Death, is only the beginning...

In Death I See Life
In Life I See Death
The Sweet Relief That I Long
The Hush Of Whispering wings
Have come to Take Me
Away, away

So which is more painful?
Death or Life?
Which would you choose?
For me there isnt any difference
For it has taken me
Away, away

Me
They call me Major DUIVEL
I have lived for 26 years
My Favourite Thing Is my watch
What i want most is lots of peaceful time
I want to be remembered by no one
I dote my DoG the most
I love my cd's the most
I love drinking and eating the most
I hate hypocrites
I dislike people who make me paranoid
I Hate it when PPL LIE
I hate it when PPl make use of me

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

wishlist(need to change)
Sony Playstation 3
~~a new cellphone~~
Nikon DSLR D90 /DSLR
~~Ipod/Iphone~~
~~external HDD~~
a new watch
~~a backpack or messenger bag~~
EUROPE TOUR
~~SIM 3~~
~~havaianas flip flop~~
a ticket to escape anyway where i want for 10 days
~~A holiday trip with my friends~~
A ************ (Haha.. not gonna tell ;P)
something else

My Friends
Evan
Mag
Li jia
Nichole(PF)
Seri
jarain
Jess
Ciara
ciara photolog

Places I Go
Blogger
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The L word
the most recent tatu lyrics
lyrics to tatu songs!
YLC!
music video
t.A.T.u. + Rammstein
more tatu songs remix
Cool blog
Paintball guns

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Wednesday, September 15, 2010

I couldn’t explain why I love this song immediately after I heard it from lala Hsu aka xu jia ying. Most people know that I seldom or rarely listen to mandarin songs or even get obsessed by one. Yup.. it’s a fact I like xu jia ying, Lala(her name) is a amazing singer and writer, she can really compose songs that drives me thinking. I usually get send into deep thoughts on certain particular song because I was trying to understand what it meant and the actually feeling of it. It’s like I could see a entire movie infront of my eyes, but her second album limit was written after feeling heartbroken by her boyfriend. It contained so much emotion that was bursting practically out of every single words being sang.

My mandarin isn’t really that good thus I would spend more time understanding what she is singing and this *dryly laugh* slowly made me understand why I like it. The first time I heard it, it’s not I didn’t understand fully. But it’s the lyrics that caught my attention, the first song I immediately like was ‘my home’. This song practically is like a friend who is heartbroken after a sour relationship, who was very upset that she cried and turned to her friend for comfort. How do I say, I think Lala during the period of time she was enduring her breakup with her boyfriend, She had friends supporting her emotionally by encouraging her and be with her. Even though they can’t give her the answer she needed, they still tried her best to cheer her up.

My whole breakdown of the song, pardon me for those who read this and listen to the song. Will say this is completely different from what she sang. But this is what I understand and felt from the song.
The whole song the first part is about how that particular friend felt after the breakup and those mistakes she had done like how she was always giving in to the relationship and actually lost herself in the midst of relationship by not following her heart.
the second part of song is like this friend wants to give up on everything in life and couldn’t move on. More of like wanting to run away from the problem and this even made her forget about her dreams by giving up, and by giving up she can’t face herself.
the third part of the song, it’s when this person(friend) saw a flower (I seriously dun know what type of flower it is) but the flower was beautiful and laughing at how stupid the person was to give up on her own future. (Sorry I can’t explain the rest for this verse. Lol I can’t explain fully how I felt)
The fouth part, it’s like as a friend you can go accompany her on a holiday but you cant give her any form of release from her pain as there is a lot of complexity in life that she has to face and fight on her own.
The last part, is like you manage to get this friend laughing, you hope that the wind would quickly dried up the tears on her face. And you will carry on encourage her by singing for your friend.(more like a act of being supportive)
The whole song, I like it a lot how she describe it as a 3rd person view. And I think this is what friends usually do when another friend go through some kind of hardship.

Sigh~ I should stop listening to her song for now… it can get me into the mood, it was when she written it.
I am SO going to buy both of her albums, I Am officially supporting her. (i just keep going into a blank mode and the whole picture started forming inside my own head. like the story is playing in my head. Guess that is what happen u have someone who could visualised things very well)

-MajorDuivel faced death at 2:12 AM