Death, is only the beginning...

Thursday, September 16, 2010

I am so tired that I could feel my fucking brain is going to implode.
Pardon my choice of crude word; I just want to make it as a supporting word to emphasize what I am feeling right now.
Woah this week is going to be over soon. I have been quite busy this week, been going out almost every day and I think the only two days which I was at home was Monday and Friday(tomorrow)

Over the weekend last week I was busy, hanging out with my friends from New Zealand. I am starting to miss Kelly now, sigh why does Singapore have to be so far away. It was nice how I receive a call by Stefa on Monday which I was at home because my friend were having a short trip to Malacca and on Tuesday morning they would be flying off to china. So stefa asked me out for a moving,resident evil:afterlife, without thinking I immediately said I would love to go. As I was looking for people to go watch this movie too, and I am too lazy to go organized an outing which I will never get to watch the show. I like how it was that stefa and I went to catch the flick together and it was great hanging out with her as it was the only chance for her to open up herself and share with me everything as a friend. It’s how funny I know steph for quite awhile in our usual outing, plus she was my secondary school senior whom I know her name and stuff but I dun know much about her. And she do know who I am lol.. somehow I am easily to recognized and know since I always hang out with different cliques during school time.

I guess steph was the only one who I told her up in her face about something about myself and she shared with me so much that I really see how strong a friendship is like; that when we come to a point we know more than we usually know when we start to share things. Well I know lenny and the entire gang coming to 9 years, and in this 9 years it was like yesterday when we all first met each other. Well it’s great to have them as friends, they are the first group of friends which I am VERY much myself. We do stupid and crazy things to the max that I will always laugh and smile when I think of it. (Vanessa,mag,li chin.. You guys are also my good friends and buddies, and I am very much myself too when I am with you guys so please don’t mistaken ok. And We do crazy stuff too ;) )

And Wednesday + Thursday was horrible. I felt very drain because on Wednesday I didn’t even sleep a wink as my brain was so active that I didn’t even sleep. Which the source of problem came from the Americano from starbucks, I drank it like in the afternoon 3+ pm which that caffeine level so super powerful by the way I actually did enjoy the black coffee (with only 1 packet of raw sugar which didn’t even make it taste any different). I can’t blame anyone except myself for having that drink. I promised my dad that I would help him out with his client’s house painting work. (Plus the week before I had very little sleep I guess it is all accumulated and crashing my system at a go.)

I did go in the morning with all the caffeine still in my system I was so alert till 8+pm at night which I started to feel tired and I doze off in a funny way. My dad was on the phone with his client and I was already drifting in and out, practically zoning. With my eye lids open and closing like sleeping, awake, sleeping, awake but I was still able to register every single word my dad said.
I know that I only touch my bed less than 10 minutes and I am already off to LALA land. Lol.. now I love to say LaLa land.

This morning I woke up feeling Rather thrashy, very grumpy person and not talking much. After breakfast my dad kept on talking to me and I was like a person who could only say 1-3 words. And he immediately said “you are rather grumpy today” and I replied “I am still sleepy and stoning” and I took my own sweet time to boot my system up. He said that to be at 8am and only 9.30am then I was like all chirpy and smiling. Before that I had no facial expression but rather stoning, I told my dad happily “OK I AM FINALLY Up and running” with a big smile on my face.
I love painting work but I hate how I get so absorb into the work that I forget about my injuries and now it is hurting all over.

On Wednesday I think, I might have sprain/overstrained my right shoulder again, it’s hurting so badly today. Thank goodness I am not dealing with the ceiling. As firstly, I can’t raise my right arm up pass my shoulder height without feeling a strain. I even found it hard to lift it up a little to get something from my back pocket and I felt a pain on my shoulder joint and my shoulder muscle seems to be pulling too.

Then today, my right knee now is like buckling as I didn’t even sit down and it is in pain now. My right hand seems to be stiff after staying in one position for the whole day. Plus my back >.<
My system is crashing… I am going off now.

Major Duivel is signing off now to try inflicting more pain lol… what a sadist lol.

-MajorDuivel faced death at 11:59 PM