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Death or Life?
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For me there isnt any difference
For it has taken me
Away, away

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They call me Major DUIVEL
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Friday, April 30, 2010
I have been awfully quiet haven’t I?
I guess that is normal because I was so calm and serene that it bothers me.
My mind has been so blank, as blank as a piece of paper. My thoughts were all running in a straight line everything is so in order that I find it boring. Bored of my own thoughts and mind, that I find it ridicules as how can I be bored of myself ?
So to fill the gap I had, I played the sim 3 constantly for a few days then eventually I got bored of it. As the new game has so much different thing compared to Sim 2 that I had to play around with it to actually learn it. So that is one part of it.

Another thing is I think I am socially deprived. As in seriously deprived, I have never been out of my house for more than 5KM. so that means I’m always either running mini errands nearby or have my breakfast and then back home.
So I am always at home, it’s not like I am complaining but I have never say more than 10 words in verbal to any of my friends from I don’t know when.
The last person I talked to or rather he called me up to ask me it lasted like 1-2 mins only.
I wonder am I leaving my friends out, if I were to call them up, what am I going to talk to them about. Even on msn I find it hard to hold a solid conversation. I don’t know how many people read this but if you do, please don’t purposely call me up and chit chat with me. It will make me feel bad, as I was seriously highlighting “A NEGLECTED friend is here” and suddenly I feel I have totally forgotten how to socialized with ppl anymore. So let’s just leave it as it is, haha the only friend I have always been talking to is mikey I guess; only thing is it’s a one way conversation.

After playing with sim 3 for a long period of time I suddenly feel I became a sim itself. A robot sitting in front of a computer doing what I was program to do and I am doing it every day, with a same programmed running in me

ARGH…………………I hate it when my thoughts are not bouncing about.

M.Duivel

-MajorDuivel faced death at 7:11 PM

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