Death, is only the beginning...

In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

So which is more painful?
Death or Life?
Which would you choose?
For me there isnt any difference
For it has taken me
Away, away

Me
They call me Major DUIVEL
I have lived for 26 years
My Favourite Thing Is my watch
What i want most is lots of peaceful time
I want to be remembered by no one
I dote my DoG the most
I love my cd's the most
I love drinking and eating the most
I hate hypocrites
I dislike people who make me paranoid
I Hate it when PPL LIE
I hate it when PPl make use of me

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

wishlist(need to change)
Sony Playstation 3
~~a new cellphone~~
Nikon DSLR D90 /DSLR
~~Ipod/Iphone~~
~~external HDD~~
a new watch
~~a backpack or messenger bag~~
EUROPE TOUR
~~SIM 3~~
~~havaianas flip flop~~
a ticket to escape anyway where i want for 10 days
~~A holiday trip with my friends~~
A ************ (Haha.. not gonna tell ;P)
something else

My Friends
Evan
Mag
Li jia
Nichole(PF)
Seri
jarain
Jess
Ciara
ciara photolog

Places I Go
Blogger
Blogskins
The L word
the most recent tatu lyrics
lyrics to tatu songs!
YLC!
music video
t.A.T.u. + Rammstein
more tatu songs remix
Cool blog
Paintball guns

Talk To Me... Please

Credits
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Thursday, February 04, 2010

I wonder am I losing my mind or what.
As sometimes after a while certain things that I didn’t notice became a habit and after not completely that habit cycle it feels like something is off. when actually this ‘thing’ aka habit was not in your system in the first place, it was like added on which it was not in your daily routine at all and suddenly one item on your checklist is missing I bet it felt weird and you would be completely lost as you don’t what to do anymore.
I am trying to modify or readjust my habits as this kind of bad habits isn’t useful or good to me. But rather it will make me feel weird thus I have make up my mind to kick certain habits and create other good habits.

After chatting with V, I notice I am starting to neglect my friends it’s not like I am really neglecting them it’s just that we are drifting apart slowly in our own ways that now we are all on different paths of our lives and we are too busy to contact each other. Thus I think I will make an effort to stay in contact with V first as a start. I am glad she like my CNY card hahaha..

Something is amusing me and the more I think about it, the more interested I’m to find out what is my friend’s reaction when he heard what ciara is going to tell him. Rofl… I can’t really visualized his facial expression as ciara would be telling billy “sorry, I am sort of engaged to prissy” ROFl… I think xin would be twitching in his position and billy would be flabbergasted. Or maybe I might get a punch from him. Hahaha I dun know… but I will scheme this with ciara hahaa.. I am not worried about billy or xin finding it out here as THEY DUN READ my blog hahaah or even know of this place. Then after seeing their reaction I think I might die of laughers.

I wonder does everyone see their friends as potential customers or clients.
I don’t understand why some people can’t differentiate or draw a line that friends are not your potential gold mine and you always start digging at them when you need them. If they are not your friends then I think it is 100% ethically alright for you to start digging at them. But if they are your friends like GOOd friends I think it is not ethically right to keep selling things to them. I don’t know and I don’t want to get involved with whatever is happening now. So I shall leave it as that.

Ciara good luck in your studies regards from yours truly ROFL… (only if u see this hahaha and i HOPE u dun as u should be studying ahah )

Major DUivel

-MajorDuivel faced death at 1:10 PM