Death, is only the beginning...

In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

So which is more painful?
Death or Life?
Which would you choose?
For me there isnt any difference
For it has taken me
Away, away

Me
They call me Major DUIVEL
I have lived for 26 years
My Favourite Thing Is my watch
What i want most is lots of peaceful time
I want to be remembered by no one
I dote my DoG the most
I love my cd's the most
I love drinking and eating the most
I hate hypocrites
I dislike people who make me paranoid
I Hate it when PPL LIE
I hate it when PPl make use of me

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

wishlist(need to change)
Sony Playstation 3
~~a new cellphone~~
Nikon DSLR D90 /DSLR
~~Ipod/Iphone~~
~~external HDD~~
a new watch
~~a backpack or messenger bag~~
EUROPE TOUR
~~SIM 3~~
~~havaianas flip flop~~
a ticket to escape anyway where i want for 10 days
~~A holiday trip with my friends~~
A ************ (Haha.. not gonna tell ;P)
something else

My Friends
Evan
Mag
Li jia
Nichole(PF)
Seri
jarain
Jess
Ciara
ciara photolog

Places I Go
Blogger
Blogskins
The L word
the most recent tatu lyrics
lyrics to tatu songs!
YLC!
music video
t.A.T.u. + Rammstein
more tatu songs remix
Cool blog
Paintball guns

Talk To Me... Please

Credits
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Friday, March 05, 2010

Ladies and gentleman (if there is any)

I had a blast week, I have been so tired and busy of course. I have been volunteering and helping a friend out so it was nice doing something to take up my time at the same time I felt my friend was rather pitiful so some of us as friends actually stay back after our allocated time and willing help her out. I guess she is so grateful and touch by us that what we have been doing has long past the grateful and touch meter but it has went into the sector of feeling bad. She felt bad that we stay back doing things which we could just pack up and leave and let her do it all alone which I doubt she could finish it alone.

A few days ago, a friend of mine (someone I dun want to mention their name) was sitting next to me. This friend suddenly call out to me and merely touch my right arm getting my attention to ask me a question, I was drawn away by my work immediately (as I did told that person give me a moment) as I felt a warm feeling gushing through me after that touch and it linger awhile I think because my friend had patted my arm but left it there for awhile. Seems like I have been “touched” hahaha… I couldn’t concentrate when that same person call out to me again. Rofl… I don’t know why but i guess I am so deeply “touched” that I am confused hahaha…. Somehow it felt good to have this feeling. Or maybe I was cold and that touch kind of felt nice hahaha on the skin. I seriously don’t know but I guess it must have been not many ppl around really did pat me on my arm and left it there that their body heat seep into my skin and maybe for that moment I felt that I was alive.

today it was my birthday and it was kind of funny. Because I was so tired from everything, I had tons of messages from friends wishing me happy birthday and 1 of them actually call me up as I log off msn early. ROFL…. I GOT A birthday song which make me laugh at 12+am. After the bombarding of message at midnight I crashed on my bed and was dead to the world till 7+am and I thought it was Saturday already ahhaha… and my birthday is over. And with hard thoughts on it, it’s still Friday and I still need to go do some volunteering work. It was like a joke to me as I thought it was over as it was just getting started. I guess my friend DY learn some new stuff about me hahaa… as I don’t specifically tell ppl what I like as I usually get it myself.
I have gotten 3C’s today. Starting with a Chocolate Muffin as a birthday cake from Dy, then in the afternoon I gotten a small Chocolate Cake from jarain and in the evening Pauline gave me a Chocolate swiss roll. HAHAHAA…. Dy laugh along when I cringed my face when I said “Why is it chocolate again?”
Other than that my whole day was quite ok except I was pretty zonk out now. I even went for training and didn’t even hang out with my friends. LOL… tomorrow I would be busy again, a birthday party to attend to haha AND YES I GET TO SEE MY FRIENDSSSSSSSSSSSS and my BF's will be hanging out with them next Thursday and Penguin i will try to arrange time to hang out with him hahaa...

I guess I had already looked past birthday as it felt meaningless to me already. I cant help seeing it as a normal day but thanks to my friends who text me and stuff, you guys rock as you guys make me feel deeply grateful.

Ps: I finished the chocolate muffin and I guess and hope I don’t get sick. My friends who know me well enough will know the reason why. HAHA I force myself to finish it (oh ya i wrote this without any brains on and i guess there is lots of grammer and errors hahaha forgive me on that)

Cheers,
Major duivel

-MajorDuivel faced death at 11:59 PM