find this song relates to me in a way, the lyric capture my attention that it was HOW I feel at the moment. The funny thing is this was the first song played when I decide to listen to t.A.T.u new album, happy smiles. And today it happens again, the same song playing first again.

Nope I am not searching for some lost love. It makes me feel the same way, every time I try to search for myself. Up till now I don’t know myself, sad but true. When the music came on the first thing that went through my mind, gosh that sounds like me, except I am looking for myself. How funny, it is like I am looking for my missing self. sometimes I feel I’m walking through this long endless path with no lights yet I can’t look what is ahead of me as it is darkness, and I can’t turn back as there is no point walking backward. I was so going to giving in to myself and want to be stagnant as it is safer not to progress.

be back for more disturbing stuff hahaa...
M.D

-MajorDuivel faced death at 4:17 PM

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