Death, is only the beginning...

In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

So which is more painful?
Death or Life?
Which would you choose?
For me there isnt any difference
For it has taken me
Away, away

Me
They call me Major DUIVEL
I have lived for 26 years
My Favourite Thing Is my watch
What i want most is lots of peaceful time
I want to be remembered by no one
I dote my DoG the most
I love my cd's the most
I love drinking and eating the most
I hate hypocrites
I dislike people who make me paranoid
I Hate it when PPL LIE
I hate it when PPl make use of me

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

wishlist(need to change)
Sony Playstation 3
~~a new cellphone~~
Nikon DSLR D90 /DSLR
~~Ipod/Iphone~~
~~external HDD~~
a new watch
~~a backpack or messenger bag~~
EUROPE TOUR
~~SIM 3~~
~~havaianas flip flop~~
a ticket to escape anyway where i want for 10 days
~~A holiday trip with my friends~~
A ************ (Haha.. not gonna tell ;P)
something else

My Friends
Evan
Mag
Li jia
Nichole(PF)
Seri
jarain
Jess
Ciara
ciara photolog

Places I Go
Blogger
Blogskins
The L word
the most recent tatu lyrics
lyrics to tatu songs!
YLC!
music video
t.A.T.u. + Rammstein
more tatu songs remix
Cool blog
Paintball guns

Talk To Me... Please

Credits
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Blogger
Blogskins

Monday, August 02, 2010

Ladies and gentleman, Presenting the happy ~~little girl~~ person.

I got the results I wanted for my IELTS test. It was a pain in the neck I took 2 weeks 2+days to prepare for this test and seriously I think good practice paid off.
Now I can go apply for my course : ) Biomedical science under UWA(university of western Australia)
before my results came out I was in a mess, I kept thinking what would happen if my results doesn’t meet the entry requirement and I wont want to go retake the test again as it cost quite a lot for just a English test. So I had a backup plan in place in less than 2 days, which after I got my results I was in the lost again as I finally got the results I wanted and had to choose to do business or science. [problem for ppl like me who do things practically and logically will always consider all the factors first before making a choice]
I was shocked when I saw my results as in shocked and when it sink In I physically bang my head on my table top and my dad was staring at me. With me mumbling “WHAT SHOULD I DO?”, “what course should I take?”, “I took the test because of science and it is not cheap, WHAT should I do?”
In the end I did the easiest way out by seeking enlightenment and advice in a Holy way.
So Friday was a great day, followed by sat which I meet up with my godmother and family to have a gathering with my family for a meal. It was awesome but one thing I will forever remember, I MUST always follow my principles of drinking. If I don’t follow my rules and regulation for myself, I will suffer again and that is one thing I won’t Want to go through again. (i always obeyed my rule but that night i sort of heck care it)

On Sunday morning I was not drunk, my mom and dad saw me walking normally and all sober but my body had to reject the booze and I realized it was my mistake because my food was not even digested and I had actually rejected what I ate. When I woke up 3 hours later and to my horror it was all like purging with an empty stomach and it was horrible.
Which I received a VIP care from my mom as if I was a very sick child; I was really sober not drunk or anything just feeling very uncomfortable with the rejection of acid.

Up till now my stomach muscles are aching like crazy due to the activity I encounter.

This is a busy week, Application for studies, auspicious celebration on Thursday and Friday for my cousin.

Suddenly, after my clouds were cleared my eyes could see clearly now.
I realized that I am no longer at the cross road anymore and I am walking on without regrets.

It’s a new chapter in life for me and I will embrace it to the fullest.

Major Duivel is back

-MajorDuivel faced death at 3:04 PM