In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

So which is more painful?
Death or Life?
Which would you choose?
For me there isnt any difference
For it has taken me
Away, away

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Wednesday, December 23, 2009
How can you feel both excitement and anxiety at the same time?
Somewhere in me I feel like I am getting sick like I saw something horrible that I want to vomit.
Its exactly the same feeling what I am feeling now.
I have this excitement yet anxiety feeling which is making me sick.
I know this is the not the first time I am having a short trip with my folks and there isn’t always a perfect getaway. But somehow I cant stop feeling this way.

I am not sure am I like 150% happy. But I think when it is time, I would just heck care all emotions and just enjoy my little getaway to the fullest. Maybe it is the phobia I had travelling with family members.
*shrug* I can’t be bothered now.
I am going to genting for a day and play all the thrill ride and I am gonna enjoy screaming my lungs out. and the rest i would be in KL


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What was it that you wanted to say?
What was it that you wanted to do?
Why do you keep appearing in my dreams,
when I don’t even know you in the first place.
Were you all the same person?
Sometimes I think you all are the same person,
just in a different day with a different situation that I will meet you.
Now can you please tell me what is it?
For every time when I meet you,
I know you know me but I don’t.
Please don’t talk in riddles for I don’t understand.
Please tell me what does all these dreams meant?
For every time when I woke up I can only vaguely remember what happen and what you said.
Thus I beseech you, please tell me who you are and what do you want.
For I don’t know why, every single one of you felt so familiar and close.

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ps: MERRY CHRISTMAS MY FRIENDS.... HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR TOO HOPE U GUYS GET DRUNK AND WASTED FOR THE NEW YEAR

Major duivel

-MajorDuivel faced death at 3:43 PM

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